i was doing fine til my job decided i should work from home. now my job is all in person hands-on stuff so there is basically fuck-all to do from home, yet they keep calling me and wanting to know what i'm doing. how the fuck am i supposed to take an hour's worth of work and stretch it into 40 each week? HOWWWW
now they're talking about resuming regular work next week, but my job is 1) not fucking essential and 2) deals with coming in close contact with a lot of non hygienic people all fucking day. they act like as long as staff is wearing masks we'll be fine. they fucking flipped out when i said i'd quit before i came back and dealt with that bullshit, but what else am i supposed to do? i'm not gonna be a fucking moron who acts like this like avoiding a common cold. i'd rather go broke and lose everything than go to work and end up in the fucking hospital.
to top it off i got no one i'm close to so i sit around all day being fucking pissed of and going crazy. it gets real hard when you got 24 uninterrupted hours of fucking psychosis burning in your brain all fucking day. fuck this shithole country, fuck the right wing, fuck everyone with no empathy, fuck capitalism, fuck society. i'm sick of all this fucking bullshit and sick of feeling crazy because i think it's ridiculous we gotta walk around like normal with the fucking plague, teenagers with automatic rifles, billionaire thieves, untouchable cops, gestapo ICE, and whatever else fucking evil nonsense every idiot is out here supporting. i'm sick of this fucking world.