Having an odd experience at work. I work with a 39 year old black lady; she's on the bbw scale, and kinda attractive but she has a couple kids and is divorced (no, this is not a "should I hit it" post). I basically run insurance claims at a dental office, and she works at the front desk so we're constantly working together. We have a lot of white patients, and I've noticed how she seems to have some type of self hate, pro-white thing going on.
On Thursday morning she told me a new patient was coming in the afternoon and that she was stunningly beautiful, but "a tad dirty." I spent the next few hours anticipating her arrival because overall our patients are average/older types. Finally at 5pm she showed up: dirty looking hair, jacked up teeth, an extremely freckled plain face, and wearing the dirtiest hoodie I've ever seen. Basically she looked like a dirty, ugly homeless version of Evangeline Lilly. When the chick went to the back for her appointment my co-worker turned around and said "see, I told you she's cute. You want to talk to her when she's finished with her appointment?" I said no thanks and got back to my work.
Almost every day she makes some comment about how black people are ignorant, lazy, etc. And she constantly talks about how pretty our white or light skinned black patients are, asking me if I think they're cute; typically they're just like the patient mentioned above: homely to ugly, or just plain. Someone once brought up interracial dating during lunch and she went on a passive aggressive rant about how black men don't treat women right, and they prey on white women. The hygienists (who are white) just stared at her in shock. I've met black people with similar mentalities, but nothing like this. She's light skinned and divorced her (black) husband after she found out he was cheating on her.
