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« Reply #360 on: December 26, 2018, 08:41:47 PM »
seriously thought you were talking about crack because of toku's post.

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« Reply #361 on: December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM »
Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc
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« Reply #362 on: December 26, 2018, 08:55:56 PM »
Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc


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« Reply #363 on: December 26, 2018, 08:56:18 PM »
Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm

Liked for the Yu-Gi-Oh reference.

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« Reply #364 on: December 26, 2018, 08:58:47 PM »
When the drugz so good the soles of your feet start sweatin
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« Reply #365 on: December 26, 2018, 09:26:12 PM »
Drugs r good

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« Reply #366 on: December 26, 2018, 10:00:11 PM »

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« Reply #367 on: December 26, 2018, 10:20:06 PM »
The reaction omfg that pic gave me was visceral lmaoooo

HUAAAAGGGGGGG
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« Reply #368 on: December 26, 2018, 10:23:41 PM »
Oh man toku that pic saved my life I was about to crawl up my own ass and that pic gave me context
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« Reply #369 on: December 26, 2018, 10:24:53 PM »
Itís the purdy mouf on that cat, would give life to anyone.

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« Reply #370 on: December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though
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« Reply #371 on: December 26, 2018, 10:58:44 PM »

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« Reply #372 on: December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen. 8)

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« Reply #373 on: December 26, 2018, 11:07:32 PM »
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen. 8)

Holding onto this post for dear life
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« Reply #374 on: December 27, 2018, 12:18:35 AM »
:) Good. Will be here.

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« Reply #375 on: December 29, 2018, 07:09:53 PM »
Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This wouldíve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life where my anxiety got the best of me.

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« Last Edit: December 29, 2018, 09:12:25 PM by Atramental »

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« Reply #376 on: December 29, 2018, 08:25:14 PM »
Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This wouldíve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life were my anxiety got the best of me.

 :noah

Ativan is better. Xanax wears off way too quickly, and you might have to re-dose, which if you do too many times can lead to dependency. And benzo withdrawals are pure hell. I've been there. It's your original anxiety multiplied several times over.

You'll be fine if you don't dose too often. Save it for the really bad anxiety.

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« Reply #377 on: December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM »
yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller  :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

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« Reply #378 on: December 29, 2018, 08:52:00 PM »
yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller  :'(

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Lol I was gonna say, wrong thread... or right thread? XD

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« Reply #379 on: December 29, 2018, 08:53:18 PM »
Lmfao

I say right thread
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« Reply #380 on: December 29, 2018, 10:57:15 PM »
Just drank. Month old mescaline tea batch while being a pint  vodka in. You know Jared Ledo and his damaged tattoo this is the physical personification of that stupidity lmao

Edit, no worries, it's pretty weak I love You all. I wouldn't want to go out like an edgelord

And yet
Hahahahaha
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« Reply #381 on: December 29, 2018, 11:14:25 PM »
A pint of vodka is kind of a ton of vodka, dude. We'll see if you even remember this post tomorrow.

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« Reply #382 on: December 29, 2018, 11:15:44 PM »
I will lmao thats been my benchmark for booze when I was hitting it hard
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« Reply #383 on: December 29, 2018, 11:20:35 PM »
I'm reading that as braggadocio on my part ugh. Nah, reality
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« Reply #384 on: December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM »
Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. Iíll try these later once I donít have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.  :doge

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« Reply #385 on: December 30, 2018, 02:42:27 AM »
Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. Iíll try these later once I donít have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.  :doge

Prepare for the wokedness
Get Good music and good vibes on deck
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« Reply #386 on: December 30, 2018, 03:10:50 AM »
So ummm I fucking misjudged the mescaline I had on tap. I thought it was bust but, there could have been kther variables invloved that made it suck two weeks ago. Whatever the reason, I'm coming up on it now. This going to be a fun as fuck Sunday lmao
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« Reply #387 on: January 11, 2019, 05:57:16 AM »
Just ate a bunch of those shroom stems.

Here goes... something.  :doge
« Last Edit: January 11, 2019, 06:36:29 AM by Atramental »

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« Reply #388 on: January 11, 2019, 06:30:56 AM »
Sooo... I'm not really feeling anything too overwhelming.

I'm just drawing at the moment.

Things just seem a bit more in focus and music seems crisper.

What I ate was perhaps a gram or 2. Who can say. I don't really have a scale on me.

edit: probably should've done this on an empty stomach. whoops.  :doge
« Last Edit: January 11, 2019, 06:42:03 AM by Atramental »

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« Reply #389 on: January 11, 2019, 06:56:24 AM »


My drawing of myself looks higher than what I'm feeling. Jealous.  :doge

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« Reply #390 on: January 11, 2019, 07:08:55 AM »
Fasting is always the best bet to maximize things. Plus when youre in it, hunger plus the trip equals a sensual food experience
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« Reply #391 on: January 11, 2019, 08:05:24 AM »
I'm starting to feel it more now.

No visuals or anything. But the sensation of being "on" is very present. Loving it.

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« Reply #392 on: January 11, 2019, 08:17:57 AM »
ooooooooooohhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuck looooooooooool

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« Reply #393 on: January 11, 2019, 08:47:52 AM »
Holy shit that drawing's incredible :o

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« Reply #394 on: January 11, 2019, 10:32:29 AM »
I'm coming down now. Jesus Christ what a ride.  :doge

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« Reply #395 on: January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

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« Reply #396 on: January 11, 2019, 06:00:01 PM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

Theres probably an app to lock shit like that down when losing control. Just have emergency functions or something and you can only receive messages/calls.

I'm currently cooking down 150g worth of bridgesii tea from which I made 3 pulls. A giant pot of it thats already pretty fucking bitter. Debating downing that shit tomorrow but it would be at 5pm which, if strong, would have me tripping till 5am+. Fuck it.
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« Reply #397 on: January 11, 2019, 06:01:05 PM »
Hoping to make another tea this weekend, myself. Picked up a kitchen scale while Xmas shopping a bit back so I can actually measure a dose!
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« Reply #398 on: January 11, 2019, 07:00:16 PM »
I like that drawing.  The shape of your skull is really nice Atra. 
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« Reply #399 on: January 13, 2019, 01:55:16 AM »
Alcohol plus tryptamines feels like a razors edge lol
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« Reply #400 on: January 13, 2019, 03:27:07 AM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

Fucking text me next time, dude.

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« Reply #401 on: January 13, 2019, 03:37:04 AM »
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« Reply #402 on: January 13, 2019, 03:38:35 AM »
Kill.me to this song pls



Split my fucking throat while it rings in my ears
I love
it
So
Fucking much
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« Reply #403 on: January 13, 2019, 03:56:52 AM »


Indescribable

I can't
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« Reply #404 on: January 13, 2019, 04:24:39 AM »
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).  :doge

Fucking text me next time, dude.
The shrooms were very intentional about who I was reaching out to. :doge

Maybe next time I eat some theyíll compel me to contact you.


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« Reply #405 on: January 14, 2019, 01:28:24 PM »
Wow worse Sunday ever. You can in my post I went dark places. I drank so.kuch mescaline along with copious amount of alcohol. I was basically anxiety ridden and off balance for 24 hours it was awful. Officially taking a break from this shit. Feels like my curious side has been taken over by my destructive side as far as this drug use.
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« Reply #406 on: January 16, 2019, 03:06:39 PM »
https://aishadevi.bandcamp.com/track/time-tool

this audio clip has been resonating with me a lot today  :doge

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« Reply #407 on: January 16, 2019, 08:45:29 PM »


 :cornette

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« Reply #408 on: January 18, 2019, 02:26:42 PM »
After I meet with a friend today I'm gonna try my first tab of acid ever.  :doge

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« Reply #409 on: January 18, 2019, 02:28:03 PM »
:O
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« Reply #410 on: January 18, 2019, 02:29:45 PM »
Acid >>>> everything

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« Reply #411 on: January 18, 2019, 09:32:38 PM »
I'm drunk but still

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« Reply #412 on: January 19, 2019, 07:50:49 AM »
spoiler (click to show/hide)

See yah on the flip side, boritos.  :doge
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« Reply #413 on: January 19, 2019, 08:08:09 AM »
Also, I ended up taking it this morning instead of last night because I didn't want to be tired and tripping.

Plus I don't think my coffee appt. with [redacted] is gonna happen lol.

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« Reply #414 on: January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM »
I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

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« Reply #415 on: January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM »
BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

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« Reply #416 on: January 19, 2019, 09:11:48 AM »
I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Draw some more if you feel inclined to so. I love seeing work produced when altered

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

Its funny you say that Tasty. I've been thinking about doing just that. Making an ornate hardbound copy juzt to have and maybe shopping it around. I have no idea how any of this works though. It would be the writing on one side, and the accompanied photo on the other.
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« Reply #417 on: January 19, 2019, 09:51:09 AM »


Okay, i need to get away from my keyboard or i'm gonna do something i'm gonna regret later lololololololol  :doge

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« Reply #418 on: January 19, 2019, 10:23:49 AM »
god. i have to say "ego" really does suck so much joy out of life. we're constantly thinking "me me me me me me me" "what do I want!" the gravitational pull of it all sucking down into one pinpoint of self. that's how the self concept is formed. when the "no thing" wants to become "some thing".

and we forget it's all this big giant cosmic game that we play with ourselves. I suppose out of boredom. Or a need to discover things. if "no thing" was constantly "no thing" it would get pretty boring and dull.

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« Reply #419 on: January 19, 2019, 10:35:36 AM »
I can see why western society is very ego centric more so than eastern societies.

The west is very consolidated. The east has much more flow. Much more give and take. Balance.