I think I've partially figured out my issue. I had sex a few days ago, no noticeable problems...but the biggest difference is that the first 20 minutes was basically foreplay. When I think back to my Thanksgiving break disaster, it was rather cold and primal sex. Nothing sexy, just someone I wanted to bang forever (she felt the same) and we kind of just sped through things, and while hot she seemed almost like a virgin, not knowing what to do. There was no passion. And afterwards I felt shitty, but in hindsight I believe the mechanical sex played a role.
The other thing. I have a curved dick - it's a downward curve. Peyronie's disease. Why it's called a disease when it's basically a scar tissue problem, I don't know. Regardless I kind of wonder if it's becoming an issue as I get older. Earlier it never bothered me, now I'm wondering if it led to the lack of sensation.
I've been taking vitamin E, which is supposed to help. I'll be seeing a urologist soonish too. I have no plans on having surgery - I'm fine with the curve and have never gotten complaints. In fact I've gotten compliments.
I'm gonna be alright brehs

smashing tomorrow night, most likely. And I have the foreplay planned out. Gonna start with hot cocoa - it's snowing in Michigan brehs.
