Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55936 times)

Atramental · « **Reply #360 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:35:36 AM »

I can see why western society is very ego centric more so than eastern societies.

The west is very consolidated. The east has much more flow. Much more give and take. Balance.

Atramental · « **Reply #361 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:36:38 AM »

if i could tap into this "state" all the time/any time I would.

fuck.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #362 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:53:30 AM »

Go out into nature 😘

Atramental · « **Reply #363 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:55:49 AM »

eh... nature is gray and rainy right now.

maybe later lol.

Atramental · « **Reply #364 on:** January 19, 2019, 10:56:07 AM »

ALSO! If that's what "ego death" is than man give me more of that babe. Hahaha.

LOVE IT!

Atramental · « **Reply #365 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:00:30 AM »

I feel like I'm much more in tune with how other people feel and think

like this is the essence of being an "empath"

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #366 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:05:13 AM »

That openness is definitely the biggest draw for me. I need to get my hands on acid fuuuck

Atramental · « **Reply #367 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:07:43 AM »

also, all my "little human problems" feel so little. hahahaha.

they're cute in a way.

Atramental · « **Reply #368 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:27:58 AM »

also, it's much more apparent that we as individuals are set along specific paths that mold us into these magnificent works of art

Atramental · « **Reply #369 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:30:14 AM »

an infinite display for all of time and space to see

Atramental · « **Reply #370 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:31:49 AM »

these "people" are what evolution brought forth.

through eons and eons. epochs upon epochs. thinking, feeling beings of immense power and ambition to rival that of gods.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #371 on:** January 19, 2019, 11:49:16 AM »

Weve hit apex humanity

toku · « **Reply #372 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:34:40 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #373 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:36:51 PM »

to try and capture all these thoughts and insights with words is impossible but i can see what so many brilliant thinkers attempted to do

it's like our "higher selves" have been building humanity like a child would a lego set for all this time

civilization after civilization

empire after empire

dynasty after dynasty

death rebirth death rebirth

Atramental · « **Reply #374 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:43:35 PM »

this ride we ride
this game we play
this dance we dance

will always be here for us to enjoy, to struggle with, to fight with, to be saddened by, to be angered by, to be loved by, to be pleased by, and so on and so forth

toku · « **Reply #375 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:50:48 PM »

Shame you're going to forget this feeling; those words completely lost to you like a language you may have known once, in another life. This is the price you pay for taking back doors and alleyways to truth. You're gonna be alright though. "What was I thinking?" You weren't.

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I say "price" like that means anything, like "cost" is something.

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Atramental · « **Reply #376 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:52:52 PM »

very true very true

I weep but I feel such joy at the same time

Atramental · « **Reply #377 on:** January 19, 2019, 12:56:58 PM »

the time dilation is fucking insane

just wanted to note that lol

Atramental · « **Reply #378 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:02:16 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #379 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:04:11 PM »

i understand art so much better

it's a conduit through which we can filter reality through in order understand reality more and more through deeper and deeper insights that were once left unknown to us

Atramental · « **Reply #380 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:05:22 PM »

novelty upon novelty

new intricate worlds within worlds

the universe truly is fractal in nature

Atramental · « **Reply #381 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:11:34 PM »

time and effort are the true building blocks of the artist

not paint or pencil

Atramental · « **Reply #382 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:16:34 PM »

also, FUCK anyone who tries to monopolize this "state of being" and uses it in order to take advantage of others

it is available to all who wish to experience it

we are all our own "shamans"

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #383 on:** January 19, 2019, 01:39:44 PM »

Might be cloudy but I’ve decided to take a fat tea dose during tomorrow nights super blood wolf lunar eclipse

Atramental · « **Reply #384 on:** January 20, 2019, 02:29:49 PM »

Something I didn't write down yesterday is that I saw moving and colorful geometric patterns on a black background when I closed my eyes. The patterns would change each time I opened and closed my eyes.

It was like my brain/inner eye had a screen saver.

Then later that day when I was taking a shower and closed my eyes the patterns were no longer there. Instead it was these pastel/neon colorscapes with imprints of multi-winged angelic beings.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #385 on:** January 20, 2019, 08:01:40 PM »

Atramental · « **Reply #386 on:** January 21, 2019, 01:12:27 AM »

Ate a gram of shrooms at a party just now.

team filler · « **Reply #387 on:** January 21, 2019, 01:20:41 AM »

give some this shid to your brother

Atramental · « **Reply #388 on:** February 17, 2019, 02:41:26 AM »

Hey, brehs. Does the name “GammaGoblin” ring any bells?

Because apparently he’s a top notch shroom grower that’s been doing it for well over a decade and I’m gonna get some of his stuff in the not so distant future.

Also, apparently he’s associated with a legit chemist that makes top notch acid as well.

team filler · « **Reply #389 on:** February 17, 2019, 02:43:20 AM »

team filler · « **Reply #390 on:** February 17, 2019, 02:45:11 AM »

you're gonna be gamma gobblin' up their dicks and balls after they dose you

Atramental · « **Reply #391 on:** February 17, 2019, 02:46:48 AM »

Yeah yeah

Also, I might also be getting my hands on some changa as well.

benjipwns · « **Reply #392 on:** February 17, 2019, 03:54:03 AM »

Atramental · « **Reply #393 on:** February 17, 2019, 09:09:26 PM »

looks like I might be getting some ketamine too

team filler · « **Reply #394 on:** February 17, 2019, 09:32:00 PM »

so many lil rave thots on ket. they'll fuck and suck just to party with you if you have ket

Mr Gilhaney · « **Reply #395 on:** February 17, 2019, 09:45:16 PM »

just try heroin already imo

team filler · « **Reply #396 on:** February 17, 2019, 09:48:25 PM »

opiates

Atramental · « **Reply #397 on:** February 24, 2019, 06:10:19 PM »

did 4 grams of shrooms at a rave last night and holy fucking Christ I was seeing people’s souls.

Also, i had a revelation that I am essentially a guardian angel of some sort lol.

chronovore · « **Reply #398 on:** February 27, 2019, 09:15:03 AM »

Quote from: Atramental on February 24, 2019, 06:10:19 PM

did 4 grams of shrooms at a rave last night and holy fucking Christ I was seeing people’s souls.

Also, i had a revelation that I am essentially a guardian angel of some sort lol.

People here give you shit about judging cocaine while doing other drugs, but based on friends who've dealt with cocaine issues, I'm going to suggest you stay away from coke-mom and just keep you-doing-you.

Atramental · « **Reply #399 on:** February 27, 2019, 11:13:41 AM »

“entheogens” are really the only drugs that interest me.

Anything like coke, meth, heroin, etc. can fuck right off.

Atramental · « **Reply #400 on:** March 22, 2019, 10:55:13 AM »

Had a quarter of an L tab and 3 joints last night with a friend lol.

I called in sick this morning to work but I’ll probably come in around lunch.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #401 on:** March 22, 2019, 11:18:57 AM »

All my lines for mescaline and dmt have closed off. Fuuuck. I miss my 4AcO. I need to move to Canada.

Atramental · « **Reply #402 on:** March 22, 2019, 08:52:42 PM »

Took two tabs of L tonight boi.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #403 on:** March 22, 2019, 09:24:10 PM »

Quote from: riotous on March 22, 2019, 08:54:21 PM

Acid more than 1 day in a row is a bit.. eh.. by the third day it won't do much but kinda make you feel off.

Wait a week and it will be like the first time again.

Theres an interesting curve graph showing the dropoff in tolerance floating around as collated by a bunch of user reports but yeah a week is the minimum for a nearly 1:1 dose to intensity. Its almost as if evolution and biology accounted for weekends.

Atramental · « **Reply #404 on:** March 23, 2019, 03:17:17 AM »

I had a 3rd tab tonight as well and that kicked it into gear.

And I have 5 left but I’m saving those for a special occasion.

edit: also, I had the “we need to dose the whole city” conversation with a friend of mine.

Also, this was my first time tripping on L in public lol... thankfully I was with familiar folk and friends.

Atramental · « **Reply #405 on:** March 29, 2019, 10:54:19 PM »

Welp.

Just by pure chance I bumped into a guy that I know and stocked up on some more shrooms (6.5g), L (6 tabs), and got some Changa.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #406 on:** March 29, 2019, 11:51:47 PM »

Quote from: Atramental on March 29, 2019, 10:54:19 PM

Welp.

Just by pure chance I bumped into a guy that I know and stocked up on some more shrooms (6.5g), L (6 tabs), and got some Changa.

Like running into one of the merchants in Sekiro. God I'm a manchild. Say yes to drugs.

Transhuman · « **Reply #407 on:** March 30, 2019, 12:56:21 AM »

Atramental · « **Reply #408 on:** March 31, 2019, 11:01:45 AM »

Shared some shrooms & L with a friend of mine and he was no joke reading me like a fucking book.

I need to sleep but it was by far one of the most profound experiences in my life so far.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #409 on:** April 04, 2019, 06:36:48 PM »

Bought three 12" bridgesii cuttings. Determined to make a strong tea. Like an idiot I kept attempting to make a tar before perfecting the tea process. So now I'll be keeping a better eye on temperatures and reduction levels. Totally chasing the feeling I had that one time. Just absolute warmth and openness.

Atramental · « **Reply #410 on:** April 05, 2019, 10:54:12 AM »

Probably gonna do some more shrooms this weekend at another electronic music show.

Also, I plan on doing changa with my friend once we’ve prepped ourselves properly for the experience.

And this same friend has some DMT as well but we’ll get to that later this year.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #411 on:** April 05, 2019, 11:52:07 AM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #412 on:** April 05, 2019, 11:57:10 AM »

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Instead of the tea I'm taking one of the smaller cactus and trying a cold extraction method. Basically freezing it, allowing the cells to burst, and letting it defrost. Doing this three times. Then putting it in a blender, sifting the bulk from the liquid and pounding the liquid. No heat so no loss of alkaloids and less hands on. I did the freeze method once along with brewing it and that was relatively strong so I'm curious how this will turn out.

If that doesn't work I'll try out a foolproof tea method.

Quote from: Atramental on April 05, 2019, 10:54:12 AM

Probably gonna do some more shrooms this weekend at another electronic music show.

Also, I plan on doing changa with my friend once we’ve prepped ourselves properly for the experience.

And this same friend has some DMT as well but we’ll get to that later this year.

The DMT should be something novel compared to what you've done so far, unless it's a variant of the AcO type which is more like shrooms. If it's the former, get ready to meet space Jesus.

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #413 on:** April 06, 2019, 11:47:05 PM »

Yep, cold extraction works. Jesus christ. It requires a bit of prep but its well worth it. The liquid isn't as bitter either which made drinking it much easier.

team filler · « **Reply #414 on:** April 07, 2019, 04:48:54 PM »

team filler · « **Reply #415 on:** April 08, 2019, 05:35:35 PM »

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #416 on:** April 08, 2019, 05:58:14 PM »

The liquid from 500g of fresh cactus was like a very middling 4AcO experience. Which is to say it was awesome but I could have gone further. Plan on slamming 1kg of cacti this Sunday with the same method. This time I'll dose around 1pm so I'm peaking around 7pm. Catch a sunrise and shit.

With some reading 100g of dried flesh is equivelent to 1kg fresh cactus. The strongest experience I had with all this was the time I consumed 100g of dried cactus. So this should be interesting.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #417 on:** April 08, 2019, 06:15:24 PM »

But dude weed lol

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #418 on:** April 14, 2019, 07:17:36 PM »

Fuck me

You haven't heard music until youve heard it on mescaline

Fuck

ME

BlueTsunami · « **Reply #419 on:** April 14, 2019, 07:20:27 PM »

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Author Topic: Drug Experiences (Read 55936 times)