So like what's the deal with your sexuality then. Are you going to be a lesbian or heterosexual when you make the switch? Or play the field? Do you bang dudes now?
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Sexuality is the confusing part and one major part of my counseling sessions. We've both decided that experimentation is the best way to get around depression and a down mood from it. When it comes to women, there is a mix of attraction and jealousy. Sometimes I confuse attraction for jealousy. If I see a woman big breasts, my mind isn't thinking,"those are beautiful breasts *fap*" but "GOD I WANT THOSE" which makes me think I'm attracted to her, but it really isn't attraction, just an acknowledgement that a part of her is attract
ive. When watching porn, I will often envision myself as the woman. It just feels natural. It is a complex feeling! The same thing goes for men, except I never get jealous of men's looks. However I can recognize a man is attractive but this does not bring about attract
ion. What DOES turn me on is PENIS. But women can turn me on too. The answer is I DON'T KNOW and I don't like to put it in any labels. But the good thing is, hormones can switch up sexuality. Some prefer women before hormones, and end up preferring men after hormones. Sometimes it becomes more even.
Human sexuality is a complex thing!
