So we're official now. Spent last night at my place doing everything for 6+ hours. Did a lot of things I'd never done before, tbh everything did not live up to how I had imagined it after so much porn, lol. But it was cute. We left a lot of marks on each other. I had the most awful dream ever while sleeping afterward though and I'm not going to discuss it in case two people somehow stumble across this forum/thread.
We're showering separate atm and then I'm picking her up to head to SD for the day on a date thingy. Should be fun.
Oh and my friend figured out why I was kinda unsureish when she liked me. It goes back to my favorite movie of all time being millenium actress which is about this girl chasing a guy her whole life but never gets him. When she dies people are sad that she wasted her life and never got the guy, but her last words are that she had a happy life, afterall it wasn't the guy, but the chasing that she was in love with. That's pretty much me :x I love the excitement and tension of the chasing. When I finally get to the end it's like ...oh. But I'm going to try to give this a fair shot. This will be my first relationship that started out with everything done at the start, so now it's about other fun things together.