sudden epiphany

[fistfulofmetal]

i just had one of those epiphanies where i looked back on a past events and realize something i hadn't realized before. so i thought back to 11th grade. there was this girl that i had known pretty well. early on i had just seen her around and she pretty much caught my eye immediately. i thought she was in a grade lower than me because she was hanging out with other students that i knew where from lower grades. it wasn't until she showed up in my biology lab class that i found out she was actually a senior. a perfect kind of coincidence happened because not only was this the first girl in high school i was fond of and she ended up being a part of my team for lab. perfect yet we became friendly instantly. it was cool.
now here's the thing. i definitely liked the girl but what i just realized now was that i'm pretty sure she was into me as well. from the very beginning she was kind of all over me. always with her hands in my hair playing with it and whatnot. always leaning up against me and shit. this went on for quite a while and didn't pick up on any of it. eventually i'm going to assume she lost interest because of my lack of interest and moved on. we remained friends but she started doing that another guy. i never realized that i could have very easily turned that into something. there's one moment in particular that i remember that sticks out. we were in computer lab. we always sat together every day. one time this boy approached and asked me for something, don't remember what it was but before he left he asked directly if we were together. now it was the reaction to the question that i remember. i specifically remember the look on her face. the kind of wonder that comes over someone when they are trying to decide if the concept they are thinking of is good or bad. and from what i could tell she seemed to think positively of the idea. unfortunately i did something stupid and blurted out that we weren't and nothing came of it.

what i find interesting is that even though much has changed for me since high school, i'm not sure that if i was presented with a similar situation again... would that result be the same? who knows. but it's interesting.




edit: btw this thread is dumb.

[Mupepe]

I remember having an epiphany years back.  I was talking to an old friend from High School and she told me she used to have a crush on me (she's now a lesbian).  Then BAM, it hit me.  It was so obvious.  She used to give me rides home all the time.  Ask to come up and watch some tv with me.  Sit awkwardly close to me on the couch (all I thought was uhhh, there's another couch totally free, wtf are you doing here?)  A few times when I walked her to the door she'd just stand there awkwardly.  D'oh.  She was waiting for a kiss, a move, anything!  I was 15 and she was 17.  I was stupid. 

[Cravis]

This just in... teenage boys are dumb as shit when it comes to the opposite sex.

[Mupepe]

This just in... teenage boys are dumb as shit when it comes to the opposite sex.

Most grown men too. 

[Fresh Prince]

I blame women on hitting on us awkwardly.

[fistfulofmetal]

i just blame females. they suck.

[Madrun Badrun]

I can say I've never had this problem; a girl secretly liking me.

[Joe Molotov]

I can say I've never had this problem; a girl secretly liking me.

Probably happens all the time, but you don't know what to look for. Like if you stare at girl for 5 minutes and she sees you and shivers and tugs her top up and turns away, that means she's totally DTF.

[Madrun Badrun]

More like DTR.

[lennedsay]

Go back to the part where she runs her hands through your hair.

I find this story mildly erotic. Otherwise I'd bitch because this should've gone in the catch-all girl thread or random talk thread.

[Barry Egan]

there was a girl in my middle school who used to whisper in my ear "don't tell myfuckinggrandpa but I have a really big crush on him" and I would mumble something like "ok I guess I won't" 

[benjipwns]

Probably happens all the time, but you don't know what to look for. Like if you stare at girl for 5 minutes and she sees you and shivers and tugs her top up and turns away, that means she's totally DTF.

If she runs and get police that means she just wants handcuffs for kinky stuff right?

[fistfulofmetal]

Go back to the part where she runs her hands through your hair.

I find this story mildly erotic. Otherwise I'd bitch because this should've gone in the catch-all girl thread or random talk thread.

her hand would go up from behind my neck into the back of my hand with her hands all through my hair and sometimes scratch the back of my head. it was pretty cool. i remember that. i was pretty stupid in retrospect. and lennedsay. shut up and post some epiphanies.

[Fresh Prince]

Okay.
Basically I was called to play wingman as my friend was trying to pick up this girl from work at a club. I was sort of reluctant to go because it was raining and what I really wanted to do was read 'Dead Souls'. So anyway I get dressed, pay for my own damn ticket and then when we reach the door there's cover charge. My friend pays. Then I pay. The door bitch looks me in the eyes and says, 'Tip?'. I shrug my shoulders no. Then she says, 'No tip? How about you suck on this?' and trys to hand me a pen shaped as a purple penis. I sort of gasp and get pissed off. I still am pissed off but as soon as I hit the club I realised she might of been hitting on me. Anyway my friend and I step out to get something to eat and while she's talking to him she's looking all  to me as if she fucked up. Then I realised yeah she probably was hitting on me. She was good looking too.

[lennedsay]

I do that to my husband's head. I gotta say that means we want to bang. Maybe not now, maybe not in 5 min. But we want to.

My epiphany of the day: Lion's Choice is rarely ever not delicious.

[Robo]

there was a girl in my middle school who used to whisper in my ear "don't tell myfuckinggrandpa but I have a really big crush on him" and I would mumble something like "ok I guess I won't" 

That's weird.  I'm glad I finally understand your username, though.

[Madrun Badrun]

[Phoenix Dark]

there was a girl in my middle school who used to whisper in my ear "don't tell myfuckinggrandpa but I have a really big crush on him" and I would mumble something like "ok I guess I won't" 

Wait, what the fuck?

[fistfulofmetal]

there was a girl in my middle school who used to whisper in my ear "don't tell myfuckinggrandpa but I have a really big crush on him" and I would mumble something like "ok I guess I won't" 

Wait, what the fuck?

you read it wrong. read it again

[fistfulofmetal]

shocking twist:

the girl in question is black.

[Diunx]

Two girls at work do that hair thing to me but I haven't got the impression that they want to fuck me, I would only do one of them tbh the other one is not my type.

[Himu]

you have to be distinguished mentally-challenged if a light bulb doesn't flash - to signal that the woman has a thing for you - after she stokes your hair and hangs onto you and shit.

[Himu]

The weirdest crushes are the ones who NEVER talk to you.

"You know, Sam has a crush on you Himuro"

Bullshit, she NEVER talks to me.

But it was the truth! wtf!

[Madrun Badrun]

shocking twist:

the girl in question is black.

black-black or white-black?

[Himu]

I blame women on hitting on us awkwardly.

one time a girl came up to me and made an oral sex motion at me.

we were alone and in a church. I was 13 and really confused as to how she suddenly became this crass sexual deviant.

[fistfulofmetal]

shocking twist:

the girl in question is black.

black-black or white-black?

well... white black

[Himu]

it's okay wrath, we men are all distinguished mentally-challenged in the ways of women somehow. we all learn!

[Himu]

......

[Phoenix Dark]

When white chicks touch my hair they say "it's so smooth, I thought it was supposed to feel like a sponge?"

[Joe Molotov]

The weirdest crushes are the ones who NEVER talk to you.

"You know, Sam has a crush on you Himuro"

Bullshit, she NEVER talks to me.

But it was the truth! wtf!

That's every crush I've ever had.

[Brehvolution]

Epiphone's are for poors. Get a real guitar.

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[Mupepe]

When white chicks touch my hair they say "it's so smooth, I thought it was supposed to feel like a sponge?"

at least they don't say "wow, it's not nappy at all!"

[tiesto]

there was a girl in my middle school who used to whisper in my ear "don't tell myfuckinggrandpa but I have a really big crush on him" and I would mumble something like "ok I guess I won't" 

I'm dense today, lack of sleep and everything... but I read this like the girl had a crush on her grandpa for a minute 

[fistfulofmetal]

i've pondered that before but then i realize i actually really do like girls. but at the same time i actually really hate girls too.

[chronovore]

When I was a grade school kid, my grandpa used to say, "Make a muscle!" and I'd try and generate a bicep. He'd pat my arm, and say "There's an arm no man fears!"

I was probably in high school before I realized it was a joke.

[patrickula]

There was a girl I had a big crush on all through high school. She probably dug me, we went to a movie once but I didn't make a move. Eventually we went to Senior Prom together and danced etc. but I still didn't make a move. At some point after that I told her how I felt, in that I was interested but wasn't sure where we stood (accidentally, the old accidentally sending a draft email thing, for real, ha) but it was too late, school was almost over, we were going to different schools, and what was the point, at least that's what I gathered... Or maybe she wasn't really that into me after all.

I wasn't really ready anyway, heh. Girls grow up faster in general, yet they wait for you to make a move. Yet making a movie can be super creeper.

Oh well... at least I'm not single now!

[Bloodwake]

This just in... teenage boys are dumb as shit when it comes to the opposite sex.

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