when we break from linear time weird things happen
Exactly. And I couldnt comprehend a lick of it. I only had my emotions to guide me since logic went out the window there.
Fuck me. I browned out for a bit during. And now some of it is coming back. There was one point where, in an effort to drown out the singular voice calling out to me, I tried turning on my fan for some much needed white noise. It didnt turn on. Fuck. I needed to stop hearing this voice NOW. I got up and plugged it in. But in doing so I got this sense like I was in some sort of twilight space. In between reality and whatever else is out there. Felt like reality itself was watching me. Considering me. What is this gnat that stepped into our realm. Lets see what it does.
Simulation theory breh... we're all being watched all the time. For who knows what reasons.
Yes. And the that thought unsettles me, deeply.
And this twilight place, if I were to reference a show in which the vibe was similar, it would have to be the upside down in Stranger Things. Not as visually dramatic but my room was my room but the light was wrong.
After I got the fan going I had this incredible urge to go outside in just my boxers and wait for... something. I was needed outside. But a fragment of me was still grasping to reality, fortunately.
Another strange thing. I extended my arm out at one point in the darkness. My arm was shadow, twisting, flashing, morphing. It was like the hyperspace scene in 2001:A Space Odyssey. But instead of bright lights flashing by me it was a negative light. Dark matter. My arms shadow had a shadow which had a shadow and so on. Moving back and forth quickly. It was beautiful in some obscene way.