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Title: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on August 04, 2012, 03:46:28 AM
how exactly do I explain to everyone that no I didn't get anything done that I should have this week because uh I dunno I just suddenly reverted to being a lump of completely ineffective protoplasm for no reason whatsoever

and how do I stop it from happening again? this is something that has periodically happened to me all my life, usually at the worst possible times. I say "happened to me" but of course it's my fault and my responsibility, but it really does subjectively feel that way.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Shaka Khan on August 04, 2012, 03:53:23 AM
I'm in a similar period, complete shut down for the past two weeks. But I know the cause, and it DISGUSTS ME.

I've got 3 more weeks before my vacation ends, so whenever you find a solution pass it on.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: pilonv1 on August 04, 2012, 04:33:38 AM
Can relate to this, had a pretty shitty week at work, mainly just one fuck up thanks to me not thinking. Ended up doing nothing for most of the week as a result. Going to take a week off in a fortnight to clear my head.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Barry Egan on August 04, 2012, 07:21:21 AM
I've been in a similar thing but for 3 years.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Positive Touch on August 04, 2012, 09:29:03 AM
Celexa, Lexapro, Cipralex, Paxil, Seroxat, Prozac, Luvox, Zoloft, Lustral, etc
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: lennedsay on August 04, 2012, 11:07:14 AM
Just tell them the truth - that you had a bad case of the fuckits.

I usually warn people beforehand if I feel them coming on so I can't be held accountable.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Olivia Wilde Homo on August 04, 2012, 11:16:19 AM
Take a few days off work.  I have a four day weekend coming up next weekend.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: StealthFan on August 04, 2012, 12:33:30 PM
Become gloriously unemployed and you can experience this everyday! I've been going on for about...10 months now. My situation prior was getting kind of bad and my and job was putting me in such a terrible place mentally though.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Bebpo on August 04, 2012, 02:09:43 PM
I get this sometimes.  Usually caused by distractions.  Wish I could unplug the internet some days, but I sort of need it for work.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Positive Touch on August 04, 2012, 10:19:38 PM
Just tell them the truth - that you had a bad case of the fuckits.

I usually warn people beforehand if I feel them coming on so I can't be held accountable.

ive had this my whole life and it really seems to piss other people off
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: chronovore on August 05, 2012, 12:04:11 PM
You probably get it worse than other people, and those other people assume "oh, I know what that's like but i always struggle through it." Like people who get sad, and think they know what it's like to be depressed.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: blame space on August 05, 2012, 01:08:44 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNzzHjfNUE4
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Van Cruncheon on August 05, 2012, 05:39:32 PM
eh, it happens. i have occasional weeks of fuckitallitis, but i usually plead some dumb excuse. i just roll with it and try not to stress overmuch. anhedonic fugues :-(
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Verdigris Murder on August 05, 2012, 05:50:40 PM
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anhedonia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anhedonia)

I love stuff like this, and the revision history is also amazing in seeing the utter petty bitchiness that all sciences seem to break down into.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on August 05, 2012, 05:57:26 PM
The "hedonic" part is appropriate as, uh, this may sound weird but I normally get some kind of pleasurable high from programming work, even when it's also painful and infuriating and frustrating. If the "high" isn't there I have trouble getting myself to do anything. I guess I'm just still spoiled and have never learned to deal with it like a grownup.

Another thing I've noticed is that if I don't apply myself to my own projects during the weekend I probably won't apply myself very well to work during the week either. And vice versa, if I'm not happy at work I'm not going to be very effective in my personal life and hobbies either. So I can fall into a death spiral, though I think I've managed to pull out of it this time, we'll see.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: Verdigris Murder on August 05, 2012, 06:03:13 PM
I think you only really become a grown up when you realise that maybe the world is a slow moving clamp, with every year it tightening the grip on life.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on August 05, 2012, 06:16:57 PM
I have pretty much the exact same general outlook on life that I did when I was 17 tbh (I'm 30 now). I mean I'm sure I've gradually changed over time but I don't feel any different in general
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: lordmaji on August 05, 2012, 06:47:32 PM
Just tell them the truth - that you had a bad case of the fuckits.

I usually warn people beforehand if I feel them coming on so I can't be held accountable.

I've been getting better at this also. It does help a lot when you let people know whats up, so they aren't going wtf is your problem.
Title: Re: Times when you completely shut down for a week for no fucking reason
Post by: drew on August 06, 2012, 11:07:54 AM
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