The problem is me.
Well, yeah, but it's not something unfixable like a tumor on your face. Probably cliche but you could try writing a short list of the particular problems(that you think you have) that are causing you to fail and try to come up with a plan on how to work them out. If all else fails then you can just google material on how to overcome those particular issues. This advice is probably very vague but it's hard to tell someone more concrete advice without face to face interaction.
Well when I say it’s me, I mean it’s simply because I don’t try and am too afraid too. I mean this is what my real life friends tell me. I give women the swerve. When we go out and in normal life it’s not like I don’t notice that women notice me and sometimes it’s even women I’d find attractive. Many times on the dance floor my friends try to push me out there and I just go “no no” and ignore any possible attention.
I mean I have a strange confidence and maybe anxitity issue?
Again, I know I’m a cool and valuable person with issues. Plenty of issues, but at the end of the day I think I have something to give. Even my friends think so and despite my online persona I am mostly a positive and junkies person in my daily life. I wouldn’t even say I’m unconfident. When it comes to my abilities I can control I doubt doubt them.
When it comes to people on the other hand.
I just have issues becoming comfortable with people. When people pass “tests” and I realize they are cool with me I’m usually really cool. But until then I’m really nervous and quiet among new people. I’ve gotten a bit better at interacting with new people, but it never feels natural to me until it does.
Now I have issues with thinking women would find me attractive, but that is just some of my self defeating attitude the talking. I just feel a lot of pressure talking to new women. I just don’t know how to act my normal self.
So I think I have a strange anxiety issue.
I think I don’t even know how to approach women.
I don’t try.
And maybe I’m a little picky, but not in the way most of you think. I find most women ok looking, but I sure never matched with them on tinder.