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before my girlfriend and i got together she lived in NYC for two years. while in NYC she spent a lot of time trying to get a job at Marvel. she even managed to get an interview. unfortunately nothing ever came of it and she eventually moved back here to Rochester
Back in October, before we officially became a couple, she went to Comicon and once again put some work into potentially getting hired by Marvel. She gave her portfolio to some Marvel contacts that were there.
Flash forward to yesterday. She gets an email from Marvel. They want her to do a skype interview.
The job would, of course, require her to move back to NYC.
She told me about the email tonight.
It's like I've been here before.
Now, she doesn't have the job. And obviously since it's a place like Marvel there are likely many other people being interviewed so it's not like it's guaranteed she would get the job. But there's still a chance.
Our relationship is just getting off the ground. She's mentioned how I feel about long distance and while I don't like it, I told her it might not be the best time to talk about that since there's too many unknowns. I remain supportive. Like the last time, the last thing I want to do is get in the way of someone doing something with their life.
But I really like her. Like, a lot. More than the last girl that I was in this situation with. I don't want her to leave. But I feel it's too early to say something like that. We've only been a couple for less than a month.
I dunno. feelsbadman, etc. But it's not over, and it may never even happen. But i'm catching mad feels already because I'm flashing back to July. I really don't want to do this again.