A girl I dated nearly a decade ago messaged me today, telling me that her relationship with some guy had ended two weeks ago, and she will be coming back to Montreal for around Christmas, forever. She moved far away for that dude about 5 years ago, but we kept in touch over instant-messagers. I've known her for more than a decade. We always joked that we would end up marrying each other anyway in a few years, and we always flirty-joked each other over the years, but nothing serious.
Now she want to see me and started the whole "I always knew in my heart you'd be always there for me" thing women always do after a hardcore breakup; but now she obviously wants to 'catch-up'. She even joked (OR WAS SHE?!) about moving in with me when she comes back and calling her mom about us getting married. She's very attractive but
FOR THE TIME IN MY LIFE I feel like my feelings just aren't there for her and I don't want to do anything with her. I don't feel like getting involved in any romantic way. I've been single for quite a few months now; so just say my penis is
at the way my head is thinking right now.
So now she's all flirty with me again, and keeps taking about how she wishes she could see me now, how she wished she had ended that relatioship with the dude YEARS earlier, shits like that.
I just dont think she's ready for relationship now and shes just being emo and nostalagic about what happened a decade ago.
I'm going to have a talk with her tomorrow about this, but I just had to share with evilbore crew how strange it feels to realise that I'm thinking that way. I'm being all mature and adult about my stuff, these days.
