It's basically over right?
She basically has a confident of a friend that is an emotional roller coaster train, and has all these fucked up notions about what love is, and she told me about this uncertainty about what she felt about me, that became a point of focus last week and yesterday i decided to make her a surprise and went to her without her knowing and then gave her some roses. The reaction i got were tears and a "i need some time", then she sent me a message to my cellphone saying she hoped i had arrived home well, and how this time was important to her and she wanted to make it important for us, thanked me for the surprise and told me to sleep well.
Yeah right, can't believe it, all the things she said and she gave me this notebook on my birthday with all this stuff from our experiences, she told about stuff she hadn't told anyone.
Shit, i'm having my doubts now, i'm starting to believe it was all bull shit because it doesn't make any sense to break up so soon if she felt what she said about me.
I mean, we spent the weekend together, day before yesterday we went to spend the night with my family, my mother asked if she wanted to stay for the rest of the week, and she said she wanted to. How can say that to my mother, and the day after you ask me for some time to think. It's downright brutal.
