Sup!
Not really sure what I'm doing. Feels like a lot of gears churning, dates happening, sex happening, but nothing's going anywhere.
It'd be cool to be in a relationship again, but all the people I match with on dating stuff and go on dates with never do it for me.
I think I can't get into a relationship with anyone before I've known them for a while as friends and gotten to like them beyond just "hey, you're attractive, let's fuck", because otherwise I just feel empty after that. But then once I'm friends with someone a while it gets awkward to have feelings so I try to avoid that to not make it weird unless they bring it up first.
I know what I want, it's just that person is not in my life, either as friends or someone I've seen on the street or on a dating site currently. One day I'll meet her.