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Title: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: TVC15 on March 02, 2009, 06:45:54 PM
I wish I were dead.  :-\
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Post by: clothedmacuser on March 02, 2009, 06:49:03 PM
I wish Malek were dead.
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Post by: Reb on March 02, 2009, 07:02:40 PM
Die already, jeez.
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Post by: demi on March 02, 2009, 07:03:30 PM
Send me your shit before you kill yourself
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Post by: Barry Egan on March 02, 2009, 08:57:32 PM
cheer up man, at least you're not in law school
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Post by: Bildi on March 02, 2009, 09:01:15 PM
Grow a bitchin' beard - I'm sure that's what gets Malek through each day.
Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: Reb on March 02, 2009, 09:03:04 PM
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Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: EmCeeGrammar on March 02, 2009, 09:09:45 PM
Hey, new to depression? Let me fill you in. The last thing you need to do is use it for attention.  Repress that shit, son.

Unless I'm missing the sarcasm again.
Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: TVC15 on March 02, 2009, 09:15:14 PM
I can't grow a beard.  And I am far from new to depression.  I run at a constant dysthymic hum, but it hasn't been this bad in maybe 5 or 6 years.
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Post by: Barry Egan on March 02, 2009, 09:15:59 PM
TVC, are you in love?  I'm in love right now and its making me depressed as shit.
Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: TVC15 on March 02, 2009, 09:19:33 PM
No.  I've been largely anhedonic in most or all respects lately.
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Post by: Positive Touch on March 02, 2009, 09:33:01 PM
i understand how you feel.  everything has felt boring or made me angry for the longest, but I don't know what to do about it.  i wish i had some direction in my life :-\ 
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Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: demi on March 02, 2009, 09:40:35 PM
He spammed a bunch of suicide / death facts on IM. It was pretty annoying. I'm hoping he does it.
Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: Positive Touch on March 02, 2009, 09:44:51 PM
if you do decide to go through with it, please set up a live webcam feed so we can all watch
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Post by: Reb on March 02, 2009, 10:33:59 PM
21 grams of vomit.
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Post by: Bocsius on March 02, 2009, 11:23:34 PM
Vomiting is no fun and I don't know why TVC continues to do it.

I was sick with something last weekend, had three different vomiting sessions. I say "session" because it's not like you throw up once and it's all over.  :yuck

Never again.
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Post by: Tauntaun on March 03, 2009, 11:58:58 AM

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Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: EmCeeGrammar on March 03, 2009, 02:28:40 PM
Well I know of a good book.  I went from a state of total energy sapping misery to a much more manageable situation now.  And while I still don't like myself and still have "those" thoughts from time to time, its like turning the knob down from 10 to 2.

The Mythology of Self Worth by Richard L. Franklin
Title: Re: I've been feeling like Malek lately :(
Post by: Flannel Boy on March 03, 2009, 02:34:39 PM
I wish Malek were dead.

Who are you and why do you wish I was dead?
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Post by: Eric P on March 03, 2009, 02:38:21 PM
I wish I were dead.  :-\

hey a scott walker avatar

hadn't seen this one yet.
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Post by: ch1nchilla on March 03, 2009, 02:41:03 PM
Play Persona 4 again.
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Post by: Barry Egan on March 03, 2009, 02:58:03 PM
well,you are an awesome poster TVC, and if you want to bitch about life at me I'll totally listen to all your bullshit  :-[

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Post by: BlueTsunami on March 03, 2009, 03:01:57 PM
The cause? Star Ocean 4  :-\

But hope you feel better TVC, I've had my bouts with "What's the point?" sort of feelings. Just gotta find that one thing that interests you and fucking grab on.
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Post by: Diunx on March 03, 2009, 04:20:24 PM
I wish I had a job and some coke :'(
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Post by: Joe Molotov on March 03, 2009, 04:44:57 PM
I can't grow a beard.  And I am far from new to depression.  I run at a constant dysthymic hum, but it hasn't been this bad in maybe 5 or 6 years.

I'll come over to your place and we'll have a Xanax party.
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Post by: Himu on March 03, 2009, 04:56:51 PM
I won't allow you to die until you violate me and take my anal virginity.
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Post by: Bildi on March 03, 2009, 05:43:46 PM
I've been feeling like TVC lately :(

FA's not long for this world. :( :( :(
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Post by: xnikki118x on March 05, 2009, 12:20:06 AM
ILU TVC. *hugs*
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Post by: EmCeeGrammar on March 05, 2009, 12:35:55 AM
So the therapist never helped any?  That makes me concerned for myself.  I plan on going back but I was kind of expecting it to be a pretty safe bet as far as helping me solve my problems and not just coping.
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Post by: demi on March 05, 2009, 12:40:32 AM
TVC only went to a therapist to get prescribed some pills to pop
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Post by: TEEEPO on March 05, 2009, 02:52:03 AM
wouldn't he had just gone to a psychiatrist?
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Post by: demi on March 05, 2009, 02:59:02 AM
Either or, I wouldnt know because I'm not MENTAL
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Post by: Phoenix Dark on March 06, 2009, 07:07:36 PM
 :lol @ TVC's sig. I didn't expect that
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Post by: TVC15 on March 06, 2009, 07:09:45 PM
:-*