your life is fine. everyone that isn't rich and gorgeous will find that their life is in the pits from time to time. quit focusing on what you don't have and instead work on self-improvement. you're exercising and dieting; now accept that you won't impress anyone until you have your act together. this forum needs to collectively extirpate its chronic neuroses and realize that for every counselor there are nine predators waiting to make sport of you, so KEEP YER LIFE SHIT OFF THE INTERNET.
everyone likes sex. i like sex. i don't share specifics on the internet or with friends, because outside of self-aggrandizement, what's the fucking point?