also where the hell do I buy reeds in Portland?
this whole Obama victory thingy has left me feeling really disoriented. I don't know what attitude to take toward the new administration. With Bush it was fairly straightforward, they were dumbass war criminals etc., but with Obama my Marxist, liberal, anarchist and conservative sides are all pulling me in different directions and it's literally giving me a stomachache. I honestly think this is actually at the root of my depression. This week since the election has been as miserable as any week ever in my life, even though nothing objectively bad has happened and I've actually been relatively productive at work.