just to clarify a couple of things
my taxes were actually pretty low this year, as difficult as that may be to believe
in 2008, I paid in 4600 total (i did make 5k more, as i said earlier)
this year i had a couple of extra expenses, and i guess i qualified for a $400 break according to my tax guy/brother
i suppose i could make shit up to deduct, but i have been warned that nowadays they love to flag odd-looking deductions and haul your ass into an office to explain yourself
i am not trying to whine or ask for special treatment at all, i'd just like to have the same access to various benefits or programs that someone making the same as i do working for someone else has
what i am looking at is paying that 700 to 800 because i might be able to swing that much as opposed to the 1500lol i know i won't, and still not having any kind of health care to show for it in the end
and before anyone brings it up, i know i got a RoG laptop this year, and i had a third wii, and various games/etc, but what you don't know is i sold a lot of other possessions to be able to do that, as well as cutting corners here and there like forgoing a paint job on my flaking truck and continuing to wear the same painting clothes i've had for the past two years and eating off the dollar menu quite a bit (i love you, wendy)
all told i spent somewhere around $300-350 actual cash on myself this year - that probably would have been money better spent elsewhere, true, but there's no joy in working your ass off just to be able to afford to continue working your ass off
and yeah, i'm gonna get an ipad with some of the money i'm getting from selling my shit off, i've already had things pass through my hands and shipped off to some random ebayer which i'll never see again in my lifetime, and goddamned if i'm not going to have a little something to show for it when it's all gone
when you're a nerd my age you've accumulated a lot of stuff over the years, and now i am reaching the end of it, so next year will be very different/interesting - i won't have things to trade for other things, or to help pay off taxes, etc.
it's just sort of looking more and more like i might be better off throwing my hands in the air and getting on the government dollar