Dumb rant:
It's been 2 weeks and I'm still sick. Every time I feel I'm getting better, I get a little better but then worse again. It usually feels a lot worse in the morning after sleeping. Saw a doctor a week ago who gave me medicine against sinusitis, which hasn't helped. Ironically the day after I was there, I completely lost hearing in my right ear. I called my doctor but they've been full, and the one day I was feeling good they had an available spot which I turned down because I thought I was finally getting better again. The right side of my face has been really fucked, especially the sinus next to my nose, and my ear. I couldn't walk up stairs without it hurting. Today the symptoms I've had have been a lot better but I had this insane headache, I couldn't sit or do anything until just now. So however I feel tomorrow morning I'm going to see a doctor, whether it's at the office or the ER. If they just had given me antibiotics last week I'd probably be fine by now. Fucking bullshit. It really sucks because I never get sick, but January has been really rough on me, plus the food poisoning late-December. I think I just really need a good hug or something. #selfpity