Sooo, the last few days have been really fucked up in my life. I haven't been posting as much due to this and I've been mostly drinking. lolz. Today, it got worse.
We'll start up with a few days ago. I have an ex g/f that works here with me. She turned out to be all clingy and psycho. So we broke up a few weeks back. Now, the relationship is against company policy and my boss knew about it. He said he didn't care as long as it stayed the fuck out of the workplace.
Well, one day I get a call from one of my ex's coworkers. She says "I have a question, has *insert name* (another coworker) ever talked shit about me to you?" I was like 'Uhh, no. We barely speak and when we do it's just being cordial." So she goes on to explain that apparently my ex went around telling everyone that the one coworker was talking shit about the other to me and that my ex found out about it through me. It was all bullshit.
Then a few minutes later, I get a call from the other coworker cussing that my ex was starting rumors about the other two. She also said that my ex was going around telling everyone about her and myself and that there are rumors going around that she's fucking other people in the building. I'm like okay.
I do what I know will save my ass in the long run, because this shit is blowing up. I go to my boss and tell him. I email him a statement about it. My phone line at work is recorded for various reasons. So the next day, my bosses pull the tapes and listen to them.
I get sat down the next day in a meeting with the other two coworkers who both say they know I wouldn't say that stupid shit. So I'm clear there. Then my bosses dismiss them and talk to me about the relationship. They both tell me that HR is going to look into it and to deny deny deny deny. So that's what I do. My 3 immediate bosses who listened to the tape were apparently laughing their asses off about it and calling me a pimp. So I knew I would be okay.
A few days pass and then yesterday, my ex gets called up to my bosses office. And then 10 minutes later, I get a text message that says "i don't work here anymore." They just told her that HR got rid of her based on her prior record. It's feasible because she's been quite a fuck up.
I know I was protected by my bosses. And I'm fairly sure she was gotten rid of so that the situation would just go away. Nice, I felt like a real champ.
Then she called me at work today and the first thing out of her fucking mouth is "I'm pregnant." And so I tell her to be quiet and that I'll call her from my cell phone in a minute. I go downstairs and call her. She tells me that she took two pregnancy tests that came back positive.
Okay, now, if this is where it stood, I would have no problem. I would man up and take responsibility. But then she goes on to explain that while we were together, she was fucking her ex husband. I'm not hurt or anything, I suspected it (read my last thread) and I was cheating on her. I'm actually glad she had the balls to tell me instead of letting me take it all.
Now I'm just fucking confused. She's being stupid about it and she's saying that she doesn't want to "inconvenience" any of us so she wants to take care of it herself. She doesn't want us involved at all. Man, I love my daughter to death, but at the time I had her, I thought I was in love with someone. I HATE this bitch. HATE. This is what really bothers me. Having a child with someone I hate. And I couldn't let her do that shit. I couldn't live thinking I have a child out there somewhere that I didn't get to watch his/her first steps. Their first words. I can't fucking do it. But God, I do not want a child with her. Even my ex wife is nice and considerate as much as an ex wife can be. But this bitch is fucking brutal with her ex husband and downright bitch. I would sock her in her fucking jaw if she did some of the shit she's done to him, to me.
I don't even know right now. I'm all flustered with emotion. I don't want a child with her. I don't know if it's mine. She doesn't want me to have anything to do with it. And to top it all off, I literally work right beside her ex husband. lolz
shoot me.
