You haven't started a "new life" Neez. You're back where you started, because for some creepy reason it makes you comfortable on some level. You want a new life? Kick her out of yours, sign out of WoW, go to the gym, and replace her and your geek comforts with real life-changing effort for a year. New lives only come with truly difficult effort and real personal risk. You don't get reborn if you don't walk into the fire.