Did you ask your Mexican friend to be your gf or did you sit back and watch another nerd swoop in.
Of course not, but as I was told today, I give off "I'm interested, but don't touch me vibes". So that's probably my problem. With my Mexican friend I probably was given the messages, but didn't take my chance. Not saying I would have succeeded, but I probably would have thrown a wedge in her plans. Either way, not like I'm going to stop being friends with her.
Why do you hate women rather than work on improving yourself? What's interesting about you? What do you like to do? What are you well versed in? What do you have to offer?
As you are now, would YOU date you?
Well I don't logically hate women. It's just frustrating being a late bloomer and feeling like you missed important "milestones" that came easy and naturally for other people, even people not far removed from you.
As for the other questions, I don't have an answer for you because most people here wont agree and because I don't know, but no I don't think so. Yet, I'm not looking for companionship, I kind of just want to fuck around freely and have none comitial relationships.
But besides, what do I have to offer for this?