That's not the question at all. Have you ever thought of taking up a new line work that doesn't make you crazy?
Blame the teachers?
"The use of COBOL cripples the mind; it's teaching should, therefore, be regarded as a criminal offense."
"It is practically impossible to teach good programming to students that have had a prior exposure to BASIC: as potential programmers they are mentally mutilated beyond hope of regeneration."
"Object-oriented programming is an exceptionally bad idea which could only have originated in California."
