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General => The Superdeep Borehole => Topic started by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 03:42:57 AM

Title: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 03:42:57 AM
 :'( Just been thinking about my life and death kinda stuff and I just kinda started crying. I think I need therapy.

Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: CajoleJuice on November 22, 2006, 03:43:48 AM
You'll get over it and just get kinda numb.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 03:48:07 AM
I dont want to be numb, nor do I wish to dwell on the inevitable.

Here are three "truths" that came to me while thinking about it:

1. By protecting someone elses life, you in return become stronger.

2. No death is truly meaningless.

3. If one lives forever, it will lose its meaning for living.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: TVC15 on November 22, 2006, 03:51:29 AM
You think too much.  Just put on some panties and dance around in your bathroom mirror.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 04:00:30 AM
Very much so, many people have told me I think too much. I would like to say this isn't the case however. I'm really considering professional therapy.
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Post by: TVC15 on November 22, 2006, 04:09:24 AM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 04:00:30 AM
Very much so, many people have told me I think too much. I would like to say this isn't the case however. I'm really considering professional therapy.

If you can afford it, why not?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: xnikki118x on November 22, 2006, 04:11:42 AM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 04:00:30 AM
Very much so, many people have told me I think too much. I would like to say this isn't the case however. I'm really considering professional therapy.

I'd just like to point out that there's nothing wrong with that, no matter what the dicks on here try to say about it.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: BlackMage on November 22, 2006, 04:12:23 AM
i haven't cried in many years even when i get really sad. I think it's because i cried too much as a kid.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: BlackMage on November 22, 2006, 04:13:11 AM
eventhough passing 100 posts and still being a junior member brought a single tear to my eye.  :'(
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Post by: TVC15 on November 22, 2006, 04:14:25 AM
Emo:  I haven't cried since the time period when my brother and dad died.  Admittedly I've been intoxicated in one way or another ever since.  I can't even remember what their voices sounded like.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: BlackMage on November 22, 2006, 04:24:28 AM
Quote from: TVC 15 on November 22, 2006, 04:14:25 AM
Emo:  I haven't cried since the time period when my brother and dad died.  Admittedly I've been intoxicated in one way or another ever since.  I can't even remember what their voices sounded like.

dude..
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Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 07:26:20 AM
Viz is a faggurt. >:(
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Post by: Ecrofirt on November 22, 2006, 09:44:39 AM
No fate but what we make, Viz. No fate but what we make.
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Post by: APF on November 22, 2006, 09:55:47 AM
What if you accidentally trip and knock someone out of the way of an incoming car, then you're crippled for life--but rather then the other person being killed by the collision, they suffer severe brain damage and are never able to fulfill their life's goals or even really comprehend what is going on around them?
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Post by: CajoleJuice on November 22, 2006, 10:00:24 AM
White Man just owned my day.   :(
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Post by: Himu on November 22, 2006, 10:09:39 AM
what a cigarillo
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Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:14:04 PM
What the FUCK?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Van Cruncheon on November 22, 2006, 12:19:14 PM
CUZ IN THE END IT DOESN'T EVEN MAAAATTTTEERRRRRR
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: BlueTsunami on November 22, 2006, 12:22:54 PM
Quote from: TVC 15 on November 22, 2006, 04:14:25 AM
Emo:  I haven't cried since the time period when my brother and dad died.  Admittedly I've been intoxicated in one way or another ever since.  I can't even remember what their voices sounded like.

 :-\

I haven't experience a close death in terms of family and friends at all. I'm not sure how I'll handle it really, I can be stupid online but in real life I think I can be considered a sensitive pussy. Someone close to me dieing would probably devastate me.
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Post by: G The Resurrected on November 22, 2006, 12:24:46 PM
I've been crying like a bitch all day and night for the most part. I just want to be happy and not feel sad damnit. Fucking fucked up people.
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Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:27:43 PM
Real men need to be stoic, that's the way to be. Like fuckin ICE.
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Post by: Christopher on November 22, 2006, 12:30:45 PM
hmm haven't "cried" in quite some time...I tear when I take vodka shots straight up sometimes, but I haven't had anything to cry over in awhile...blah I hate thinking about death Viz :-\
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Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:31:22 PM
Death happens, I really dont know what there is to think about.
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Post by: Van Cruncheon on November 22, 2006, 12:33:22 PM
yeah, death is guaranteed. crying over the inevitable is a waste of a dude's time. i'd rather focus on not going out like uncle frank in hellraiser, for example.
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Post by: Christopher on November 22, 2006, 12:33:56 PM
Just you know not existing or having someone you know not exsit anymore...I have never experienced death yet, even my oldest dog of 9 years is still alive.  My grandparents died a year before I was born so I just haven't had the impact to make any sort of feeling about it...it's just mind blowing though the whole life/death concept.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:35:30 PM
Well to put your mind at ease, there is a 50% chance you won't know youre dead when youre dead.

The other 50% is reserved for TEH AFTERLIFE in any shape or form.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Christopher on November 22, 2006, 12:37:04 PM
I know that's why I go to church...to believe in SOMETHING, even though I know in the back of my mind there may not be anything, it's just good to believe in something ya know.
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Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:38:28 PM
Yeah but do you believe, or are you hedging your bets? If there is any doubt in your mind, you don't believe, you participate. If you wanna believe in something believe in your family in friends, in yourself, something you have some control over.

Then again who am I to question anyone's faith. Lets just say ive been exposed to a good handful of religions and all o em were bunk.
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Post by: Christopher on November 22, 2006, 12:40:43 PM
Right. :-\ I suppose I just particpate for the time being, it feels morally right, my whole family is based on strong morals/morality.

hey good stuff MAF ;p
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Post by: BlueTsunami on November 22, 2006, 12:42:29 PM
I'm very very spiritual (which I don't show online) but I've learned first hand how bullshit religion is. Organized religions has its wonderful aspects but the core of it is rotted.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:47:36 PM
Chris:

Well then youre doing it for your family. Which is fine, for now. However it is important to remember that your moral center is not found in a church. Most people who do not have true faith in a religion end up either adapting the church's set moral code to accomodate their life, or just sorta wing it by creating a personal code based off of the actions of personal heroes or learned dislikes.

ie. I dislike poop in my mouth, so I will not put poop in the mouth of my friends. Do unto others kinda thing you know? While I don't subscribe to the kinds of God found in churches I do believe it is possible to find something in yourself that is worth having faith in. For all I know that could also be a connection with god that doesnt require A FUCKING HOUR A SUNDAY OF GOD DAMN CHUCH MUSIC!

Blue:

Organized Religion has too much value to be removed from society, but it also does so much evil sometimes we gotta CONSIDER it ;)
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: BlueTsunami on November 22, 2006, 12:50:19 PM
Quote from: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:47:36 PM
Organized Religion has too much value to be removed from society, but it also does so much evil sometimes we gotta CONSIDER it ;)

:p

No doubt
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 12:56:03 PM
This thread is disgusting
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Disposable White Guy on November 22, 2006, 12:56:48 PM
Shouldn't you be dissecting the intricacies of The Disney Channel?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 12:57:18 PM
PD: You watch Sailor Moon
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 01:09:14 PM
I haven't cried since I was fuicking SIX, what the fuck is with some of you faggurts? :lol
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 01:10:16 PM
MAF: you play YuGiOh
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 01:12:10 PM
Yes, the video games. And as sad as that is, it still commands more respect than a Sailor Moon watchin Disney fan.
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Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 01:13:02 PM
Quote from: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 01:12:10 PM
Yes, the video games. And as sad as that is, it still commands more respect than a Sailor Moon watchin Disney fan.

Wait... who is this?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 01:17:26 PM
Quote from: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 01:12:10 PM
Yes, the video games. And as sad as that is, it still commands more respect than a Sailor Moon watchin Disney fan.

When did I say I was a Disney fan? Are you still upset I compared the amazing best-thing-ever Heroes to a Disney show?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 02:39:35 PM
Quote from: The Dark Shake on November 22, 2006, 01:09:14 PM
I haven't cried since I was fuicking SIX, what the fuck is with some of you faggurts? :lol
Your so fuggin hardcore.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Disposable White Guy on November 22, 2006, 02:45:57 PM
Quote from: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 01:17:26 PM
Quote from: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 01:12:10 PM
Yes, the video games. And as sad as that is, it still commands more respect than a Sailor Moon watchin Disney fan.

When did I say I was a Disney fan? Are you still upset I compared the amazing best-thing-ever Heroes to a Disney show?

Yes.  You will pay in e-blood.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Melissa on November 22, 2006, 02:48:38 PM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 03:48:07 AM
Here are three "truths" that came to me while thinking about it:

2. No death is truly meaningless.

Explain please.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 04:53:50 PM
Quote from: Melissa on November 22, 2006, 02:48:38 PM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 03:48:07 AM
Here are three "truths" that came to me while thinking about it:

2. No death is truly meaningless.

Explain please.
 

Everybody, by going through there daily lives, affects someone whether it be on purpose or unknowingly. This may have favorable or adverse effects but regardless doesn't this make their lives meaningful(purposeful) in some way by affecting the world for someone else?

A death for instance is truly a mark, a point in someones life that affects people in some way, thus is not meaningless.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 06:15:53 PM
lolz amirite or what?
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 06:19:02 PM
Quote from: Disposable White Guy on November 22, 2006, 02:45:57 PM
Quote from: Phoenix Dark on November 22, 2006, 01:17:26 PM
Quote from: MrAngryFace on November 22, 2006, 01:12:10 PM
Yes, the video games. And as sad as that is, it still commands more respect than a Sailor Moon watchin Disney fan.

When did I say I was a Disney fan? Are you still upset I compared the amazing best-thing-ever Heroes to a Disney show?

Yes.  You will pay in e-blood.

Not before I get you E-bola

GET IT LOZ
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: drozmight on November 22, 2006, 07:58:18 PM
I'm crying right now.

... on the inside.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:02:19 PM
I haven't cried since I got divorced.  In fact, I haven't felt a whole lot of emotion since I got divorced.  Meh.
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Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 08:03:00 PM
Quote from: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:02:19 PM
I haven't cried since I got divorced.  In fact, I haven't felt a whole lot of emotion since I got divorced.  Meh.

Nice, let's get drunk and stare coldly into our monitors tonight. :-*
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 08:04:10 PM
I try not be depressed myself, I'm rather happy most of the time. Seems depression to me comes and goes.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 08:04:52 PM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 08:04:10 PM
I try not be depressed myself, I'm rather happy most of the time. Seems depression to me comes and goes.

Its probably cuz you live in the middle of nowhere, you know... :-\
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Post by: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:06:40 PM
Quote from: The Dark Shake on November 22, 2006, 08:03:00 PM
Quote from: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:02:19 PM
I haven't cried since I got divorced.  In fact, I haven't felt a whole lot of emotion since I got divorced.  Meh.

Nice, let's get drunk and stare coldly into our monitors tonight. :-*
Fuck yeah!  It's what I do most nights when I don't have a friend over.  Except now, fucking Evilbore and GoW have made me start getting online at home.  Usually I just put the work from my office on a thumb drive and work on it at home.  That's really fucking pathetic.

Viz: Same with me.  I just don't cry.  I've gone in and out of depression since I was about 13.  Learned to deal with it though and realized you can trudge through it most of the time.
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Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 08:06:58 PM
Probably, but I'm not sure where to leave to. When I went to California to visit my relative for Christmas back years ago, everything was very different, I guess I had culture shock so to speak.
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Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 08:08:32 PM
lolz, let's start a "LONELY ANTI-SOCIAL COLD HEARTED EVILBORIANS" club.

:shh I'm not really lonely or anti-social though, so... :shh
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Post by: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:11:08 PM
I am.   :(

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Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 08:12:27 PM
I have friends, I'm not lonely or cold hearted, so lets not.
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Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 08:15:19 PM
Fine, then you can start the "I'M SO DEPRESSED ABOUT NOTHING BLAH BLAH TRIED. SO. HAAAAAAAARD!" club. >:(
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Post by: Mupepe on November 22, 2006, 08:17:13 PM
Hey Shake, I'm coldhearted.  lolz  Let's do this man!
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: Vizzys on November 22, 2006, 08:17:54 PM
I move that we start the SHAKE PLEASE STFU GROUP.
Title: Re: I cried today, I'm so fuggin hardcore.
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on November 22, 2006, 08:19:00 PM
Quote from: Viz on November 22, 2006, 08:17:54 PM
I move that we start the SHAKE PLEASE STFU GROUP.

 :'( :'( :'(
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Post by: Error Macro on November 22, 2006, 09:49:18 PM
Quote
I make my own way
I'll make my own way
Don't bother counting on me
Loving me
Just act like I'm gone
oh this sorry joke
A joke
Is all we really need
There's nothing that I need

Too late and too bad
I'm stuck feeling bad
without you I'm a mess
without you
You just don't know
This is really not a joke
You're all i really need
You're all i really need

And I'm just so bored of wasting my time
Love and Death
Are always on my mind
And I'm just so sick of wasting my time
Love and death
Are always on my mind.