You could always come visit me and let Daddy give you an antidepressant.
I'd hold you to the floor and pour the remainder of my assorted pills down your throat and drown them down with the rest of one of the many half empty bottles of rum around my apartment. I'll say to you, "Remember how they say the best way to get over depression is to go to Africa and feel better about yourself by gawking at all the emaciated and diseased children? We're going to do something like that." We'll drive downtown. You'll be in the passenger seat with your hand grinding on my dick for most of the way. I tell you how hard I'm going to fuck you after this. We find a homeless woman pushing a baby. On foot, we chase her into an alley. She's weak and quickly overtaken. I tell you to kill her as I hold the baby. This is your first time, so it's a little clumsy. You have her on the ground and you're choking her, but your heart is barely into it. I'm not sure you have what it takes to get the job done, and I think I might have to do a little cleanup to fix your mess. I decide to handle the baby first. I bite into its gut and whip the baby around with my head, like a cat killing a bird its caught that is still trying to escape. After I get into some solid intestine, I drop the baby to the ground, leaving a sort of cord from my mouth to the rest of its somehow still living body. I get down on my knees and stick my thumbs into the baby's eyes and use the palms of my hands to crush its head. Somehow, you can still hear its cries for seconds afterward. I spit the remaining intestines out of my mouth and walk over to you, still feebly trying to choke out the woman. I give you the benefit of a doubt and figure that maybe the multiple doping drugs in your system are preventing you from sealing the deal. My heart is pounding, and I can feel my inner demonolater telling my it's important to help you. The woman is trying, and barely succeeding, to scream. I kind of pity her. She's been in this state for a few minutes and has just watched me chew her baby apart. I stomp her head a few times, and that's all it takes to finish the job Himuro failed at.
Afterward we return to my aging Victorian mansion, where we fuck like superheroes. Himuro falls asleep shortly afterward, holes gaping. There was ass to mouth. I take her passed out body, naked, and tie her to a chair, which I subsequently throw down a flight of stairs. As the chair hits the bottom, it shatters, and Himuro wakes up, either in shock or paralyzed. I walk slowly down the stairs, a little exhausted. I roll her onto her back and sit on her chest, with my legs straddling her head. I'm basically sitting on her tits. She's screaming, terrified and in pain. I take her panties, wad them up, and shove them in her mouth. I then cover her mouth with my hand and masturbate myself to completion with my free hand, aiming for my favorite target, the nose. Gasping for air, with each breath she blows snot bubbles with my semen and then inhales a little more. Due to her mouth being covered, she's having a lot of trouble breathing, and her eyes are bugging out a little. I have a moment of clarity, I pull my hand back, stand up, and jump back. I put my hands to my head and say, "I don't know why I'm doing this! I sincerely love you, as a friend. Maybe more. This is just what I have to do to feel close. I don't mean to hurt you. I promise, I'll never hurt you again. I swear. Never!" I do a little pacing, waving my hands around in the air. There may be a little mumbling to myself. Your panties are still in your mouth but you can breath a little better. I eventually say, "I'm sorry. I have to think. I'm not sure what to do. I promise, when I come back I'll make things better." I drag Himuro into a closet, telling her one last time that I'll be back to make things right.
A couple weeks later I return with the full intention to repair our relationship, but Himuro has already died from drug interactions and starvation. I throw her body in a dumpster behind a church. There's a brief new story when the body is discovered, but the police never open an investigation because she was black.
