You get out what you put in. :yeshrug
I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.
There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.
I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.
There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.
I really wish Demi would let us like our own posts because sometimes I feel like you guys really don't understand just how much of my posts I actually approve of.
Maybe you should look internally to find out why you are bothered that no one jerks you off, on an internet forum no less. Especially when you don't come around much and definitely don't jerk anyone else off.
Maybe you should look internally to find out why you are bothered that no one jerks you off, on an internet forum no less. Especially when you don't come around much and definitely don't jerk anyone else off.
No, there is nothing wrong with him, it's us.
Everybody he knows gets jerked off without having to do things like you are suggesting.
So long this forum remains an anti-hugbox, I am happy.shaddup taco
Please don't attack me, I'm nice. I'm just shy.
On another and mostly unrelated note, I truly don't care for Himuro and I'm glad she left or took a break. Himuro lately has been obnoxious, shit tier poster and why any of you liked her was beyond me. Shit, I hate Himu soooo much I'm honestly tempted to misgendered her,that how much I dislike her(and this is coming from a fellow trans person). Straight up TheBlackStallion is hysterical poster.
Please don't attack me, I'm nice. I'm just shy.
On another and mostly unrelated note, I truly don't care for Himuro and I'm glad she left or took a break. Himuro lately has been obnoxious, shit tier poster and why any of you liked her was beyond me. Shit, I hate Himu soooo much I'm honestly tempted to misgendered her,that how much I dislike her(and this is coming from a fellow trans person). Straight up TheBlackStallion is hysterical poster.
Your opinion on Himu :kobeyuck
Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.
I like Rumbler and Joe but when they both like my posts in the anime thread it kinda feels like they're tag teaming me
Your opinion on Himu :kobeyuck
Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.
I don't have you on ignore. Too be honest when I don't care for a poster, I wish bad things upon them which is Glen/Green Shinobi tier messed up but that's probably because I'm trans and trans people are generally fucked up.
Your opinion on Himu :kobeyuck
Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.
I don't have you on ignore. Too be honest when I don't care for a poster, I wish bad things upon them which is Glen/Green Shinobi tier messed up but that's probably because I'm trans and trans people are generally fucked up.
I think this forum needs more hot naked women
I think this forum needs more hot naked women
How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself? That's delusion of the highest order. I cope with by thinking about as little as possible and sweet hormones but when I think about my situation with the least amount of levity, I simply cannot think of anything aside from TheBlackStallion is hysterical.Could be worse, you could be a black republican :hitler
But honestly, I think my mood therefore this thread was a result of my poor diet this week. I've been feeling a tad lethargic which is counter to my general mood of late especially since things IRL have been going rather well for me(slowly but surely).
Now demi is PMing me incestous homoerotic fanfic thanks to this thread. :noooo
Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?Come my lady
Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?
Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?Come my lady
Come come my lady
You're my butterfly
Sugar, baby
edit: read it as crazy town :fbm
We heard you were looking for friends so here we are.
Who knew the populous of a spin-off website originally dedicated to making fun of the owner of the spun-off website would be so emotionally fragile? :teeheeHow's the BCT treating you breh?
This might be a long post and some will lol don't care but:
I don't post a lot,this thread may seem whiny but it's just I realized I wanted to talk to someone about my day and I didn't have anyone to talk to(IRL). And yes it may be pathetic, but having some forum acknowledge is something, better than nothing. It's me and my mom, and after certain things happened, it seems she has kinda checked out in all facets. I can't talk to her(I never really felt like I could), I can't get what I need from her, which honestly is to feel like she cares. I know she does but it's hard to explain but I'm not getting anything from her. I get very envious sometimes from some of you, you guys have friends and small or big families and I don't have any of that. It's just me and thoughts most of the day with perfunctory conversation with my mother.
It's not about having friends or family, for me it's just having someone to feel like they legitimately give a shit(IRL) and I don't know how to truly cultivate that in life. And if I were to ever get it, I'd be so needy I'd probably drive them away. Just be grateful if you have friends or family you can truly talk to, you're very lucky. It's not about having a GF(I most certainly did not appreciate the RahXephon comparison). Friendships take such a long time to build and this point in my life(I'm 24) it will be difficult to do so and I haven't had a friend in real life since I was 17. And I don't expect to be cared for or think I deserve love or anything, I'm just so lonely IRL and usually cope with it by not thinking about it. But making this thread brought up all these feelings/thoughts. I feel like being trans did a real humdinger on my self worth, like who would truly want to be around me if they knew.
There's a big honest part of me that doesn't want to be around other trans people because they remind of what a failure I am. And I've told all of this stuff to shrinks before, I don't think they've given me any good advice on it. To think of myself with self worth is to lie to myself and I've been thinking this way for sooooo long, I honestly don't know how to think any other way. In the end, this is my only outlet and many of you may think lol so pathetic but think of how blessed you are that you have someone or someones to talk to in your life who truly care. This is kinda it for me, that or paying someone to listen to my problems(which is difficult nowadays because I have awful insurance and it isn't financial feasible). It's strange I don't like to post about myself because it brings attention to myself/attention whoring but the only way someone will notice is to post about yourself but I feel I shouldn't because why would anyone care/no would care and I would take it as a rejection of self.
Now I'm still trucking and still making slow and progressive acts in my life. I honestly feel if I tried I could get a GF but then the whole being deviant trans person comes in to play and I get very discouraged. But I'm not gonna give up and I'm gonna try and try and try some more. I just wanted someone to talk about my day(a small nagging tiny little moment) and realized I didn't have anyone.
tl;dr: I'm very lonely but I'm still trucking :fbm
Who knew the populous of a spin-off website originally dedicated to making fun of the owner of the spun-off website would be so emotionally fragile? :teeheeHow's the BCT treating you breh?
:hehWho knew the populous of a spin-off website originally dedicated to making fun of the owner of the spun-off website would be so emotionally fragile? :teeheeHow's the BCT treating you breh?
:ufup
I don't understand I called you a TheBlackStallion is hysterical tier poster, why are you being nice to me? And the mom situation has nothing to do with me being trans or me at all. I do appreciate your advice though, thank you.
I don't understand I called you a TheBlackStallion is hysterical tier poster, why are you being nice to me?
Nice post
shit space binWow. I figured this out myself not too long ago but had absolutely no recollection of it. Had to look through my post history.
i wish i posted moreI wish you did too.
I'd say this board has improved since the Willco days. It's nowhere near as active as it used to be but that isn't necessarily a bad thing.
I'd say this board has improved since the Willco days. It's nowhere near as active as it used to be but that isn't necessarily a bad thing.
Remember the good ol' days when 90% of the posts on The Bore was Willco and Ichirou and Glen arguing? Yeah, good times.
How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself?
How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself?
I don't. *shrugs*
I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.
There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.
Yeah but you pass. I know it's unfair to lock the thread after making this post but it's very easy to love life or love yourself when things are working out for you. I honestly only come across the whole "being trans is okay/i love being trans" from those that fucking pass.
Yeah but you pass. I know it's unfair to lock the thread after making this post but it's very easy to love life or love yourself when things are working out for you. I honestly only come across the whole "being trans is okay/i love being trans" from those that fucking pass.
How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself? That's delusion of the highest order. I cope with by thinking about as little as possible and sweet hormones but when I think about my situation with the least amount of levity, I simply cannot think of anything aside from shitbin.
Yeah but you pass. I know it's unfair to lock the thread after making this post but it's very easy to love life or love yourself when things are working out for you. I honestly only come across the whole "being trans is okay/i love being trans" from those that fucking pass.
Jeez Himu, I already know everything you posted and I appreciate that you posted all of it. I'm not looking to present as a woman anytime soon, I'm okay with living as dude for the moment. No real rush really, I'm pretty used it, in the beginning it used to bother me I was in such a rush to "be myself" but now I'm like whatever about it. The passing thing is just worry for the future, not now. Again I appreciate the advice though.