THE BORE
General => The Superdeep Borehole => Topic started by: Prost on April 19, 2007, 03:10:37 AM
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I've been working so much and doing so much school.... I'm 7 days a week every week.... now finals are kicking in and I'm about to crack...
someone hug me :(
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Isn't that Catz job?
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Spring semesters fuckin suck. :-\
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My mom started back on using prescribed drugs again. Which has but a big damper on my life again. Stupid drugs make people do horrible things. Whats worse is when doctors wont listen to family.
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Isn't that Catz job?
yes but while i do my paper she's playing ff12!!!
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My mom started back on using prescribed drugs again. Which has but a big damper on my life again. Stupid drugs make people do horrible things. Whats worse is when doctors wont listen to family.
there's so many fuckin people addicted to pain killers/anti-depressants.
it's fucking crazy
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yeah your telling me. I had to get off my prescribed medication in december after i became highly suicidal. But i was craving the numbness that the pills would give me. After an incident i got into rehab. I've been ok but now i'm having to deal with everything without help of medication and its a lot to deal with.
I left my mom 2 years ago and moved out of the house cause she was just on a downward spiral. Basically oding every day on medication. I was a emotional fustrated mess of a person and now i'm back to feeling that way. Fustrated at life and people around me and angry as hell. And its really cause she's back on the meds. Controled substances should be more controled and when someone has a history of abuse the family should be allowed to be involved but theres all these patients rights and bullshit like that. And then you gotta deal with peoples denial of a problem.
I have my problems but we all fucking have problems. Me i'm a liar, I learned from both my parents at a young age and i'm not even good at it. I do it for the smallest things. But at least i can admit and work on my problems. I'm also very angry and emotional and so i have to be careful. Or something like what happened earlier happens to the wrong person and i direct my anger towards them in a way thats not right.
But it wears on you especially when it eats away at a family and the problem party wont admit to their problems. Its sad and my grandparents want my mother to move in with me. All the progress i've been able to make in two years will be thrown out the window. So i want to move start fresh away from home.
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I wish there was such a thing as a Motivation Pill.
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I wish there was such a thing as a Motivation Pill.
yeah they call it adderall xr
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My law test is today. I feel good about it, and I'll be heading to school to study for a couple more hours soon. This is one of those rare tests where you get to have a 4x6 notecard so I should be all good
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i aced a math test monday, aced a jazz test tuesday, i just stayed up all night doing my english paper, my class is in 2 hours so i'm just going to stay up.... then i have history right after. im really fucked up right now.... then tonight more class and then early morning tomorrow i have work, and a discrete math final review, then exam saturday. then a presentation due on my shitty paper i'm turning in today on tuesday, then another discrete math makeup assignment wednesday, then a history test thursday morning
then work fri-mon
omg........ :-\ :-\ :-\ :-\ :'( :'( :'(
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After my test today I'm gonna take the day off. Tomorrow I'll start studying for my econ test, which is on Monday. Then I have my math final on Tuesday. I should have more than enough time to work on them
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bastard ;P
I dont think I can make it... my FINGERS are becoming too weak to type... I probably shouldn't drive to the school...
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I'm within walking distance. I'm able to walk to the library in like 3-5 minutes lol. Everyday I see people getting tickets so there's no way I'm driving
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I am very pissed of right now >:(. I am right now playing Super Turbo (for the first time) with Ryu and I am being raped by my brother which is using Chun-Li. She is such a bad matchup for Ryu :'(.
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I am very pissed of right now >:(. I am right now playing Super Turbo (for the first time) with Ryu and I am being raped by my brother which is using Chun-Li. She is such a bad matchup for Ryu :'(.
I actually just beat super turbo on hardest difficulty, weird that you're playing it.
Ryu always beat's chun li ;)
Chun Li ain't got shit on Ryu.
If she wall jumps, go under her and throw, jump kick and trick with throw or kick.. chun li has a late response to throw after blocking.
That's all you have to do to win, lol, your jump kick attack overides her standing roundhouse as well.... come on!
and if you FEEL like it, you can just dragon punch any time she goes in the air. then just jump kick/throw.
I just want you to give me the controller so bad! lol ;)
my bro used to play chun li ALL the time so i'm so fucking attuned to kicking her ass.
but then he always takes ken and has my fucking number so it's even ;( .. i can only take him like 50% of the time in the mirror matches
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still going strong at 9am
this class ends at 9:45, then next class ends at 11:15, then the drive home.... then i die on the bed until 6pm when i have another class, THEN i sleep at ~11pm!!!
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I wish there was such a thing as a Motivation Pill.
yeah they call it adderall xr
Truth.
Off of the Adderall XR for about four years, but since then, my grades haven't been as good and I haven't been as motivated.
The benefit though is that
1. I get hungry like a normal human being
2. I feel like a normal human being
So I'm not complaining.
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I wish there was such a thing as a Motivation Pill.
yeah they call it adderall xr
Truth.
Off of the Adderall XR for about four years, but since then, my grades haven't been as good and I haven't been as motivated.
The benefit though is that
1. I get hungry like a normal human being
2. I feel like a normal human being
So I'm not complaining.
lol yeah i lost like 50 lbs on that shit, i ate once a day and drank a fuck ton of water. fuck that shit, lol i'm doing better in class without it. I got an A- average
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I weigh 135 now.
I weighed 110 on Adderall.
People thought I was anorexic.
I was never really, really thirsty though. I just was never hungry. I had to force myself to eat. Even now I can't make myself eat an entire entree sometimes.
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I weigh 135 now.
Holy Shit, that is still insanely skinny. How tall are you?
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I weigh 135 now.
Holy Shit, that is still insanely skinny. How tall are you?
5' 10" - 5' 11"
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i woke up insanely horny this morning, with a message from tauntaun and willco waiting for me :-*
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Sounds like me in March. :( I ended up getting Pneumonia too. :(
Working 7days a week, plus school, lack of sleep, not eating well. I got fucked. :(
Deadline got handled though. :)
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I remember when I was in Arizona for a year and a half getting my second degree my weeks consisted of this:
Weekdays:
Wake up at 4
Get to work by 5
Leave work by 10:30/11
Drive 30 miles to school by 11:30
Start classes at 12:30
Leave classes at 5:30
Sit in 30 miles of rush hour traffic till 6:30-7:30
Go to bed at 8:30-9:00 to get up at 4am the next day.
Weekends:
Saturday: work 5-10 hours (split between 1st job and second job)
Sunday: work 5-10 hours (split between 1st job and second job)
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I weigh 135 now.
Holy Shit, that is still insanely skinny. How tall are you?
5' 10" - 5' 11"
Dude, you have to put on some weight. Weight like that is plain unhealthy.
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I remember when I was in Arizona for a year and a half getting my second degree my weeks consisted of this:
Weekdays:
Wake up at 4
Get to work by 5
Leave work by 10:30/11
Drive 30 miles to school by 11:30
Start classes at 12:30
Leave classes at 5:30
Sit in 30 miles of rush hour traffic till 6:30-7:30
Go to bed at 8:30-9:00 to get up at 4am the next day.
Weekends:
Saturday: work 5-10 hours (split between 1st job and second job)
Sunday: work 5-10 hours (split between 1st job and second job)
yeah that blows i only have one job just 33 hrs a week and 18 creds school, but i hardly have any driving distance.
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I didnt have to pay rent when I was down there, but my step mother and dad were kinda draconian in terms of house policy. Like how even if I got Friday off from class for some reason I wasn't able to be in the house till 6pm cause it was my step-mothers day off and it was 'her time'. wtf ever that means. So i'd spend days off wandering the cities of Arizona with no money.
Did most of my eating that year at gas stations and wendys out of my car. I think that period of my life constantly puts things in perspective if I ever start feeling down.
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I weigh 135 now.
Holy Shit, that is still insanely skinny. How tall are you?
5' 10" - 5' 11"
Dude, you have to put on some weight. Weight like that is plain unhealthy.
The doctor says I'm fine. I'm not malnourished, and I eat regularly.
My body is just crazy, I guess.
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I dont get how a male body can be sustained at that, how much do you eat?
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I wish MY body was 'crazy'. I cant eat 1200 calories without bloating. Bulllshit. I keep my weightdown with frequent fasting. Problem is im a social eater, which means I eat most when im not at home, so when I go out with people I feel obligated to eat SOMETHING and most places dont offer healthy things.
So I just eat cheezits and maybe a tv dinner here and there at home. The guilty pleasure being my scotch habit, but even then hard liquor doesn't convert to fat or contain as many carbs as say, beer.
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I might get those Adderal pills
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I know how you feel. My job is understaffed and I'm doing the workload of two people and they seem to forget that I'm only a student employee. Benefits of my job included being able to study/work on homework here and there between my responsibilities. I simply don't have the time though.
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I dont get how a male body can be sustained at that, how much do you eat?
Eh, a decent amount.
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Just got back from class. I think I did good, but I don't think I aced it. We'll see. The beginning of the test was somewhat surprising because it was stuff I barely studied. I still got by; the UCC can kiss my ass though.
Once it got to the meat of the material I got in a stride, and towards the end I basically knew I was getting stuff right. This time I studied the various cases so that helped lol.