After mostly recovering (still hacking my lungs out) from a near-death experience and 10 days away from normal life and losing another 5-6 pounds, I shaved off most of my giant burly beard I'd grown and decided fuck it, time for a change. Time to do something different and rock an ugly ass Ethan Hawke goatee.
Seeing my hairstylist in a couple weeks and really tempted to dye white streaks in my hair and get my ears pierced.
I feel like this is a turning point for me and I'm done trying to act 20s/30s young and date women 28-35. Time to act like a middle aged dorky ass 40s comic nerd and date women in their 40s.