I found my first crush on Myspace a while back... little blonde girl named Chevonne (sp?) or something like that... when I was 5 years old. Always was a fan of the blondes even to this day, I wonder if she was Eastern European too? Yeah so anyways, I looked on her Myspace and it looks like she got beaten in the face with the ugly stick, LOL.
But just think of it this way, the girl you may have known as being perfect, when you were a kid, has almost certainly changed, developed all sorts of issues and isn't the same person you once knew. It's no use putting her on a pedestal as some ideal woman, that'll only fuck you up over the long run. There are plenty of other girls out there.....
