Friday night my best friend was at my house and we were watching a movie and usually I'll give her nice little kisses on the shoulder or something. when I kissed her on the shoulder she moved her shirt over a little revealing more of her neck and inviting me to kiss her neck basically. So I did. We kept on until there was a nice bit of petting going on. It was great, it stayed at that with a little few kisses on the lips when she left.
Keep in mind though, there has always been a little bit of sexual tension between us but it was always kept at bay because we were always with other people. We've always been really touchy with each other too. We hold hands when we go out and when we're alone.
So Saturday night, she came over again. This time it led to more petting and some making out along with a little fingering.
Now, I was afraid that after Friday things would be weird. She called me Friday night and it was normal stuff, we talked and whatnot and it all seemed the same.
Saturday night before she came over she was sending me text messages saying "i'm just at home missing you" and stuff like that. So I thought things were still good. Saturday night after she left, she sent me a text message that said "Thanks for spending time with me tonight. I really needed it and I love being with you." So I thought things were good.
Well, come Sunday afternoon, she doesn't call or text message which is really odd for us unless she's really busy. She calls late at night and is kind of distant.
I'm so fucking confused. Bah. I may have just fucked up my relationship with my best friend and I'm hating myself.
Hoobadyboobity.
