You were right mups

She - ran away from home to join the circus for a month
- moved out of her house, has no job so no money for rent
- found out she has a potentially fatal heart defect
- lost a bunch of friends and the ones she has are in new zealand
- didn't have grades for school
- lost her drivers license and has a warent out for her.
She said she was ok repetally but obviously not.
She casually invaded me over, said "I could be her hero" then kind of took it back.
Fuck I missed her so much and she doesn't sound any where near the girl I knew. She still looks amazing though.
Said she would email me tomorrow again.
I think I did well besides saying she looked good and that it was good talking to her again but thats pretty safe.
I have to do what I can for her as she is the one that saved me from killing myself, though she did make my life misserable too. so i will stay talking to her but this is going to be bad. Fuck I'm drunk. Fuck this whole thing.