Yeah blue sounds like pretty typical but maybe a bit immature on her part end of relationship stuff. You sort of unfortunately gave her a bit of power over you there with the chance to ignore you but it's not the end of the world.
bluemax, don't second guess yourself too much. Last text wasn't maybe the best idea but I guess at least you know where you stand.
I'm trying my best to move forward and not mope. I felt like a dolt after texting her after seeing her CMB (and after saying I wouldn't text again) but I've resisted the urge to text and apologize for that.
My real life friend gave me good advice today, she said "Stop apologizing. You've shown remorse, you've shown you want to improve and move forward. If the other person wants to only define you by that mistake, and not give you the chance to prove what you are saying, then move on. Don't let them stunt your growth as a person." I appreciated that advice. Also my friend invited me to go to spin class, which provided many benefits, such as giving me less time to wallow, social interaction, physical exercise, and the chance to stare at booty.
I was able to sell my second Nier concert ticket today, which was supposed to be for her, so at least I won't have to sit next to an empty seat on Wednesday and feel bad in that way.
I wish I could know if I did something wrong, or if she just is busy or if she just decided to ghost me for some other reason, but I guess that's the real world. You don't always get closure or answers.