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Assimilate

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I am going to transition.....
« on: October 15, 2018, 10:41:45 PM »
into a nicer guy.

I've been working on my zen levels lately and I've made progress despite a recent hiccup at a bar where I drank too much while also on a pre-workout boost. The night was bad but it will not deter me from changing. I must continue forward.

I've been trying to work on my smile. how do I actually smile without looking like an idiot that is forcefully smiling? I don't have a natural smile, I look weird. I smirk most of the time. It's hard for me to naturally smile. Does anyone else have trouble with this?


TVC15

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #1 on: October 15, 2018, 10:46:56 PM »
I've been trying to work on my smile. how do I actually smile without looking like an idiot that is forcefully smiling? I don't have a natural smile, I look weird. I smirk most of the time. It's hard for me to naturally smile. Does anyone else have trouble with this?

Spoken like a true budding serial killer. Or an emo band singer.
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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #2 on: October 15, 2018, 11:26:04 PM »
you should transition into the afterlife. happy halloween bitch

TVC15

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #3 on: October 15, 2018, 11:39:40 PM »
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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #4 on: October 16, 2018, 12:06:47 AM »
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Rahxephon91

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #5 on: October 16, 2018, 12:08:34 AM »
Too bad you fucked up already with the lame thread title joke.

TVC15

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #6 on: October 16, 2018, 12:21:58 AM »
I just watched some gross porn while trying to hunt for an image to post in here. It was an old woman, like easily in her 70s, fucking someone Stosta’s age, with the same pre-teen girl build as him. I only turned the sound on for a few seconds and she was talking to him like he was her grandson.
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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #7 on: October 16, 2018, 12:29:35 AM »

I'm a Puppy!

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #8 on: October 16, 2018, 03:25:44 AM »
Why would you wanna be the white Knight you spend so much of your time mocking, you giant cuckolino?
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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #9 on: October 16, 2018, 04:30:24 AM »
I just watched some gross porn while trying to hunt for an image to post in here. It was an old woman, like easily in her 70s, fucking someone Stosta’s age, with the same pre-teen girl build as him. I only turned the sound on for a few seconds and she was talking to him like he was her grandson.

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #10 on: October 16, 2018, 05:48:30 AM »
Going from an asshole to a beautiful fronthole.  :-*

toku

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #11 on: October 16, 2018, 06:44:59 AM »

Cerveza mas fina

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #12 on: October 16, 2018, 07:52:27 AM »
Guys you remember the Zen thread?

Place yer bets

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #13 on: October 16, 2018, 08:19:19 AM »
You need to reduce your stress levels

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #14 on: October 16, 2018, 08:20:33 AM »
into a nicer guy.

I've been working on my zen levels lately and I've made progress despite a recent hiccup at a bar where I drank too much while also on a pre-workout boost. The night was bad but it will not deter me from changing. I must continue forward.

I've been trying to work on my smile. how do I actually smile without looking like an idiot that is forcefully smiling? I don't have a natural smile, I look weird. I smirk most of the time. It's hard for me to naturally smile. Does anyone else have trouble with this?

Maybe it's hard for you to smile because you were born without a soul for your face to be able to show?

Probably depression though.

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #15 on: October 16, 2018, 08:57:24 AM »
Btw


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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #16 on: October 16, 2018, 09:24:27 AM »
Actions speak louder than words.

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #17 on: October 16, 2018, 09:30:37 AM »
Why be nice when you can be a dick?  ???

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #18 on: October 16, 2018, 10:12:08 AM »
You should read that Jordan Peterson book. It will really help you on this.

Assimilate

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #19 on: October 16, 2018, 11:14:59 AM »
Think positive thougths all the time;  I do that as a consultant at work.  Developers tend to be grumpy and whiny and complain all the time (and act like the sky is falling.)   I consistently get feedback that I'm the opposite of all of those things; stay calm, stay positive, don't say "no" or react like something is impossible and instead say "I think that's a great idea but there may be some issues let me think about that", etc.

I have times when I was more of a hard ass at my job and it translated into me being less friendly in general outside of work.  Now that I'm in more of a "consultant and client" situation it's helped me in general (although it's shocking at times how some of my fellow consultants act lol.)

But if trying to force it is impossible you may have some deeper issues at play you need to deal with;  I know for me ending my relationship with my father was a big turning point.  Helped clear my head of some demons.
My father passed away. He was unbearable the last few years he was around. But he did eventually mellow out, but that's because he ended up penniless.

I think there could be some deeper issues, I tend to carry around a lot of regret. I hate those people that say "oh I have no regrets..." really??? really? None? I have a fucking ton.

Assimilate

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #20 on: October 16, 2018, 11:38:14 AM »
I dwell a lot on my mistakes .

agrajag

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #21 on: October 16, 2018, 11:40:12 AM »
you should visit a therapist

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #22 on: October 16, 2018, 11:41:00 AM »
Why be nice when you can be a dick?  ???

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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #24 on: October 16, 2018, 09:03:51 PM »
Aren’t you way too young to know reirom? He doesn’t exactly cone up much anymore.
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Re: I am going to transition.....
« Reply #25 on: October 17, 2018, 01:04:23 AM »
WHO AM PAPANGUS?  :derp