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Himu

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What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« on: December 18, 2017, 04:09:17 PM »
Good? Bad? In between? Do you keep your personality and stuff or does it neuter you?
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #1 on: December 18, 2017, 04:30:34 PM »
Give it a shot.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #2 on: December 18, 2017, 04:31:17 PM »
They saved me and gave me back my life. I took SSRI for GAD and severe depression for two years, worst that happened was insomnia, which I was given some other pills for.

They did make me feel a little robot-like for a while, but it's not like they made me into a different person. The parts that changed were for the better anyway, like I had OCD tendencies and intrusive thoughts, those things died out when I was taking my SSRI. Also I stopped felling that gruesome anxiety feeling in my stomach, which was eating ne up alive.

If you think you need them, tell your doctor straight out. Be honest about your symptoms, your worries about taking them and so on.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #3 on: December 18, 2017, 04:33:33 PM »
They help, but they don't resolve everything on their own.
Give it a shot.
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Himu

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #4 on: December 18, 2017, 04:34:12 PM »
What about apathy? Do they help with that? I don't see the point in anything rn so I don't care how I treat people. They're all assholes anyways. Does it help with apathy that makes you want to blow your brains out because you don't feel anything?
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #5 on: December 18, 2017, 04:37:28 PM »
Honestly, you should ask a doctor, because people do react differently on them. And there are different kinds.

I worried too much and it helped me calm down. It did give me slight apathy, but not the kind you're describing.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #6 on: December 18, 2017, 04:39:52 PM »
The first ones they gave me stopped my dick from functioning. (Paxil)

The second ones they gave me put real high tension on my muscles. At a certain point my muscles became so restricted, I lost feeling in them. Started to get panic attacks because of that. (Don't remember the name.)

The ones I got now seem to work fine. (Escitalopram) They take the edge off, but that's about it. I think they also make me a bit less emotional, but not like the second one I described. Those turned me into a zombie.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #7 on: December 18, 2017, 04:40:15 PM »
"I don't care" is one of the pillars of depression. So yes, they can help with that.

Which treatment, what side effects, how long it takes, etc etc has so much interindividual variability that at the end of the day you won't get a lot more than anecdotal evidence from anyone. I suggest you talk to your GP, and they should be able to guide you through treatment options etc based on what you'll tell them - most likely after a basic check up.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #8 on: December 18, 2017, 04:45:57 PM »
I take Prozac. Shit is cash.
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #9 on: December 18, 2017, 04:49:26 PM »
They're pretty much a crapshoot it seems like. The ones that didn't work for me, might work for you. The fact that you made this thread seems enough to give it a shot.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #10 on: December 18, 2017, 04:56:28 PM »
They definitely help but it takes time for them to work and for you to find the right medication. I've been on Prozac, Wellbutrin, Lexapro, and Zoloft. I've found Zoloft to be the most effective with the least amount of negative side effects. Seeing a therapist in correlation with medication is the best thing for depression.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #11 on: December 18, 2017, 04:59:18 PM »
You definitely want to talk to a doctor Cindi, as aren't you taking hormones, etc.? That's very important information for what they decide to give you. Same with any medications.

It's also worth keeping in mind having a psychiatrist (can proscribe drugs) and psychologist (cannot) so they can play different but specific roles in your treatment. There are forms you can sign that they'll have that allows them to communicate about you. (Or not, if that's what you'd prefer.) If need be usually, or if they have a number of shared patients and are just doing a regular round up of sorts.

For a psychiatrist, ideally you want someone you can just tell them all the shit you're feeling, etc. in ten minutes or so along with some basic medical stuff, and then based on their reading of the situation they proscribe drugs and/or talk about other medical based things like diet or what have you. You see them less often, once a month to every couple of months or more depending on your situation.

Then for general talk therapy (and related) you have someone else you can talk to for hour sessions or whatever once a week or once a month, whatever you need. This can be PhD Psychologist or MSW. They may have their own suggestions on what to take which you can then share with the psychiatrist and also weigh with your own feelings. In effect you're creating a series of checks and balances on yourself and also them. They may also know little about the medical side and just be someone who click with for talking out your issues.

You can certainly get people who do both, and there is a convenience there, but I personally like the separation and checks and having two opinions, etc. Also I've read that it's a more effective model for some. (It also can be cheaper because psychiatrists tend to cost more per minute as they are in higher demand.)

How well they work and to what extent and how they work is basically a process of trial and error that never ends. You may get something working and then try to push it a little more or add something and screw up the balance. :lol

For me personally, I also like to inform myself about the drugs separately, even just looking at wikipedia can take away some of the black box feelings regarding them.

Arguably one of the hardest parts is once you get to a certain level of success trying to track incremental progress from there. You know you don't want to compare to your lowest low but it's hard to conceptualize a 2% improvement over the last month or something to somebody. This is why humans need to come with stats pages.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #12 on: December 18, 2017, 05:02:37 PM »
Which treatment, what side effects, how long it takes, etc etc has so much interindividual variability that at the end of the day you won't get a lot more than anecdotal evidence from anyone.
They're pretty much a crapshoot it seems like. The ones that didn't work for me, might work for you. The fact that you made this thread seems enough to give it a shot.
In the spirit of these two, this:
I've found Zoloft to be the most effective with the least amount of negative side effects.
was eventually the best "start" one for me, and one to keep in reserve to go back to if need be

wellbutrin i couldn't even tell if i had taken it or not, somebody else i know said it was like taking meth at half the dosage i started on

why they knew what taking meth was like i have no idea

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #13 on: December 18, 2017, 05:05:38 PM »
lexapro has been amazing for me.
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #14 on: December 18, 2017, 05:08:12 PM »
I took prozac as a teenager and had no noticeable reaction to them- good or bad. They didn't help and they didn't hurt. As my life improved, I stopped taking them.

Everyone reacts to them a bit differently but I think it's an option that is absolutely worth exploring.
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #15 on: December 18, 2017, 05:23:16 PM »
Plenty of side effects and it's a lottery on which ones you get. Treatment on the other hand takes a few months to kick in and a third of patients don't respond to monotherapy meaning you will need to switch drugs after suffering the first few months for nothing. At worst you will be feeling the side-effects for many months while trying to find a drug that works and ultimately just give up. On the bright side they do kinda work for many people  :doge

The most important thing is not to mix shit on your own when taking these drugs but tell your physician(i assume psychiatrist cause imo they are the only ones really qualified for this stuff) your current medication, it can and will be deadly otherwise.
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #16 on: December 18, 2017, 06:37:42 PM »
Tried some Zoloft a few months back to see if it would help my anxiety and minor OCD issues.  Took maybe a week or so to kick in and did help a bit and I didn't feel like some kind of robot like I thought I would.  Started feeling good, too- like just genuinely happy about life.  It was almost kind of weird but I was OK with it.

Then the side effects came.  Some weight gain and my junk started not working right.  Bye, Zoloft!  :doge  Have yet to try anything else but my issues are minor so they didn't think it was a good idea to try another pill.

Definitely worth trying something out to see how you feel.
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #17 on: December 18, 2017, 08:31:08 PM »
I've suffered from chronic depression since adolescence and was on paxil for a few years as a teenager. I would never take it again for various reasons but I know several people who benefited a great deal from SSRIs. Just really depends upon the person.

Cognitive-behavioral therapy in conjunction with regular exercise and meditation ended up helping more than anything else. Having access to a psychologist in college might have saved my life.  I still have weeks (sometimes months, especially during the winter) where I'm feeling shitty, but the bottom doesn't completely drop out anymore like it did in my late teens/early 20s. I have a better grasp of how the deal with certain emotions when they inevitably pop up. If you have any kind of access to regularly talk with a therapist, do that shit.  If they recommend you talk to a psychiatrist, go in with an open mind.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #18 on: December 18, 2017, 09:04:59 PM »
Why is the depression ratio like 90% on the bore? What is Demi putting in the water?

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #19 on: December 18, 2017, 09:07:31 PM »
You probably have the causation backwards. I mean, this is the dumpster forum. Not the Eightfold Path to Gaming Forum Enlightenment v1.4.2b.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #20 on: December 18, 2017, 09:13:34 PM »
Wellbutrin made me feel weird, like muted or something.

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #21 on: December 18, 2017, 10:06:51 PM »
They help, but they don't resolve everything on their own.

If you're acceptable of them. Me? I still have depressive thoughts and still wish I was dead. But hey, at least I can sleep now. :doge

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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #22 on: December 18, 2017, 10:17:34 PM »
Why is the depression ratio like 90% on the bore? What is Demi putting in the water?
Maybe it's just that the bore doesn't keep facades
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Re: What is your experience with anti-depressants?
« Reply #23 on: December 21, 2017, 10:42:59 AM »
My experience with depression is that it is interwoven with anxiety. So, to mitigate one you have to also address the other. 

It's a death spiral where they feed off each other. Often, the choices you make in real life are informed by them. This causes a negative feedback loop in your life and causes you to sink further down as you feel more and more hopeless to ever change.

SSRI's can be used to stop the death spiral, but they are not going to "cure you". They just give you the space to start creating positive feedback loops in your life which get you to a better state. Where you can start to identify and reprogram your thinking and self-correcting when you feel like you're starting to spiral again.

Therapists are an important part of this process. The physical act of talking out your problems to an unbiased observer is medicine itself.