Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 12524 times)

shosta · « **Reply #360 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:41:47 PM »

seriously thought you were talking about crack because of toku's post.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #361 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM »

Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #362 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:55:56 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 08:51:31 PM

Lmao that would legit be the end of me on some Always Sunny arc

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #363 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:56:18 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 08:24:45 PM

Yeah this shit is MUCH more dreamy. This is the shit I needed. As I stumble into the shadow realm

Liked for the Yu-Gi-Oh reference.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #364 on:** December 26, 2018, 08:58:47 PM »

When the drugz so good the soles of your feet start sweatin

riotous · « **Reply #365 on:** December 26, 2018, 09:26:12 PM »

Drugs r good

toku · « **Reply #366 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:00:11 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #367 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:20:06 PM »

The reaction omfg that pic gave me was visceral lmaoooo

HUAAAAGGGGGGG

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #368 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:23:41 PM »

Oh man toku that pic saved my life I was about to crawl up my own ass and that pic gave me context

riotous · « **Reply #369 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:24:53 PM »

It’s the purdy mouf on that cat, would give life to anyone.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #370 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM »

So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

toku · « **Reply #371 on:** December 26, 2018, 10:58:44 PM »

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #372 on:** December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM »

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM

So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #373 on:** December 26, 2018, 11:07:32 PM »

Quote from: Tasty Meat on December 26, 2018, 11:05:20 PM

Quote from: BlueTsunami on December 26, 2018, 10:55:45 PM
So I'm not fucking kidding these turn events just happened

My silver chain fell to floor
I went to pick it up
It got caught in between this extension cord I have going to my laptop
It shorts out
I have to trip the circuit breaker which is downstairs in some web infested Victorian Massachusetts nightmare of a basement while I'm triping on mescaline

ALL MY NIGHTMARES

I Made it through though

Remember the movie A Dark Song?

I'm your guardian angel yo. Nothing bad's gonna happen.

Holding onto this post for dear life

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #374 on:** December 27, 2018, 12:18:35 AM »

Good. Will be here.

Atramental · « **Reply #375 on:** December 29, 2018, 07:09:53 PM »

Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This would’ve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life where my anxiety got the best of me.

Glen · « **Reply #376 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:25:14 PM »

Quote from: Atramental on December 29, 2018, 07:09:53 PM

Tried a quarter of Xanax for the first time ever.

And wow... This would’ve been so fucking helpful for me during soooo many moments in my life were my anxiety got the best of me.

Ativan is better. Xanax wears off way too quickly, and you might have to re-dose, which if you do too many times can lead to dependency. And benzo withdrawals are pure hell. I've been there. It's your original anxiety multiplied several times over.

You'll be fine if you don't dose too often. Save it for the really bad anxiety.

Cryo · « **Reply #377 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM »

yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #378 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:52:00 PM »

Quote from: Cryo on December 29, 2018, 08:50:58 PM

yeah I'm not really a big fan of the pro controller d-pad which sucks because that was definitely one of the reasons I wanted a controller

do any of the mods online actually help prevent it from triggering unintended directions?

edit: wtf caffeine is a helluva drug

Lol I was gonna say, wrong thread... or right thread? XD

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #379 on:** December 29, 2018, 08:53:18 PM »

Lmfao

I say right thread

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #380 on:** December 29, 2018, 10:57:15 PM »

Just drank. Month old mescaline tea batch while being a pint vodka in. You know Jared Ledo and his damaged tattoo this is the physical personification of that stupidity lmao

Edit, no worries, it's pretty weak I love You all. I wouldn't want to go out like an edgelord

And yet
Hahahahaha

Glen · « **Reply #381 on:** December 29, 2018, 11:14:25 PM »

A pint of vodka is kind of a ton of vodka, dude. We'll see if you even remember this post tomorrow.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #382 on:** December 29, 2018, 11:15:44 PM »

I will lmao thats been my benchmark for booze when I was hitting it hard

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #383 on:** December 29, 2018, 11:20:35 PM »

I'm reading that as braggadocio on my part ugh. Nah, reality

Atramental · « **Reply #384 on:** December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM »

Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #385 on:** December 30, 2018, 02:42:27 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on December 30, 2018, 02:40:55 AM

Got some shrooms from a friend tonight. I’ll try these later once I don’t have any pressing responsibilities to attend to.

Prepare for the wokedness
Get Good music and good vibes on deck

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #386 on:** December 30, 2018, 03:10:50 AM »

So ummm I fucking misjudged the mescaline I had on tap. I thought it was bust but, there could have been kther variables invloved that made it suck two weeks ago. Whatever the reason, I'm coming up on it now. This going to be a fun as fuck Sunday lmao

Atramental · « **Reply #387 on:** January 11, 2019, 05:57:16 AM »

Just ate a bunch of those shroom stems.

Here goes... something.

Atramental · « **Reply #388 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:30:56 AM »

Sooo... I'm not really feeling anything too overwhelming.

I'm just drawing at the moment.

Things just seem a bit more in focus and music seems crisper.

What I ate was perhaps a gram or 2. Who can say. I don't really have a scale on me.

edit: probably should've done this on an empty stomach. whoops.

Atramental · « **Reply #389 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:56:24 AM »

My drawing of myself looks higher than what I'm feeling. Jealous.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #390 on:** January 11, 2019, 07:08:55 AM »

Fasting is always the best bet to maximize things. Plus when youre in it, hunger plus the trip equals a sensual food experience

Atramental · « **Reply #391 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:05:24 AM »

I'm starting to feel it more now.

No visuals or anything. But the sensation of being "on" is very present. Loving it.

Atramental · « **Reply #392 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:17:57 AM »

ooooooooooohhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuck looooooooooool

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #393 on:** January 11, 2019, 08:47:52 AM »

Holy shit that drawing's incredible

Atramental · « **Reply #394 on:** January 11, 2019, 10:32:29 AM »

I'm coming down now. Jesus Christ what a ride.

Atramental · « **Reply #395 on:** January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM »

Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #396 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:00:01 PM »

Quote from: Atramental on January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM

Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

Theres probably an app to lock shit like that down when losing control. Just have emergency functions or something and you can only receive messages/calls.

I'm currently cooking down 150g worth of bridgesii tea from which I made 3 pulls. A giant pot of it thats already pretty fucking bitter. Debating downing that shit tomorrow but it would be at 5pm which, if strong, would have me tripping till 5am+. Fuck it.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #397 on:** January 11, 2019, 06:01:05 PM »

Hoping to make another tea this weekend, myself. Picked up a kitchen scale while Xmas shopping a bit back so I can actually measure a dose!

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #398 on:** January 11, 2019, 07:00:16 PM »

I like that drawing. The shape of your skull is really nice Atra.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #399 on:** January 13, 2019, 01:55:16 AM »

Alcohol plus tryptamines feels like a razors edge lol

Glen · « **Reply #400 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:27:07 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM

Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

Fucking text me next time, dude.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #401 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:37:04 AM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #402 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:38:35 AM »

Kill.me to this song pls

Split my fucking throat while it rings in my ears
I love
it
So
Fucking much

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #403 on:** January 13, 2019, 03:56:52 AM »

Indescribable

I can't

Atramental · « **Reply #404 on:** January 13, 2019, 04:24:39 AM »

Quote from: Glen on January 13, 2019, 03:27:07 AM

Quote from: Atramental on January 11, 2019, 10:34:20 AM
Also, next time I probably shouldn't be by my computer or phone because I start reaching out to a lot of people that I know (and one person that I don't know lol but he seems cool/into the weird mystical side of life).

Fucking text me next time, dude.

The shrooms were very intentional about who I was reaching out to.

Maybe next time I eat some they’ll compel me to contact you.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #405 on:** January 14, 2019, 01:28:24 PM »

Wow worse Sunday ever. You can in my post I went dark places. I drank so.kuch mescaline along with copious amount of alcohol. I was basically anxiety ridden and off balance for 24 hours it was awful. Officially taking a break from this shit. Feels like my curious side has been taken over by my destructive side as far as this drug use.

Atramental · « **Reply #406 on:** January 16, 2019, 03:06:39 PM »

https://aishadevi.bandcamp.com/track/time-tool

this audio clip has been resonating with me a lot today

Atramental · « **Reply #407 on:** January 16, 2019, 08:45:29 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #408 on:** January 18, 2019, 02:26:42 PM »

After I meet with a friend today I'm gonna try my first tab of acid ever.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #409 on:** January 18, 2019, 02:28:03 PM »

riotous · « **Reply #410 on:** January 18, 2019, 02:29:45 PM »

Acid >>>> everything

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #411 on:** January 18, 2019, 09:32:38 PM »

I'm drunk but still

Atramental · « **Reply #412 on:** January 19, 2019, 07:50:49 AM »

spoiler (click to show/hide)

See yah on the flip side, boritos.

Atramental · « **Reply #413 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:08:09 AM »

Also, I ended up taking it this morning instead of last night because I didn't want to be tired and tripping.

Plus I don't think my coffee appt. with [redacted] is gonna happen lol.

Atramental · « **Reply #414 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM »

I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Tasty Meat · « **Reply #415 on:** January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM »

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #416 on:** January 19, 2019, 09:11:48 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on January 19, 2019, 08:46:27 AM

I'm beginning to feel my "concept of self" dissolving into my surroundings which is actually a rather pleasant feeling tbh. Not gonna lie.

Draw some more if you feel inclined to so. I love seeing work produced when altered

Quote from: Tasty Meat on January 19, 2019, 08:49:30 AM

BlueTsu needs to publish a book with this poetry. It's fantastic.

Its funny you say that Tasty. I've been thinking about doing just that. Making an ornate hardbound copy juzt to have and maybe shopping it around. I have no idea how any of this works though. It would be the writing on one side, and the accompanied photo on the other.

Atramental · « **Reply #417 on:** January 19, 2019, 09:51:09 AM »

Okay, i need to get away from my keyboard or i'm gonna do something i'm gonna regret later lololololololol

Atramental · « **Reply #418 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:23:49 AM »

god. i have to say "ego" really does suck so much joy out of life. we're constantly thinking "me me me me me me me" "what do I want!" the gravitational pull of it all sucking down into one pinpoint of self. that's how the self concept is formed. when the "no thing" wants to become "some thing".

and we forget it's all this big giant cosmic game that we play with ourselves. I suppose out of boredom. Or a need to discover things. if "no thing" was constantly "no thing" it would get pretty boring and dull.

Atramental · « **Reply #419 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:35:36 AM »

I can see why western society is very ego centric more so than eastern societies.

The west is very consolidated. The east has much more flow. Much more give and take. Balance.

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Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 12524 times)