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Title: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 07, 2006, 11:14:32 PM
I'm not sure what the hell is going on. I take anti-depressants and I think that may be the cause of it. I need to switch meds quick.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Vizzys on December 07, 2006, 11:15:10 PM
Its because you're black.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: BlackMage on December 07, 2006, 11:15:35 PM
I'm not sure what the hell is going on. I take anti-depressants and I think that may be the cause of it. I need to switch meds quick.

are you depressed?
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 07, 2006, 11:17:03 PM
If you honestly want to kill yourself, then just turn in your "REAL MAN" jacket right now...
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:18:05 PM
When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Shuri on December 07, 2006, 11:18:46 PM
Suicide is the solution of the coward.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Human Snorenado on December 07, 2006, 11:18:53 PM
It's ok, dude.  You can admit you fucked up by not waiting for the GC version of Zelda.  We'll only make fun of you A LOT.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 07, 2006, 11:20:15 PM
Suicide is the solution of the coward.


Fuckin' A
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: CajoleJuice on December 07, 2006, 11:21:47 PM
It's ok, dude.  You can admit you fucked up by not waiting for the GC version of Zelda.  We'll only make fun of you A LOT.
:lol

And I've had plenty of suicidal thoughts...or just thoughts of dying in various ways.

Meh.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Fake Shemp on December 07, 2006, 11:29:13 PM
GO FOR IT
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Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:30:12 PM
Answer my PM Himuro. You should really see someone about this
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 07, 2006, 11:36:44 PM
I don't want to kill myself at all. It's just that I was thinking about suicide a lot recently. I definitely think it's my medicine.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: BlackMage on December 07, 2006, 11:37:29 PM
I don't want to kill myself at all. It's just that I was thinking about suicide a lot recently. I definitely think it's my medicine.

we'll be careful. medicine can make you do crazy things.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:38:12 PM
Oh. I kinda feel better now

But if you do decide to kill yourself, could you wait until Duke Nukem Forever comes out?
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: BlackMage on December 07, 2006, 11:39:23 PM
yeah man, at least come talk to us first. you like a brother to me. same with PD  :-[
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Post by: The Fake Shemp on December 07, 2006, 11:40:39 PM
Drinky didn't mean all those things he said about Zelda!
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 07, 2006, 11:41:40 PM
rofl Zelda I denounce you  :'( :'( :'(
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Vizzys on December 07, 2006, 11:43:24 PM
Suicidal you say? Playing Earthbound will cheer you up.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: CajoleJuice on December 07, 2006, 11:43:32 PM
Do you REALLY need the drugs anyway, Himuro? I'd say just get off that shit entirely.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:44:56 PM
yeah man, at least come talk to us first. you like a brother to me. same with PD  :-[

Awww :-*
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 07, 2006, 11:46:12 PM
Do you REALLY need the drugs anyway, Himuro? I'd say just get off that shit entirely.


When drugs being taken for depression make you even more suceptable to suicide, you know theres a problem.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Van Cruncheon on December 07, 2006, 11:47:22 PM
you must first come to terms with your deep and abiding admiration for Okami
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 07, 2006, 11:47:40 PM
Do you REALLY need the drugs anyway, Himuro?

YES

Quote
When drugs being taken for depression make you even more suceptable to suicide, you know theres a problem.

Not really. Sometimes anti-depressants do the opposite effect.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:48:14 PM
Why do you need the drugs?
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 07, 2006, 11:49:52 PM
Why do you need the drugs?

Why do you need the porn? ITS JUST THE WAY SHIT BE, MUH nicca.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Mupepe on December 07, 2006, 11:50:38 PM
I'm not sure what the hell is going on. I take anti-depressants and I think that may be the cause of it. I need to switch meds quick.
:(

Dont think those thoughts.  Love me, Love me, Say that you love me.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: BlackMage on December 07, 2006, 11:51:40 PM
I'm not sure what the hell is going on. I take anti-depressants and I think that may be the cause of it. I need to switch meds quick.
:(

Dont think those thoughts.  Love me, Love me, Say that you love me.

i <3 the cardigans
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 07, 2006, 11:53:08 PM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: CajoleJuice on December 07, 2006, 11:56:51 PM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.
I was just making sure, there's a lot of pussies out there that just jump to drugs to solve their depression problems. If you really need them, I mean, you just need em.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 07, 2006, 11:57:14 PM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.

Mupee have you seen this behavior in Himu, in real life? :-\
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Mupepe on December 08, 2006, 12:01:20 AM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.

Mupee have you seen this behavior in Himu, in real life? :-\
No.  We don't hang out nearly as much since High School.  I never noticed anything in High School.  I love my little boo boo.  :(
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 08, 2006, 12:02:13 AM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.
I was just making sure, there's a lot of pussies out there that just jump to drugs to solve their depression problems. If you really need them, I mean, you just need em.

Well, they can be used to help treat, but you're ultimately the person who has to change the direction of your life. Still though, I won't get better if I neglect my meds.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 08, 2006, 12:02:36 AM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.

Mupee have you seen this behavior in Himu, in real life? :-\
No.  We don't hang out nearly as much since High School.  I never noticed anything in High School.  I love my little boo boo.  :(

 :'( :-[
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 08, 2006, 12:03:05 AM
Well, this thread has depressed me, I'm gonna head off to bed now.


I hope to see you posting here when I get back, Himu... otherwise I will shed tears. :'(
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 08, 2006, 12:05:16 AM
One less nicca on the E-Streets :(
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Mupepe on December 08, 2006, 12:23:55 AM
Garrito isn't going anywhere, bitches!
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Phoenix Dark on December 08, 2006, 12:27:55 AM
Maybe he just needs to move away from Texas and TO MICHIGAN
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: BlackMage on December 08, 2006, 12:48:42 AM
Maybe he just needs to move away from Texas and TO MICHIGAN

no to CALIFORNIA! we love black people here!
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Diablos on December 08, 2006, 08:40:47 AM
It's because FFXII didn't let Himu fly an airship across the world map. HE WANTED AIRSHIPS AND EXPLORATION.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Christopher on December 08, 2006, 08:47:30 AM
wait you can't EXPLORE? (http://i66.photobucket.com/albums/h262/ChrisRuss0/melodramatic.gif)

now I must kill myself.  Seek help Himuro.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Tigerriot on December 08, 2006, 09:30:42 AM
Why do you need the drugs?

I have a major dose of depression, we're still treating it.
I was just making sure, there's a lot of pussies out there that just jump to drugs to solve their depression problems. If you really need them, I mean, you just need em.

Well, they can be used to help treat, but you're ultimately the person who has to change the direction of your life. Still though, I won't get better if I neglect my meds.

I'm glad you realize that it's not just about meds.  You do have to change some things in your life.  It might be your daily activities, the way you eat, the amount of exercise you get.  Something has to change.

I'm almost like Tom Cruise light when it comes to meds.  I think they're usually a bad idea, and should be reserved for only the most extreme circumstances.  I had some major bouts of anxiety, and panic attacks, and paraonia for a while, and I refused meds all the way.  Eventually I just learned to work through them on my own.  Those feelings are now basiaclly gone, and I never touched one med to get that way.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 08, 2006, 09:33:55 AM
It seems you just refused to use meds because of preconceived notions, not because you have any actual proof that they're as useless as you think.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: whiteACID on December 08, 2006, 09:40:51 AM
Kill yourself slowly with drugs and rock n' roll. that's what I'm doing.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Bacon on December 08, 2006, 09:41:40 AM
You left out the sex part.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Diablos on December 08, 2006, 09:49:12 AM
AIRSHIPS AND EXPLORATION, HIMU WANTS AIRSHIPS AND EXPLORATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: whiteACID on December 08, 2006, 09:56:28 AM
You left out the sex part.
I don't actually have sex though, I just talk about it a lot.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 08, 2006, 10:03:28 AM
So, you're kinda like the female ZomBz?
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Post by: Bacon on December 08, 2006, 10:04:04 AM
Well abstinence is 100% effective.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Tigerriot on December 08, 2006, 10:11:15 AM
It seems you just refused to use meds because of preconceived notions, not because you have any actual proof that they're as useless as you think.
Me?

I never said they were useless.  I just said they often cause new problems, and sometimes as we're seeing in the case of Hiumuro, things don't really get better.  Sometimes they even get worse after the meds.

Either way, I just don't want to rely on some drug that supposedly gonna "fix things", when I think that often times people could fix things on their own.  A change in diet, more excercise, it all helps.  Sometimes it's just a change of scenery in life.  New surroundings, new people, getting away from old friends with bad habits who bring you down with them.  All that stuff.

I also worry about putting any chemical in my body that some scientist created, and claims it's ok.  I'm not interested in letting anyone play games with my brain chemestry.  Then you have people who try to get off the meds years later, and they realize it's really hard getting off the meds, so they're stuck on this merry-go-round of drugs for the rest of their life.  No thanks.  I don't trust a lot of people in the medical profession.  They're out to make money first and foremost.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 08, 2006, 10:14:57 AM
Hey, I'm happy you're better without the meds, but I don't see how you can really recommend taking the same course of actions to someone else; some people need the medication, and in all honesty taking meds yourself probably would have cured you a lot sooner than going "cold turkey".
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Tigerriot on December 08, 2006, 10:22:12 AM
Hey, I'm happy you're better without the meds, but I don't see how you can really recommend taking the same course of actions to someone else; some people need the medication, and in all honesty taking meds yourself probably would have cured you a lot sooner than going "cold turkey".

But you seem to be ignoring the idea that people can try other things first.  Excersise, change in diet, new things, places, people.  All of those things will often cure some simple depression.  In my case, I didnt' even have to do a whole lot different.  I just simply changed the way I was seeing things.  I realized on my own that my fears were often totally irrational, and I got over them. 

I'm saying once again, that I don't believe everyone can be cured of depression easily.  I'm simply saying that trying some things on your own is always the  better route.  If you have to go on meds thats fine.  At least you tried other things beforehand.  The problem is, a lot of people just to to the doctor today, and the doctor just loves writing prescriptions for any ol problem, and the person leaves that office thinking they're just got the solution, when in fact they may have just started themselves down a long road of drugs for many years to come. 

The simply fact is, Doctor's don't always have your best interests in mind, and they often just give you the easiet answer first. 
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: MrAngryFace on December 08, 2006, 10:52:16 AM
Please dont kill yourself, I dont have the time to appear before a grand jury this holiday season because someone saw this on evilbore.

Also, everyone is special etc etc etc....
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: demi on December 08, 2006, 11:04:23 AM
You're in a better position than most people, including me. No reason to kill yourself.
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Post by: Diablos on December 08, 2006, 03:38:22 PM
Himu, don't kill yourself. Really, don't.
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Post by: AdmiralViscen on December 08, 2006, 07:07:33 PM
Maybe you can swing this to getting your GAF account restored.
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Post by: CajoleJuice on December 08, 2006, 07:43:24 PM
Maybe you can swing this to getting your GAF account restored.
:lol
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: TVC15 on December 08, 2006, 07:44:27 PM
Maybe you can swing this to getting your GAF account restored.

We'll need some sort of proof that this isn't some sort of "teenage" thing.  Can you provide video of yourself consuming bottles of pills and slashing your wrists or something?
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Post by: Mupepe on December 08, 2006, 07:57:00 PM
Maybe you can swing this to getting your GAF account restored.

We'll need some sort of proof that this isn't some sort of "teenage" thing.  Can you provide video of yourself consuming bottles of pills and slashing your wrists or something?
If I do the filming, can you and I make a video later, baby cakes?  ;)
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: Himu on December 08, 2006, 11:19:30 PM
What the fuck is going on in this thread??  :lol 8)
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: The Miles Trahan Burger Experiment on December 08, 2006, 11:20:44 PM
Well, nothing, until you bumped it. ;)
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Post by: brawndolicious on December 08, 2006, 11:33:16 PM
yeah it's the medicine, doesn't work.
Title: Re: I've been thinking a lot of suicidal thoughts lately..wtf
Post by: demi on December 09, 2006, 12:27:53 AM
i feel bad, toniginht :(