1-benign, not in the head but stressing against a crucial gland laying in the bottom of the crane (the hypophysis), wholly shrinked and a complete non-factor since about mid-2005 thanks to a treatment by pills and my own research, I lost about half of my past weight, and the lingering sensorial pain gradually resorbed itself over the following months, now all past effects of soreness are long gone and I can do anything a normal human can do without noticing anything unusual
still a little hard to pinpoint why it was so hard to bear certain forms of audio/video stimuli, in the end I mostly feel that it was a problem of skin sensitivity, considering that my whole body was sore and that the eye contours and the ears are the portions of the human body where skin is the most sensitive and the thinnest
2-all family conflicts stopped soon after that (two years ago already since that infamous thread, hehe time flies) thanks to my bigheadedness and a newly found hostility... the brother moved out to pursue his studies right after and greatly mellowed but I'm just not interested to talk to him although he admires his elder
mother became reasonable, acknowledged the errors of her ways and became greatly occupied by work to the point of having little presence at home-- any forms of social services were entirely useless, hospitals were hard to bear, they were entirely biased and incompetent and did nothing but to nod at everything she was saying, so contrarily to what most people thought in that thread time proved I really had every reason not to refer to the police or anything of the sort
but all I retain from that hardship is that anyone who becomes too comfortable in a position of authority that it has upon another person will disregard him and turn him into a scapegoat
we're humans and at some point in our lives we will all inflict odious suffering on someone else because we have an unfair advantage, without knowing what we're doing... in the future when that happens to me, I hope to be wise enough to realize it and stop it
