up to this point it's been pretty easy, but now the nicotine patches are keeping me up at night and giving me bizarre vivid dreams even if i take ambien, they're itchy wherever i put them on, i also can't sleep and generally feel even worse if i don't use them, i don't want to read, i don't want to hear music, i don't want to go out, i don't want to talk to anyone, i don't even want a cigarette, and at this point i'm just going to start drinking all the beers in my fridge because i'm out of whisky and what the fuck else is there to do
like...it's high time i quit smoking, but maybe i shouldn't have done this when the rest of my life is a fucking wreck
I DONT EVEN WANT TO PLAY SF4