You know, Nikki and I have been together since 10th grade and we're doing more than fine.
I <3 that girl to death.
Absolutely. 
I don't think it's such a bad thing to be attracted to other guys, as long as you don't act on it. I can see a guy and say that he's hot and that I'd do him, but I never actually WOULD. James has friends who are girls who are prettier than I am, but he'd never touch them and I know this.
If you don't have trust, you don't have anything.
Also, how long have you been together? You could just be getting bored of each other or something. That happens sometimes.
It's not so much that I find him attractive, I find a lot of guys attractive. It's the flirting and the basdknfasdasdals;dkjasd fucking blushing and what have you. It's hard for me to think of anything being wrong in my current relationship. He's so great to me and he's so cute and handsome and smart and everything that I love. I can't think of having anything more and we still haven't experienced all there is to experience together yet, you know? I love him with all my heart.
The ONLY thing that I think of that's "wrong" with the relationship doesn't have anything to do with how much I love him or how happy he makes me, because neither of those could be any better with anybody. I would spend my whole life with him.
And that's the only thing... is that I feel MAYBE I'm missing out on something if I'm not able to see other people like everyone else does and know what it's like to have a relationship with really more than just one person. This thought is STOMPED THE FUCK OUT whenever I come back to my senses and remember how great it is being with someone who clicks with me as much as my boyfriend does. It's just a thought I have sometimes and going to work and flirting and stuff with a guy I like might be a way of this feeling to mildly act out, and I feel bad for even looking at another guy on something of the same level as I see my boyfriend. I don't know if any of this makes sense and I probably contradicted myself a few times, but hopefully enough to where all they all canceled each other out.
What you think Nikki?
I get that sometimes from people, saying I'm missing out on something by staying with one person for so long. Sometimes I think I agree. I wonder what it would be like to flirt shamelessly with adorable guys at my school, to go to parties and make out with whoever, have a good time like that.
But my relationship with James is worth so much more than any of that. He's more to me than any one-night stand could ever even touch.
It's nice to play the field, I'm sure. But don't most people play the proverbial field in hopes of eventually finding someone they want to spend the rest of their life with? I already have that someone, so I don't need to play the field.
The only people who know enough about your relationship to make those kind of decisions are you and your boyfriend. I don't know your situation and I don't know what's good for you, but I'm just telling you what works for me in my situation. I also know that you're going to hear it time and time again that high school relationships dont last. Lots of times they don't, but they CAN, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Goodnight and good luck.
