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Title: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 06:50:14 PM
moving out of the pics thread.

Edit: Bebpo, you're not fucking crazy. But if you are, you just need to find someone as crazy as you to spend your days (and nights  :teehee) with.

This how I've felt my whole life.  Which is why every girl I've ever become emotionally invested in has been crazy and why I say I have problems getting along with normal girls.  I feel like I'm crazy and only someone who is at least partially crazy like me can understand me and I'd love to understand them and enjoy each other's craziness.

Unfortunately this has never ended well :x
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 06:54:19 PM

There's a possibility that you can't gauge how interesting someone is during 15 minutes of ice-breaker conversation at cocktail hour, so stick around for a bit and ask fun, non-generic, and opinion-oriented questions.  Everyone loves to feel like someone is interested in what they have to say - that's why we have Facebook. :P  Plus, some of those "uninteresting" girls might surprise you. : )

  I think if drinking works for you, then get a little buzzed so you can be conscious of how and what you're doing differently in that situation. 

You know, I've never thought of non-generic, opinion-orientated questions at first meet.  I feel like if I say "so what do you think of kevin smith films?" I'll get a..."huh, whose that?"; or "are you glad we are bombing the moon?" they'll be like wtfff.  I mean I do ask these questions with people I later get to know and feel comfortable saying anything with; but when first meeting people I more like "oh, so where do you work?  What did you major in etcc...." 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 12, 2009, 06:56:56 PM
Okay, everybody's crazy. You need to find a girl that's fun-crazy, not psycho-crazy. Just enough crazy to make you laugh, but can still chill the fuck out and cook dinner with you later.

All my guy friends end up dating psycho-crazy girls and wonder why things went wrong. Girls can hide it well, but there are many signs....
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 06:58:25 PM
Maybe you simply need to talk about yourself more rather than relying on the other person to carry the conversation? You seem interesting.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:00:48 PM
Maybe you simply need to talk about yourself more rather than relying on the other person to carry the conversation? You seem interesting.

I'm super shy :x  This is why I converse waaaaaay better when I drink. 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:03:27 PM
Also while I converse better while buzzed I don't internet-type better; usually worse ^^;  And since the only place I meet people at is online and occasional parties that doesn't help.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:03:41 PM
Well if that's the case make sure the other person is drinking as well....
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:06:11 PM
Well if that's the case make sure the other person is drinking as well....

Yeah, the best first conversations I've had are between myself drinking and others (male or female) drinking.

That happens like....once a year, lol.  I'm way to shy to go to bars by myself and I don't have any friends to go to bars with.  Plus I'd rather meet women who aren't the bar type than those who are.  But maybe I need to lower my standards there...
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:11:48 PM
The problem with deciding that you want to be in a relationship, and making that your goal, is that it's something that's inherently completely outside your control, and because of this you just end up frustrating yourself and maybe driving yourself half insane.  So I've found that it's better not to try and to focus on other goals instead, things that are within your power.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 12, 2009, 07:11:51 PM
I dunno, just tell some funny stories or something...

I have a friend who is extremely socially awkward and has no idea. Let's call him Sam (Socially Awkward Male). So Sam talks to everybody about anything and always gets girls numbers and shit, but he's completely socially awkward. He just busts out and tells weird/funny stories about his day or his week or whatever, and girls are down. Since he has no idea that he's awkward, he doesn't get shy and embarrassed at all. It works. He gets laid. I bet it's awkward but it happens.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 12, 2009, 07:15:56 PM
The problem with deciding that you want to be in a relationship, and making that your goal, is that it's something that's inherently completely outside your control, and because of this you just end up frustrating yourself and maybe driving yourself half insane.  So I've found that it's better not to try and to focus on other goals instead, things that are within your power.

When you stop looking for a relationship and stop caring, almost to the point where you almost believe you're better off alone forever, you'll find somebody.

Focus on work, school, hanging out with your friends, etc. etc. If you can't meet a girl doing these things, then you're trying to hard. If you have to go elsewhere to find a girl, it won't work out (no similar interests, friends, goals, etc). Do what you love and, hopefully, in doing so, you'll find someone who has the same interests as you.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:17:36 PM
Hasn't worked out that way for me, but at least with the not looking/caring approach I don't get as frustrated and get other stuff done.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:18:06 PM
But there are different types of bars. Don't you live in New York? There must be some faux-boho-hipster bar\pub\cafe thing where you would feel comfortable in.

To further simplify lennesdsay's post: Learn not to give a fuck anymore.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: DJ_Tet on July 12, 2009, 07:19:24 PM
It's like watching Status on OA except without the baselessly inflated ego.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Vizzys on July 12, 2009, 07:20:17 PM
become a misogynist
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 12, 2009, 07:20:26 PM
Know what you want and look for that, and don't bother with those that don't have what you want.

I am not sure where to tell you to find girls, but I always found the bar scene to be dishonest and that you won't find any true personas in that sort of scene.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:21:07 PM
Yes and the internet is soooo much better.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 12, 2009, 07:21:50 PM
But there are different types of bars. Don't you live in New York? There must be some faux-boho-hipster bar\pub\cafe thing where you would feel comfortable in.

To further simplify lennesdsay's post: Learn not to give a fuck anymore.

Aye, apathy will make you more relaxed, but it can be hard to conjure up when you're lonely and horny.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:28:40 PM
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Focus on work, school, hanging out with your friends, etc. etc. If you can't meet a girl doing these things, then you're trying to hard. If you have to go elsewhere to find a girl, it won't work out (no similar interests, friends, goals, etc). Do what you love and, hopefully, in doing so, you'll find someone who has the same interests as you.

It's kind of tougher when the stuff you're intensely interested in, and your work, are mostly math/CS related and women who are also into that stuff are relatively rare (and the ones who are are usually really, really sick of getting hit on by nerds who are all excited because omg a girl who likes math will you marry me).
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Propagandhim on July 12, 2009, 07:35:03 PM

You know, I've never thought of non-generic, opinion-orientated questions at first meet.  I feel like if I say "so what do you think of kevin smith films?" I'll get a..."huh, whose that?"; or "are you glad we are bombing the moon?" they'll be like wtfff.  I mean I do ask these questions with people I later get to know and feel comfortable saying anything with; but when first meeting people I more like "oh, so where do you work?  What did you major in etcc...." 

See, you gotta start out with the bombing the moon questions first.  You have it all topsy-turvy. 

Actually, I don't mean anything that outlandish..but like, fun stuff, you know?  The where do you work stuff is a good gate into the cooler questions - just angle that shiznat, yo. 

"So, where do you work?"
"Oh, I do HR at a pharmaceutical company."
"OH, I HEAR HUMANS AREN'T THE ONLY RESOURCE THERE! HAHA! *nudge*"

If she laughs, rinse and repeat.  If she does not, then stalk her on facebook until you figure out why she's a fucking bitch that doesn't laugh at awesome jokes.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Olivia Wilde Homo on July 12, 2009, 07:35:45 PM
The problem with deciding that you want to be in a relationship, and making that your goal, is that it's something that's inherently completely outside your control, and because of this you just end up frustrating yourself and maybe driving yourself half insane.  So I've found that it's better not to try and to focus on other goals instead, things that are within your power.

When you stop looking for a relationship and stop caring, almost to the point where you almost believe you're better off alone forever, you'll find somebody.

Focus on work, school, hanging out with your friends, etc. etc. If you can't meet a girl doing these things, then you're trying to hard. If you have to go elsewhere to find a girl, it won't work out (no similar interests, friends, goals, etc). Do what you love and, hopefully, in doing so, you'll find someone who has the same interests as you.

I don't agree with this, especially for the internet set where most hobbies and free time is spent inside of their house/apartment/mother's basement.  Stop caring really will mean never finding anyone.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Vizzys on July 12, 2009, 07:36:06 PM
propagandhim is like the only person itt with valid advice that doesnt suck
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Propagandhim on July 12, 2009, 07:36:53 PM
propagandhim is like the only person itt with valid advice that doesnt suck

 8)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:37:40 PM
smh
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:39:14 PM
Focus on work, school, hanging out with your friends, etc. etc. If you can't meet a girl doing these things, then you're trying to hard. If you have to go elsewhere to find a girl, it won't work out (no similar interests, friends, goals, etc). Do what you love and, hopefully, in doing so, you'll find someone who has the same interests as you.

I totally agree with this.

The problem is I live in Orange County which is a everyone-drives, everything closes at 10pm-midnight, and everyone's at church doing the super christian conservative thing.

My friend circle who I do regularly hang out with are all involved in relationships (and their female friends have NO FEMALE FRIENDS, so it's all guys + their gfs group) or are not interested in going to social things like parties/bars/clubs with me.

I don't work so I don't meet anyone at work.  I go to school but it's a really really small class (law school) and there's like 0.00001% chance of meeting someone there.  Also I commute and the law school is just a single building so it's not like college where I can just hang around campus and socialize.

All my hobbies I focus on (writing, photography, exploring, video-making, baking, movie watching, game playing, etc...) are solo hobbies that I do on my own because I am on my own 95% of the time.  So not really going to meet anyone through this.

And thus over the years because of this situation the only places I have ever met women are online (aka pursueing), at the occasional party a friend of a friend throws.

What normally happens is that I have zero luck at all meeting anyone so I do the right thing and focus on non-dating stuff and enjoying my life and my school and my hobbies and my friends...and it's good!  But it's a "I'm alone my whole life" good, which "I'm with someone I care about and who cares about me" good is better IMO.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:40:22 PM
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I don't agree with this, especially for the internet set where most hobbies and free time is spent inside of their house/apartment/mother's basement.  Stop caring really will mean never finding anyone.

Yes, but caring equally means never finding anyone, but also causes additional problems, so it's still better to not care since zero benefits > negative benefits.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:41:30 PM
Bebpo you're not crazy.
recursive is too cynical-might as well end yourself now. 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:42:53 PM
I'm c&p this from the pics thread before jarosh comes in here before there and yells at me some more  :-\

What I read from Jarosh's post was 2 things:

1.  I'm in denial
-> Denial of what?
-Denial of self-flaws (personality)
-Yes, I think I have personality problems; why else am I still single and asking for advice on gaming boards?
->What are these flaws?
-Too selfish, too nice, too greedy, too picky, too niave, too emotional, probably more
-> How do I improve those flaws?
-idk; the main ways I change is by meeting people who have an affect on my life and I learn from them; I'm not really sure how to change my core personality and emotions just out of the blue on my own.

2.  Stop being a manchild and be an adult
I'd ditch the manchild/GAF-esque behavior.  Doing that alone may refocus a lot of his priorities.

-Ok...how does one become an adult?
-I am a student; I can't work a job while going to school full time.  So I'm not part of the career working world.  Even when I was, I didn't really notice things being different fwiw.
-I deal with money and bills and keeping finances in check; real world responsibilities like everyone else.  I don't have a significant other, or a child, or a pet or anyone/anything to be responsible for other than myself.
-I read the news and think about what is going on in the world; even though I don't understand a lot of it beyond basic principles
-So...how do I "grow up"?  There is no book/flowchart/guide for this.  When I don't have instructions on how to do something I just attempt it out in a blaze of chaos and fail horribly and learn from my mistakes.  I keep trying things to be more like "adults" but nothing has worked.  As Woody Allen said, if you're not failing every now and again, it's a sign you're not doing anything innovative.  I fail a lot and learn in like every other field, but in life I just fail a lot and don't seem to learn much; or at least I can't understand what I was supposed to have learned.

So yeah, it's great to hear my problems and I can agree with them but I can never see advice on how to actually do anything about them besides seeing a shrink, which I'm uncomfortable with because of dealing with my family if they find out I'm seeing one.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:44:10 PM
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All my hobbies I focus on (writing, photography, exploring, video-making, baking, movie watching, game playing, etc...) are solo hobbies that I do on my own because I am on my own 95% of the time.

Not necessarily for the purpose of meeting women, but couldn't you change this?  Get involved with a bigger video/movie project with other people, etc.  It could at least help relieve your anomie a bit.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:44:52 PM
btw, I'm normally in a good mood/happy/optimistic and then I come here and write down my problems and look them and get depressed and think I suck :\

To quote the Bruce Lee Band,
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"Superman can't even save me from my own insecurities"
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Propagandhim on July 12, 2009, 07:46:17 PM
Do you have a friend that would come with you to a pick-up-and-play rec sport?  I did ultimate frisbee once and it was pretty fun.  Now I'm starting a soccer team - I'd totally invite you if you were near NJ. 


edit: Ohhh you're in California.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:48:18 PM
I'm c&p this from the pics thread before jarosh comes in here before there and yells at me some more  :-\
But really who is jarosh? Some effeminate guy who had to marry his sister from half a world away on the internet because he couldn't find anybody at home?

For that matter who am I to give you advice?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:48:22 PM
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All my hobbies I focus on (writing, photography, exploring, video-making, baking, movie watching, game playing, etc...) are solo hobbies that I do on my own because I am on my own 95% of the time.

Not necessarily for the purpose of meeting women, but couldn't you change this?  Get involved with a bigger video/movie project with other people, etc.  It could at least help relieve your anomie a bit.

I try!  Like a couple of weeks ago I wrote a screenplay called The Rise and Fall of Magmatron which was a spoof on Mazinger type 70's Japanese giant robot films about this robot powered by the magma of the earth (it's soul) who melts the cold heart of Icescaped the giant stereo funk blasting robot from venus who was actually a gentle robot seeking robot love on the inside.

Anyhow I tried for a few weeks to get people together to make the props film it and it never panned out.  Though part of the problem was I was going through this girl situation which kinda was taking up my thoughts/time instead.  Also even if I had gotten the short made it would have just been with all my guy friends so it wouldn't have really helped me meet anyone new.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 07:50:46 PM
Maybe you'd have better luck finding someone else's project to get involved with, at least for the time being, rather than initiating the project yourself? 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:51:01 PM
Do you have a friend that would come with you to a pick-up-and-play rec sport?  I did ultimate frisbee once and it was pretty fun.  Now I'm starting a soccer team - I'd totally invite you if you were near NJ. 


edit: Ohhh you're in California.

That's the other thing.  I love playing sports, yet I never do because have no one to play with.  I used to play soccer in high school and prior and I played soccer with Japanese kids while teaching over there and it was still tons of fun.  I used to hang out with a group and play basketball all the time in high school, but haven't played it since.  Tennis was great for the months I did it as well and I used to be a pitcher in baseball but haven't played in foreeever.

Yeah it's weird cause I love playing sports (not a big watching fan though), but after high school it was like "oh...I have no one to play with anymore" and that was the end of that.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 07:53:11 PM
Maybe you'd have better luck finding someone else's project to get involved with, at least for the time being, rather than initiating the project yourself? 

I don't know how to meet people and get involved in things :(
I'm shy when it comes to irl stuff 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 07:54:15 PM
You do know local sports teams are relatively easy to join. The people there might not be 'interesting' but you know it's a start.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 08:05:56 PM
Also, you might want to seriously think about moving to a better environment.  I dunno much about law schools or how transferring would work, but you'd probably be much better off here in Portland for example, there are a lot more people who are into goofy DIY video shit and whatever else.  Hell, I have a group of semi-friends into it I could probably hook you up with, they are all mid-20s mega-hipster manchildren except for a few who are 30s and 40s mega-hipster manchildren, and most of them have equally mega-hipsterized girlfriends so there you go.

I'm not saying moving will be a panacea for your problems -- it certainly wasn't for mine -- but commuter towns just suck for single people with creative hobbies.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:10:34 PM
After reading a little about zodiac signs (yeah, smh but it's interesting)
I think the original rant in the pics thread was because I needed validation that I was at least normally attractive.

Because I think I look at myself and say:
-Hey I'm good looking; a little short; but in good shape and some sexiness.
-Hey I have dreams and aspirations, fun hobbies, a promising career path
-Hey I'm at intelligent.  Maybe not like Prole or the more literary types, but I do well in school and can solve problems (usually in creative ways).
-Hey I have a nice car, a decent amount of spendable savings to have good times with
-Hey I have good taste in movies/music (too narrow, sure; but what I do like is good)
-Hey I'm sort of quirky and funny at random times (though I'll fully admit I don't have fast and smart wit; I make dumb/silly jokes because it's better than no jokes :P)
-So why am I always single?

It makes me kinda upset because while maybe I'm not Leonardo diCaprio, I think I'm a good catch and it's not like I chase girls way out of my league like models or whatnot.  So it's like I'm here, while all these single girls are complaining about being single and wtfwtfwtf.  So I try to use the online sites as a connection point between the two and it never works :X

Although to be honest I think I blew this last thing by just waiting too long because uh,
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and I had no clue what to do (the bar has an ethics test!!)  And then another guy swept in without the stalling.

Okcupid says the reason why I'm single is that I'm a girl's best guy friend.  Always there and supportive and great to joke around with but they never see you as more than a friend.  This accurately describes every situation I've been in with a girl my entire life (even the one I've slept with; was like friends -> friends w/benefits).  So I can't really refute that but idk how to change it.  The advice I hear growing up was act towards the girl as if she was just one of your guy friends; like nothing's different and I think like that and she DOES BECOME A FRIEND LIKE MY GUY FRIENDS, but uhhhh....then I'm in the male friendszone and she never sees me as anything more and I get a crush and bad bad bad explod.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 08:14:56 PM
After that last one, nothing good is going to come out of this thread.

Go to a therapist.

Really.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:15:41 PM
You do know local sports teams are relatively easy to join. The people there might not be 'interesting' but you know it's a start.

haha, no I actually get along with most guys.  I actually feel a little intimidated I think since I'm small and they're all so tall and strong.  I dunno, the whole "interesting" thing is more that when I talk with people at events/parties I'm bad at holding extended conversations which I THINK is because I can't keep interest and just let the conversation trail off and I walk away and talk to someone else.  But I think that's more about my ADD attention span or self-confidence or something.  I'm not really sure why; but if I click with someone I'm glued to them.  

It's like I'm either not-responsive enough or a fanboy.  I have a difficult time finding a middle ground.

Also, you might want to seriously think about moving to a better environment.  I dunno much about law schools or how transferring would work, but you'd probably be much better off here in Portland for example, there are a lot more people who are into goofy DIY video shit and whatever else.  Hell, I have a group of semi-friends into it I could probably hook you up with, they are all mid-20s mega-hipster manchildren except for a few who are 30s and 40s mega-hipster manchildren, and most of them have equally mega-hipsterized girlfriends so there you go.

I'm not saying moving will be a panacea for your problems -- it certainly wasn't for mine -- but commuter towns just suck for single people with creative hobbies.

I will probably move when I finish school; but for the next two years at least I'm still here and I'm gonna be approaching 30 :\

Duckroll told me this is all because my biological clock has started ticking so I'm getting ansy.  I think it's more because I just had a major life surgery and feel less assured about the LONG TERM future and am getting ansy about experiencing a great love or a great breakup before I...die :\
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 08:18:31 PM
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Underage?
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You can and should do much better.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:19:45 PM
nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the anxiety, conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

i'm an average lookin' dude. i am no paragon of social skills beyond a basic aptitude for public speaking. i don't act particularly intellgent until you get to know me. but i had quite a few girlfriends AND i got married quickly, and that's because I WORKED THE LAW OF AVERAGES. when i saw a girl i had even a passing fancy in, i'd ask if they wanted to go to the student union and get a coffee or ten, or catch a movie. oh, extra bonus plus advice: ALWAYS make sure the first few dates are JUST you and her; NO OTHER FRIENDS OR DISTRACTIONS. i know it feels safer and more comfortable with friends around, but that just lets her diffuse and hide her feelings. she's not getting to know you; she's just meeting OTHER people. plus sometimes your friends work against you, in numerous ways.

also, you're gonna hafta change for a gurl. they do; you do. just stay away from co-dependent or schizoid types -- and you can usually tell within two dates -- and you'll be fine.

Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:20:13 PM
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You can and should do much better.

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She said she was 18 on her profile; I didn't know she was months short of it until I added her on facebook and then it was really weird because I'd gotten a crush on her from getting to know her but I was sooooo not going to act on it with someone < 18
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 08:22:09 PM
nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

also, you're gonna hafta change for a gurl. they do; you do. just stay away from co-dependent or schizoid types -- and you can usually tell within two dates -- and you'll be fine.



Prole's advice is perfect, but it's also the exact same stuff we were telling you in the previous thread...
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 08:24:35 PM
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You can and should do much better.

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She said she was 18 on her profile; I didn't know she was months short of it until I added her on facebook and then it was really weird because I'd gotten a crush on her from getting to know her but I was sooooo not going to act on it with someone < 18
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That's not so bad, you actually made it sound worse than it actually is.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 08:27:04 PM
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It makes me kinda upset because while maybe I'm not Leonardo diCaprio, I think I'm a good catch and it's not like I chase girls way out of my league like models or whatnot.  So it's like I'm here, while all these single girls are complaining about being single and wtfwtfwtf.

See, it's this kind of thought process that's just totally worthless, unproductive, and will drive you insane.  Like I said, the primary characteristic of relationship-finding is that it is completely outside your control.  It's totally dependent on a momentous decision made by someone else, and those kinds of decisions aren't made based on logic or any consistent pattern (by both men and women btw, the only difference is that men are somewhat more likely to tell themselves/others they have some rational basis for their choices, but usually in reality they don't).  So trying to figure out the reason people make these decisions (in this case on whether to accept or reject you as a potential partner) is purely an exercise in frustration because there doesn't need to be a reason at all.  
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:27:53 PM
nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

also, you're gonna hafta change for a gurl. they do; you do. just stay away from co-dependent or schizoid types -- and you can usually tell within two dates -- and you'll be fine.

Thanks.  Seriously.

At the same time though ever girl I've talked to says the reason why they were willing to talk to me was BECAUSE I wasn't like the other guys on the dating sites who ask them out within the first conversation.

It's like you need to have several conversations before asking a girl on a date, but if you have too many it becomes a friend "hang out".  If you have too few the girl thinks you're creepy and she doesn't even know you and why would she want to meet you in person.  From what I've gathered girls want to get to know a guy (if they meet them online) first and make sure he's not a psycho and then start thinking about agreeing to a first date.

That also makes it kind of a time waster?  Because you have to run through all these hoops with each girl first to prove you aren't a psycho and then you can ask them out and half the time or more they'll reject you anyhow.  Or you go and find no chemistry at the first date and you're rejected there.

Meeting people irl is so much simpler.  Your first conversation shows A.  Neither of you is going to kill each other, and B.  You have some chemistry, you get a long.  So by the first meet you can get a number or ask her on a date.  I just wish I had the opportunities to do this more often so I can get rejected, rejected, rejected without wasting all the time and maybe get that 1 out of 10 date.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: MCD on July 12, 2009, 08:32:13 PM
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:33:15 PM
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She said she was 18 on her profile; I didn't know she was months short of it until I added her on facebook and then it was really weird because I'd gotten a crush on her from getting to know her but I was sooooo not going to act on it with someone < 18
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That's not so bad, you actually made it sound worse than it actually is.

Yeah I don't think it was like morally bad, but it was just a bad bad bad situation to be in because it's like what could I do?  Either something WRONG or just stay as friends with someone I really dig for who they are and see what happens in a few months down the line when it's not WRONG.

But other guys did not find it WRONG and a girl with low self-confidence found a guy of action and love happened between two others while I was a friend.  Now I am neither a love or a friend.  :x

But I've moved on from this already and now I'm just trying to better myself for the next person.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:35:24 PM
nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

also, you're gonna hafta change for a gurl. they do; you do. just stay away from co-dependent or schizoid types -- and you can usually tell within two dates -- and you'll be fine.

Thanks.  Seriously.

At the same time though ever girl I've talked to says the reason why they were willing to talk to me was BECAUSE I wasn't like the other guys on the dating sites who ask them out within the first conversation.

It's like you need to have several conversations before asking a girl on a date, but if you have too many it becomes a friend "hang out".  If you have too few the girl thinks you're creepy and she doesn't even know you and why would she want to meet you in person.  From what I've gathered girls want to get to know a guy (if they meet them online) first and make sure he's not a psycho and then start thinking about agreeing to a first date.

That also makes it kind of a time waster?  Because you have to run through all these hoops with each girl first to prove you aren't a psycho and then you can ask them out and half the time or more they'll reject you anyhow.  Or you go and find no chemistry at the first date and you're rejected there.

Meeting people irl is so much simpler.  Your first conversation shows A.  Neither of you is going to kill each other, and B.  You have some chemistry, you get a long.  So by the first meet you can get a number or ask her on a date.  I just wish I had the opportunities to do this more often so I can get rejected, rejected, rejected without wasting all the time and maybe get that 1 out of 10 date.

i'd argue that dating sites aren't actually healthy -- the woman doesn't get to REACT to you as she would in person, but instead can talk herself out of a date for the most trivial of reasons, just as you might with her. a LOT of getting a date and having a relationship is in body language and intiimate personal reactions, and NOT in the realm of pseudo-intellectuality of a conversation displaced by time and relative anonymity. when a girl says "you're not like those other guys" it simply means that she feels that you aren't overcompensating; that doesn't mean she's actually interested. she's making the opening move in an online chess match that you're both gonna lose.

oh, and i *think* you're getting the wrong idea with the first dates: those are YOUR opportunity to evaluate HER. you have an interest; keep the romantic flood at bay while you suss HER out and ask the little questions that open her up. don't idealize her until you've confirmed that she''s worth it; and in the process, you'll discover that she might be all the more into you because you 're holding back.

also, it's just plain AMAZING how much more appealing people are in person -- and this goes for you, as well. i'd argue that all you need is a little more self-respect and not faexpect romance until the dating is well underway. if you need sex, there's any number of places to get that.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:39:36 PM
Yes.  When I meet people in irl and talk with them I find MANY WOMEN attractive and interesting.
Online I'll browse through a hundred profiles before I find one that grabs my attention & doesn't seem out of my league.


Online dating sucks.  I think it's probably been more self-destructive than anything for me.  OTOH though without it I would have zero interaction with women at all. 


Should I just start going to clubs/bars by myself on fri/sat nights and approach people to have practice conversations?  I feel like girls would find a guy at a club/bar alone creepy or pathetic.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 12, 2009, 08:42:02 PM
Let's go to a bar bebpo. I will be your wingman.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:44:48 PM
i dunno. i'll be honest; dating outside of college sounds really brutal to me. i'd find a regular hangout -- a coffee joint, a bookstore, maybe a non-trashy bar or some sort of group hobby meetup thang that isn't super nerdy -- and approach women there? you want a venue where they might be receptive themselves without being creepy or a total meat market, i guess. it sucks if you don't have friends into partying or matchmaking, no doubt.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 08:45:12 PM
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nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the anxiety, conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

I won't claim fear of rejection isn't a big part of it too, but another issue is that I just feel like such a skeez asking girls out out of the blue (or after a bit of conversation I guess?  but where to draw the line between the acceptable-preliminaries-to-establish-non-skeezness zone and the dread friend zone?)  Plus, I still have a kind of strong ideological objection to the notion that friendship and romance are mutually exclusive, and for that matter to the nature of the romance/dating game in general.  This may be partly a rationalization of anxiety etc. but I really don't think that's all there is to it.  For that matter, I'm not sure the anxiety etc. aren't legitimate emotional mechanisms for operationalizing legitimate concerns.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 12, 2009, 08:46:45 PM
Are you in South County, Bebpo? There are more... colorful places in North County where you can find more interesting people. Live in South County, never hang out in South County. That's the rule.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:50:54 PM
of course they are concerns; otherwise, the anxiety wouldn't be as acute. asking a woman out is a RISK, and it's a selfish risk at that.

oh, and i'm not saying ask them right out of the blue; spend an hour or two conversing with them. if they are still smiling and talking with you after an hour, and haven't tried to shoo you off with body language (or outright), you have a pretty good chance of a "yes".
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Boogie on July 12, 2009, 08:52:03 PM
i dunno. i'll be honest; dating outside of college sounds really brutal to me. i'd find a regular hangout -- a coffee joint, a bookstore, maybe a non-trashy bar or some sort of group hobby meetup thang that isn't super nerdy -- and approach women there? you want a venue where they might be receptive themselves without being creepy or a total meat market, i guess. it sucks if you don't have friends into partying or matchmaking, no doubt.

Ya, this is the problem I think I'm going to have now that I'm single again.  Not sure how to "put myself out there", most of my friends are spread around the country now, and when I do hang out with friends, it tends to be just my friends, I'm not really meeting anyone new through my friends at this point.

Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:52:26 PM
Blackmage, I'm down.  Are you in OC/LA area?

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nah, do NOT do the friend thing. always make sure there's clear romantic interest. doing the "let's hang out" thang is a recipe for friend zone shit. ACCEPT REJECTION. rejection is your pal. it weeds out girls who aren't interested early on; and if they decide maybe they WERE interested, you'll have a romantic context. always ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK. most dudes use "friending" women as an excuse to avoid the anxiety, conflict and discomfort of rejection. don't be that way. getting rejected early on is MUCH better than the pain of developing a one-way set of feelings for them over time.

I won't claim fear of rejection isn't a big part of it too, but another issue is that I just feel like such a skeez asking girls out out of the blue (or after a bit of conversation I guess?  but where to draw the line between the acceptable-preliminaries-to-establish-non-skeezness zone and the dread friend zone?)  Plus, I still have a kind of strong ideological objection to the notion that friendship and romance are mutually exclusive, and for that matter to the nature of the romance/dating game in general.  This may be partly a rationalization of anxiety etc. but I really don't think that's all there is to it.  For that matter, I'm not sure the anxiety etc. aren't legitimate emotional mechanisms for operationalizing legitimate concerns.

Yes. Yes. Yes.
I've always felt that I want the person who I fall in love with to be my best friend.  We are not wrong on that my brotha

BUT I HAVE COME TO THE REALIZATION:
IT DOES NOT GO
BEST FRIEND -> LOVER

IT GOES
LOVER -> BEST FRIEND

It's the same thing.  They go hand in hand.  Your lover can be your best friend.  But women never want it to be from the best friend -> bf direction.  They want to fall in love and then become best friends while in love.


I really do think it sucks we live so far apart recursive.  I think you and I would make a good team and we'd find two great girls and go on double dates and all that fun.


Are you in South County, Bebpo? There are more... colorful places in North County where you can find more interesting people. Live in South County, never hang out in South County. That's the rule.

Are you talking about LA?  I'm in Orange County, aka 60-90 mins south of LA.  I have no idea where to go to socialize in this city.  Even the dating sites show 90% of the women registered nearby are an hour drive from me.  There are very, very, very few women from OC on online sites.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:53:27 PM
they only become your "best friend" when the limerence wears off and you both decide to change yourselves for life together.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 08:54:06 PM
Prole has just confirmed all my beliefs about online dating.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 12, 2009, 08:54:47 PM
Best Friend? Ooook. You are living in a dream world.

You should ask yourself

* Can they cook
* Can they help pay the bills
* Do they appreciate cleanliness

I'm sure all those divorces went just well because they were best friends so it's all ok

Snap out of it sweetums
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 08:58:11 PM
Isn't Long Beach in Orange County?  It seemed kind of cool while I was there.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 08:58:54 PM
I can cook!
I can help pay bills!
I appreciate cleanliness!

/I think I'm on the wrong side in this game of life

they only become your "best friend" when the limerence wears off and you both decide to change yourselves for life together.

:\  

I want to keep my pet dream that my gf would be someone who I can go anywhere with and do anything with and talk about anything with and would be supportive and inspiring and fun and funny and everything a friend would be + then you cuddle at night and be "more than friends"  :-*
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 08:58:57 PM
i dunno. i'll be honest; dating outside of college sounds really brutal to me. i'd find a regular hangout -- a coffee joint, a bookstore, maybe a non-trashy bar or some sort of group hobby meetup thang that isn't super nerdy -- and approach women there? you want a venue where they might be receptive themselves without being creepy or a total meat market, i guess. it sucks if you don't have friends into partying or matchmaking, no doubt.

Ya, this is the problem I think I'm going to have now that I'm single again.  Not sure how to "put myself out there", most of my friends are spread around the country now, and when I do hang out with friends, it tends to be just my friends, I'm not really meeting anyone new through my friends at this point.



i always figured there would be some sort of moneymaking opportunity in a singles coffeehouse/bookstore that catered to single late 20s and 30-somethings with introverted tendencies, but i lack the cultural savvy and cachet to imagine how it might work or how to successfully market it :(
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:00:12 PM
Isn't Long Beach in Orange County?  It seemed kind of cool while I was there.

Sorta.  It's not that far (30-40 min drive).  No idea what there is to do there besides what I go there for (pier, aquarium, conventions).
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 12, 2009, 09:01:02 PM
I can cook!
I can help pay bills!
I appreciate cleanliness!

/I think I'm on the wrong side in this game of life

they only become your "best friend" when the limerence wears off and you both decide to change yourselves for life together.

:\  

I want to keep my pet dream that my gf would be someone who I can go anywhere with and do anything with and talk about anything with and would be supportive and inspiring and fun and funny and everything a friend would be + then you cuddle at night and be "more than friends"  :-*

Too many RPGs

No I'm kidding I love Kingdom Hearts :wub
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:01:17 PM
i dunno. i'll be honest; dating outside of college sounds really brutal to me. i'd find a regular hangout -- a coffee joint, a bookstore, maybe a non-trashy bar or some sort of group hobby meetup thang that isn't super nerdy -- and approach women there? you want a venue where they might be receptive themselves without being creepy or a total meat market, i guess. it sucks if you don't have friends into partying or matchmaking, no doubt.

Ya, this is the problem I think I'm going to have now that I'm single again.  Not sure how to "put myself out there", most of my friends are spread around the country now, and when I do hang out with friends, it tends to be just my friends, I'm not really meeting anyone new through my friends at this point.



i always figured there would be some sort of moneymaking opportunity in a singles coffeehouse/bookstore that catered to single late 20s and 30-somethings with introverted tendencies, but i lack to the cultural savvy and cachet to imagine how it might work or how to successfully market it :(

I like this idea and would buy your coffee.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:03:09 PM
I can cook!
I can help pay bills!
I appreciate cleanliness!

/I think I'm on the wrong side in this game of life

they only become your "best friend" when the limerence wears off and you both decide to change yourselves for life together.

:\  

I want to keep my pet dream that my gf would be someone who I can go anywhere with and do anything with and talk about anything with and would be supportive and inspiring and fun and funny and everything a friend would be + then you cuddle at night and be "more than friends"  :-*

Too many RPGs

No I'm kidding I love Kingdom Hearts :wub

No, you're a little bit right.  Growing up on Japanese games/anime definitely molded my personality a bit and gave me the stupid white knight syndrome where I'm always drawn to a princess I can "save" from distress/despair.  Too many "I WILL PROTECT YOU" lines drilled into my head from Japan :\
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:04:15 PM
seriously, i can't imagine how a  coffee joint with no alcohol, quieter music, late hours, and regularly scheduled group discussions/events wouldn't work. it'd all be in the marketing, of course

this is because i loathe clubs and everything they stand for, of course
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:06:25 PM
coffeehouse/bookstore/fresh-made chocolates
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 09:06:51 PM
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i always figured there would be some sort of moneymaking opportunity in a singles coffeehouse/bookstore that catered to single late 20s and 30-somethings with introverted tendencies, but i lack to the cultural savvy and cachet to imagine how it might work or how to successfully market it Sad

have you shot j allard an email yet?  you could tie it into the zune social somehow.  software plus services plus venue
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:07:46 PM
we could keep a liquor license handy just in case Nebbish McNerd needs a little help chatting up Nerdina O'Titties
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:08:57 PM
coffeehouse/bookstore/fresh-made chocolates

On a side not I baked chocolate chip cookies last night at a party and everyone loved them and said I should open a bakery.
I really should.  

In fact, I could bake for Prole's shop.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:10:57 PM
- make the tables so that they seat no more than three people comfortably
- make the chocolates bigger than the normal serving size so that people are more apt to share
- limited amount of sofas, all loveseat-sized
- mellow but upbeat music
- lighting low enough for discretion but bright enough to read
- low-key, neutral decor, so you're not shoving romance down people's throats
- book slection keyed towards discussion topics
- lots of two-for-one specials
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 12, 2009, 09:12:14 PM
- big black dildos for the ladies













- and the men i guess
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:12:41 PM
- anime in a hermetically sealed room in the back for odor control
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:13:08 PM
- if alcohol is an option, keep it to things like brandy and liquors that can be added to coffee-type drinks
- during the summer season, cut down on the chocolates and maybe add a small selection of ice creams
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:13:52 PM
yeah, nerds need drinks but only in a very controlled amount
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:14:10 PM
- refuse service to anyone wearing an anime/comic book/ video game t-shirt
- no shoes, no shirt, no soap, no service
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 09:15:47 PM
Bebpo, you're going to law school, right? Are there social gatherings for your cohort or other graduate students? That would be a great place to make friends or meet other people.

You're also more than likely on a college campus, where lots of things are happening. That's one of the best places to meet people.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:16:14 PM
- on weekend nights, though, you could have something like a set-up for rock band, or wii games, or something similarly non-threatening and comfortably social
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 09:17:44 PM
I used to hang out at an anarchist coffeeshop/occasional bookstore that fits a good deal of your description.  I never met any women there though.

(edit: there were plenty of girls/women there btw, they just weren't interested in talking to me.)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:18:17 PM
the 2-fer-1 is oh so cunning :o
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 09:20:22 PM
So how are you planning to promote the romance/singles angle without actually promoting it?  I assume that's the idea, right?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Eel O'Brian on July 12, 2009, 09:23:55 PM
if you promote it as a romantic hangout shy antisocial nerds will avoid it like daylight

you let it naturally happen

plus, you also want to sell coffee and sweet things to others with money, so you wouldn't want to put up that barrier for the average schmuck who just wants to slurp on an overpriced latte
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:24:16 PM
Bebpo, you're going to law school, right? Are there social gatherings for your cohort or other graduate students? That would be a great place to make friends or meet other people.

Kindaaaa.   But it's more like people giving speeches and things.  There are some clubs and people do go drinking on fridays, but I've never really gone because I didn't hang with the crowd that went and had no idea what time and where they were taking place.

I should try going next semester.

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You're also more than likely on a college campus, where lots of things are happening. That's one of the best places to meet people.

It is on one but we're like across the street in our own building.  I could just non-nonchalantly walk over and just kinda walk around on the grass area of the main campus.  Though not sure what to say if someone asks me what I'm doing there, lol.  Also it sounds weird coming from my story above, but I've always been uncomfortable around college women because it makes me feel creepy.  I'd never even thought about approaching anyone more than a year or two outside my age in either direction until just this time I was like "what the hell, I doubt an 18 year old would have any interest in someone 27, but she seems really cool and what do I have to lose?".
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 09:25:57 PM
Bebpo, you're going to law school, right? Are there social gatherings for your cohort or other graduate students? That would be a great place to make friends or meet other people.

Kindaaaa.   But it's more like people giving speeches and things.  There are some clubs and people do go drinking on fridays, but I've never really gone because I didn't hang with the crowd that went and had no idea what time and where they were taking place.

I should try going next semester.

You should totally go. I remember lots of my classmates hooking up with each other at our parties and gatherings in graduate school.

Also, are there any adult sports leagues near you? My wife and I play on dodgeball and kickball teams with a bunch of our friends. There are also teams with a bunch of strangers, and they always get along. These are not just a bunch of hardcore jocks trying to relive their high school and college days, it's a mixture of them and city dwelling hipsters. After the games all the teams go drinking at a nearby bar. It's a great way to meet people.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 12, 2009, 09:31:18 PM
Bebpo good luck!
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:32:39 PM
Another aside for dating tips

So on Friday I was at this party at a friend of a friends house and I didn't know most people but it was a small 10-15 person thing.  I was somewhat alcholized and was talking with this cute alchoholized girl and her friend as well as another guy (so 2girls/2guys) and we talked from like 11-12pm until like 2-3am; laughing, joking around, high fiving each other.  Then her and her friend said they were going on a del taco run at like 2-3am.  I had thought there was some potential between myself and the girl and thought maybe something was going to happen so I was like "are you coming back after?" and they were like "nah, we're heading home to get some sleep after" and I'm like "oh, bye".

Somewhere along there I'm sure I blew the chance at hooking up with the girl.  Where did I mess this up?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 09:34:11 PM
Also, are there any adult sports leagues near you? My wife and I play on dodgeball and kickball teams with a bunch of our friends. There are also teams with a bunch of strangers, and they always get along. These are not just a bunch of hardcore jocks trying to relive their high school and college days, it's a mixture of them and city dwelling hipsters. After the games all the teams go drinking at a nearby bar. It's a great way to meet people.

How do you find out and get involved in these things?  I never really tried to actively get involved with things in my community and I really have no idea how you start.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 12, 2009, 09:35:17 PM
Well, checking your local paper is a very good start for finding out about local activities.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 09:38:35 PM
Another aside for dating tips

So on Friday I was at this party at a friend of a friends house and I didn't know most people but it was a small 10-15 person thing.  I was somewhat alcholized and was talking with this cute alchoholized girl and her friend as well as another guy (so 2girls/2guys) and we talked from like 11-12pm until like 2-3am; laughing, joking around, high fiving each other.  Then her and her friend said they were going on a del taco run at like 2-3am.  I had thought there was some potential between myself and the girl and thought maybe something was going to happen so I was like "are you coming back after?" and they were like "nah, we're heading home to get some sleep after" and I'm like "oh, bye".

Somewhere along there I'm sure I blew the chance at hooking up with the girl.  Where did I mess this up?
Pretty simple should of said you'll go along with them.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 12, 2009, 09:47:44 PM
Are you talking about LA?  I'm in Orange County, aka 60-90 mins south of LA.  I have no idea where to go to socialize in this city.  Even the dating sites show 90% of the women registered nearby are an hour drive from me.  There are very, very, very few women from OC on online sites.

I was talking about the North / South divide within Orange County. (The 22 is the boundary, usually.)

South County is safe, pedestrian, homogeneous, not welcoming to variance and crushingly dull. North County has something other than white people.

I just moved back to South County after half a decade in LA but things can't have changed too much in my absence. If you live south of the 22 stop lookin' for women there.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 12, 2009, 09:48:15 PM
:drudge Grumpy Old Man Alert  :drudge

You become an adult when you swallow the following bitter pills, and all that they imply:

- You are going to die.

- You are fundamentally alone inside of yourself.
      
- Noone is ever going to be interested in endlessly exploring the depths of your personality, because your girlfriend is not your mommy.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 12, 2009, 09:53:12 PM
pretty much that! you'll never, ever stop feeling alone in some capacity, so start rationalizing it NOW NOW NOW and get comfortable with yourself

or find jesus, he likes to live inside you
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 09:58:54 PM
Also, are there any adult sports leagues near you? My wife and I play on dodgeball and kickball teams with a bunch of our friends. There are also teams with a bunch of strangers, and they always get along. These are not just a bunch of hardcore jocks trying to relive their high school and college days, it's a mixture of them and city dwelling hipsters. After the games all the teams go drinking at a nearby bar. It's a great way to meet people.

How do you find out and get involved in these things?  I never really tried to actively get involved with things in my community and I really have no idea how you start.

Google it? Is there an alternative weekly newspaper in your area? The Stranger up in here in Seattle has lots of gatherings for single people. They've been doing this thing called Slog Happy once a month where everyone meets at a different bar for happy hour and they mingle. I've never been, but they appear to be popular.

One of my close single friends has gotten into fire hooping and aerial rope climbing recently, which has opened him up to TONS of single girls. We'll be hooping at the lake near my house and loads of girls coming running up him. He's also heading down that hippie Burning Man path, but I don't know if that's something you're interested in.

Another aside for dating tips

So on Friday I was at this party at a friend of a friends house and I didn't know most people but it was a small 10-15 person thing.  I was somewhat alcholized and was talking with this cute alchoholized girl and her friend as well as another guy (so 2girls/2guys) and we talked from like 11-12pm until like 2-3am; laughing, joking around, high fiving each other.  Then her and her friend said they were going on a del taco run at like 2-3am.  I had thought there was some potential between myself and the girl and thought maybe something was going to happen so I was like "are you coming back after?" and they were like "nah, we're heading home to get some sleep after" and I'm like "oh, bye".

Somewhere along there I'm sure I blew the chance at hooking up with the girl.  Where did I mess this up?

You could've manned up and been like, "Oh, that's cool. Hey, do you think I could call you sometime and maybe we could hang out?" If she says no, at least you tried.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 10:05:59 PM
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- Noone is ever going to be interested in endlessly exploring the depths of your personality, because your girlfriend is not your mommy.

tbh, on the occasions that I've met women who acted all interested in exploring my personality and shit it just made me feel guilty and undeserving. 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 10:07:22 PM
Are you talking about LA?  I'm in Orange County, aka 60-90 mins south of LA.  I have no idea where to go to socialize in this city.  Even the dating sites show 90% of the women registered nearby are an hour drive from me.  There are very, very, very few women from OC on online sites.

I was talking about the North / South divide within Orange County. (The 22 is the boundary, usually.)

South County is safe, pedestrian, homogeneous, not welcoming to variance and crushingly dull. North County has something other than white people.

I just moved back to South County after half a decade in LA but things can't have changed too much in my absence. If you live south of the 22 stop lookin' for women there.

I do live south of the 22, but what's there to do north of the 22?  Or are you just saying I should check out clubs/bars north of the 22?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 12, 2009, 10:08:11 PM
how bout trying to pick up women directly on the 22?  you could stand on a divider and hold up a sign.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 10:12:26 PM
Google it? Is there an alternative weekly newspaper in your area? The Stranger up in here in Seattle has lots of gatherings for single people. They've been doing this thing called Slog Happy once a month where everyone meets at a different bar for happy hour and they mingle. I've never been, but they appear to be popular.

One of my close single friends has gotten into fire hooping and rope climbing recently, which has opened him up to TONS of single girls. We'll be hooping at the lake near my house and loads of girls coming running up him. He's also heading down that hippie Burning Man path, but I don't know if that's something you're interested in.

Hmmmm, I've never really read local newspapers since I had the internet; but I'll take a look.  

And yeah I keep hearing about the burning man thing.  The girl I was talking to was going to go do that next time.  Seems like fun, but crazy, but maybe good crazy?  Idk; I'd be down to go with someone but I wouldn't just go by myself.

/google's fire hooping
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 12, 2009, 10:13:54 PM
Google it? Is there an alternative weekly newspaper in your area? The Stranger up in here in Seattle has lots of gatherings for single people. They've been doing this thing called Slog Happy once a month where everyone meets at a different bar for happy hour and they mingle. I've never been, but they appear to be popular.

One of my close single friends has gotten into fire hooping and rope climbing recently, which has opened him up to TONS of single girls. We'll be hooping at the lake near my house and loads of girls coming running up him. He's also heading down that hippie Burning Man path, but I don't know if that's something you're interested in.

Hmmmm, I've never really read local newspapers since I had the internet; but I'll take a look.  

And yeah I keep hearing about the burning man thing.  The girl I was talking to was going to go do that next time.  Seems like fun, but crazy, but maybe good crazy?  Idk; I'd be down to go with someone but I wouldn't just go by myself.

/google's fire hooping


Fire hooping is a hula hoop with wicks attached to it that are on fire. It's really cool to watch him do fire hooping shows in our friends' backyards, but I'd start with hula hooping and work your way up to it.

Burning Man is so not my thing. I'm pretty much a crazy leftist liberal city 20-something, but Burning Man is too out there for me.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 10:16:33 PM
:drudge Grumpy Old Man Alert  :drudge

You become an adult when you swallow the following bitter pills, and all that they imply:

- You are going to die. I'm ok with mortality; it's sucks but it's a great motivator to do things NOW and enjoy things while they last

- You are fundamentally alone inside of yourself.  "No one's going to hold your hand on the day you die", yeah I get this; it sucks; I don't like to think about it
      
- Noone is ever going to be interested in endlessly exploring the depths of your personality, because your girlfriend is not your mommy. I don't like this; In fact, maybe I do need a therapist to have someone for this; but then I think I'd just fall in love with my therapist.  I want people to understand me and I want to understand them.

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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Tristam on July 12, 2009, 10:55:58 PM
I'm glad you're trying to change yourself. The problem with the post in the pics thread that prompted this topic is that it highlights your presumptuous attitude (Fresh Prince IIRC already pointed this out). You presume that a woman is less interesting than you simply because she doesn't share your interest in anime and robots or is confused when you start harping on about moon-bombings. And the implication in your posts is that you have trouble meeting women you like because--damn!--there just aren't that many women who are more interesting than you. You're just that awesome.

But Prole has been giving great advice in this thread--some of which I may need to refer back to if I break up with my current girlfriend, since I just graduated from university--and it looks like you're trying to follow it, so good on you.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 11:19:50 PM
I don't want to presume anything!  I just have trouble talking with people unless we click after the first 5-10 mins.  Otherwise I ask simple questions, they ask simple questions, at some point I just walk away and start talking to someone else.

Anyhow I've been looking at the dive bar reviews for this area, and there are some interesting places that have are crowded every night.  Now I've never been to a dive bar and I'd be interested out of curiosity to do an experiment and like go to a different dive bar every night this week to practice socializing with people but I see two problems:
1.  By myself
2.  I can't drink if I'm driving (which obviously I am) and if I can't drink I'll be shy and quiet and feel weird being at a bar and not drinking :x
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Tristam on July 12, 2009, 11:32:33 PM
Buy a beer and sit around taking occasional drinks from that. You won't get drunk and you won't look weird.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 12, 2009, 11:34:51 PM
Maybe turn it down a notch. If you want to socialise with people your own age in a fairly non-stressful environment there must be some youth jewish groups or even liberal youth church groups you can attend and then bail out of.  
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Phoenix Dark on July 12, 2009, 11:35:08 PM
The problem with deciding that you want to be in a relationship, and making that your goal, is that it's something that's inherently completely outside your control, and because of this you just end up frustrating yourself and maybe driving yourself half insane.  So I've found that it's better not to try and to focus on other goals instead, things that are within your power.

When you stop looking for a relationship and stop caring, almost to the point where you almost believe you're better off alone forever, you'll find somebody.

Focus on work, school, hanging out with your friends, etc. etc. If you can't meet a girl doing these things, then you're trying to hard. If you have to go elsewhere to find a girl, it won't work out (no similar interests, friends, goals, etc). Do what you love and, hopefully, in doing so, you'll find someone who has the same interests as you.

.

I began to feel much better about myself when I stopped caring, and eventually my luck got substantially better
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 12, 2009, 11:46:07 PM
Maybe turn it down a notch. If you want to socialise with people your own age in a fairly non-stressful environment there must be some youth jewish groups or even liberal youth church groups you can attend and then bail out of.  

Religion:  Let's not get into that time I read half the bible for a girl.  Not doing that again.  EVER.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 13, 2009, 12:22:37 AM
Eh depending on the church group you might not even need to read the bible. Anyway it's not for picking up girls or making new friends even (though that might happen) it's just there to polish you social skills.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 13, 2009, 12:26:38 AM
I do live south of the 22, but what's there to do north of the 22?  Or are you just saying I should check out clubs/bars north of the 22?

I'm saying the people north of it aren't as shitty. As for specific places I'll have to ask around, as I said I just got back.  8)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bloodwake on July 13, 2009, 12:43:50 AM
I didn't make this thread

:supergay :supergay :supergay
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 01:04:56 AM
So I didn't bring up that I'd been talking to someone new since the start of July when I lost the previous one because I didn't want to jinx it and I also wasn't really interested in pursuing it beyond friends since we were like 90 mins driving distance.  We didn't talk a lot, just a little over the couple of weeks and it helped my confidence since I was the only guy out of all the guys who messaged her on okc that she gave her aim to and chatted with.  The reason why we didn't date right away (I did ask) was that she was moving and packing and didn't have time and said she'd see about it after she moved.

Anyhow I was talking to her tonight and she brought up her ex and then had an emotionally breakdown and said she hadn't dated anyone for 3 years and that okc has only solidified that she can't do dating and she was going to delete her profile, was sorry she wasted my time, and was going to work on her personal issues.

This was a "normal" girl

duckroll says I need to reroll my character because of my bad fucking karma  :lol

Anyhow don't worry I'm not upset at all about this.  The distance was too far and I didn't see anything actually happening.  It was just nice having a girl to talk to right after the last girl stopped talking to me after 4 weeks of intense conversation.  I guess this is what rebounding feels like in an weird non-physical texty-emoticon way.

 



Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 13, 2009, 01:32:30 AM
I live in Camarillo, bebpo..  :-*
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlueTsunami on July 13, 2009, 01:45:14 AM
This is the "Introvert Thread of Relevant Girl Advice" to rule them all
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 01:57:35 AM
I live in Camarillo, bebpo..  :-*

So farrrrr :(

This is the "Introvert Thread of Relevant Girl Advice" to rule them all

Hey, mypersonality.info says I'm 5% more extroverted than introverted so yeah; take that!
http://www.mypersonality.info/bebpo/

I'm basically the male Amelie except I enjoy social events.  The 4 week girl was also an ENFP and had pretty damn close numbers, which explains why we got along so well. 

Also seeing how I am feeling absolutely nothing and I didn't really have much compassion to help this new girl through her problems (just gave a little encouragement and let her go with positivity that she'll get through her issues); I kinda wonder if the 4 week girl thing kinda killed my emotional attachmenting to girls or if I just felt detached completely with this new girl because of the distance.  It's kind of nice not caring to the point that it actually hurts when rejected.  To quote the 4 week girl (she was a seriously a great writer)

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I can’t relate to you. I never could. You would never understand me and I could never understand you. It doesn’t matter. Imagine, leaving. Everyone is always leaving. Imagine being immune to it. Imagine still hurting, another hurt doesn’t matter. We we’re never close, anyways. We couldn’t relate.

But I'm afraid I'll just become a robot if I lose my emotions.  Maybe they are simply sleeping right now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 01:59:48 AM
you're such a unique snowflake, bebpo
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:03:15 AM
you're such a unique snowflake, bebpo

But I'm not your type and that makes me sad  :'(
I shaved my chest last week; do I get any plus points with you for that?  :-*
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 02:03:48 AM
Stop chatting with girls on the internet. It's not a slam on you, but it's probably not helping you to develop realistic ways of interacting with them and getting out of the friend zone.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:04:27 AM
umm i appreciate your trying to learn from your mistakes and change but i think you seriously inferred the wrong lesson from your last cradle-robbing foray.  this new girl is only 4 weeks old?!?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:12:18 AM
umm i appreciate your trying to learn from your mistakes and change but i think you seriously inferred the wrong lesson from your last cradle-robbing foray.  this new girl is only 4 weeks old?!?

I speak in codenames, though I wouldn't be surprised if she's found this place and at this point I don't care.


Stop chatting with girls on the internet. It's not a slam on you, but it's probably not helping you to develop realistic ways of interacting with them and getting out of the friend zone.

:\

I know what you're saying and I looked through the paper (I think OCWeekly is our closest equivalent) but I didn't find any "hey random people get together and socialize" group event type things.  All it led me to were BEST BARS FOR MEETING PEOPLE and I did find out that there's a freaking awesome animatronic monster exhibit pretty close by which I am totally going to check out soon.

When I talk to girls online it at least helps my confidence in that "hey I can talk to girls" aspect even though that's different than "hey I can talk to girls in real life", but it's still a little comforting? 

I'm kinda unsure about bars/clubs right now.  I feel like I could get good experience just learning to talk to women at them; yet I think a one night stand or any action would do more self-damage and regret afterwards since it's not like a real relationship.  I don't want to screw myself up anymore than I am and everyone I've met who does casual sex has felt bad about it later on and it messes up their self-image.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 02:13:11 AM
you're such a unique snowflake, bebpo

But I'm not your type and that makes me sad  :'(
I shaved my chest last week; do I get any plus points with you for that?  :-*

Totally, chest hair is so icky on twigs
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:13:55 AM
I've never felt bad about casual sex, FWIW.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:14:55 AM
you're such a unique snowflake, bebpo

But I'm not your type and that makes me sad  :'(
I shaved my chest last week; do I get any plus points with you for that?  :-*

Totally, chest hair is so icky on twigs

yayyy <3 demi
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlueTsunami on July 13, 2009, 02:15:41 AM
These words are from Leonard Cohen. I forgot about them till' now (its in regards to his success with women)...

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We're always experiencing, joy or sadness. So there is no jackpot in the whole enterprise. Your'e ether going to have the courage, because after a certain amount of time the accumulation of defeats in this realm are going to be significant so I think the people that, in spite of the defeat, in spite of the impossability of esablishing reasonable contex with the other, the people that are fortunate enough to continue doing this are indeed fortunate.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 02:17:01 AM
In some situations I'd say a good one night stand would do wonders, but I don't think it would help you. I think it would make things worse as you seem like the kind of guy who would get really attached immediately.

Sure, talking to girls on the internet might be a confidence booster, but it's completely different from real life and could give you unrealistic expectations of how things work out there in the offline world.

It sounds like you end up in lots of situations with regular girls, like that party you went to on Friday night. All is not lost, man! Calm down, don't worry so much about getting a girlfriend and have a good time. If you see someone who seems cool, ask her for her number or if she wants to get a drink sometime. If she says yes, good job! If she's no, at least you tried and you can move on. Your world doesn't end and giant robots still rule.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:17:26 AM
I've never felt bad about casual sex, FWIW.

I think it would be dangerous for me.  
If I'm in full emotion mode it would fuck me up since she'll be gone.
If I'm in robot mode I'd be fine but seriously the next day I'll be in the exact same position as today, so all it would get me is some good feeling satisfaction for a few hours?  Idk, I don't think I could do it.  

Basically what distantmantra said.

It sounds like you end up in lots of situations with regular girls, like that party you went to on Friday night. All is not lost, man! Calm down, don't worry so much about getting a girlfriend and have a good time. If you see someone who seems cool, ask her for her number or if she wants to get a drink sometime. If she says yes, good job! If she's no, at least you tried and you can move on. Your world doesn't end and giant robot still rule.

Yeah, this is the best way to do it.  But these parties happen very rarely in my circle of friends.  Maybe 2-3 times a year and that's all.  I had a party at my place the other night and there were like 20-30 people with full bands and djs and all and ALL MALE except 3 or so females who were gfs.  The groups I roll with tend to be all male all the time :x
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 02:18:29 AM
These words are from Leonard Cohen. I forgot about them till' now (its in regards to his success with women)...

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We're always experiencing, joy or sadness. So there is no jackpot in the whole enterprise. Your'e ether going to have the courage, because after a certain amount of time the accumulation of defeats in this realm are going to be significant so I think the people that, in spite of the defeat, in spite of the impossability of esablishing reasonable contex with the other, the people that are fortunate enough to continue doing this are indeed fortunate.

it's just a girl man, no need to go socrates over it.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlueTsunami on July 13, 2009, 02:19:32 AM
 :tophat
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 02:20:02 AM
You sound a lot like me in college, Bebpo, ie. your outlook on girls, etc. Just seriously calm down, don't stress over everything and stop falling into the friend zone. Things will work out. Hell, I've been married for three years (we starting dating in 2003). It can work out in the end.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 02:21:41 AM
Bebpo you should use this time fretting over girls to do something more productive like helping romhackers translate games for me to play
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 13, 2009, 02:21:46 AM
I've never felt bad about casual sex, FWIW.

I think it would be dangerous for me.  
If I'm in full emotion mode it would fuck me up since she'll be gone.
If I'm in robot mode I'd be fine but seriously the next day I'll be in the exact same position as today, so all it would get me is some good feeling satisfaction for a few hours?  Idk, I don't think I could do it.  



I was always led to believe that this is what we lived for.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 02:23:11 AM
I've never felt bad about casual sex, FWIW.

I think it would be dangerous for me.  
If I'm in full emotion mode it would fuck me up since she'll be gone.
If I'm in robot mode I'd be fine but seriously the next day I'll be in the exact same position as today, so all it would get me is some good feeling satisfaction for a few hours?  Idk, I don't think I could do it.  



I was always led to believe that this is what we lived for.

Not everyone can take a night of no-strings-attached sex for it what it is. Some people can't separate the pleasure from feelings of infatuation and what they perceive to be love.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:25:37 AM
You sound a lot like me in college, Bebpo, ie. your outlook on girls, etc. Just seriously calm down, don't stress over everything and stop falling into the friend zone. Things will work out. Hell, I've been married for three years (we starting dating in 2003). It can work out in the end.

yeah

I'm just so busy during school I really don't have time to think about women/dating and so during the summer I do.  It's like a little ticking time bomb  :lol

I do need to learn how to avoid the friend zone.  That would be the best thing I could learn right now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:28:53 AM
Bebpo you should use this time fretting over girls to do something more productive like helping romhackers translate games for me to play

Wait for my xseedish company in 2015; we'll get all your games translated and then you can bootleg them as thanks.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 13, 2009, 02:31:09 AM
I've never felt bad about casual sex, FWIW.

I think it would be dangerous for me.  
If I'm in full emotion mode it would fuck me up since she'll be gone.
If I'm in robot mode I'd be fine but seriously the next day I'll be in the exact same position as today, so all it would get me is some good feeling satisfaction for a few hours?  Idk, I don't think I could do it.  



I was always led to believe that this is what we lived for.

Not everyone can take a night of no-strings-attached sex for it what it is. Some people can't separate the pleasure from feelings of infatuation and what they perceive to be love.

well at least my ice cream sammich was fuken delicious
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:33:09 AM
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I think it would be dangerous for me.  
If I'm in full emotion mode it would fuck me up since she'll be gone.
If I'm in robot mode I'd be fine but seriously the next day I'll be in the exact same position as today, so all it would get me is some good feeling satisfaction for a few hours?  Idk, I don't think I could do it.

I think you can make a real human connection with someone without it being possessive and all-consuming.  The robot mode thing is kind of a false dichotomy.  It's not just about pleasure, it's about human relations, just transitory ones and more "like" than "love".
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 02:37:22 AM
Bebpo you should use this time fretting over girls to do something more productive like helping romhackers translate games for me to play

Wait for my xseedish company in 2015; we'll get all your games translated and then you can bootleg them as thanks.

i don't appreciate this attitude and wish to only remain friends
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:37:47 AM
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Yeah, this is the best way to do it.  But these parties happen very rarely in my circle of friends.  Maybe 2-3 times a year and that's all.  I had a party at my place the other night and there were like 20-30 people with full bands and djs and all and ALL MALE except 3 or so females who were gfs.  The groups I roll with tend to be all male all the time :x

Get your friends to make their music more appealing to women?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 13, 2009, 02:38:05 AM
false dichotomy is right.  It shouldn't be all or nothing.  An adult can accept that there are shades of gray.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:42:11 AM
blackmage I think this is about you
(http://www.davidlynch.de/chevalangry1.jpg)
(http://www.davidlynch.de/seconddog.jpg)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:43:35 AM
false dichotomy is right.  It shouldn't be all or nothing.  An adult can accept that there are shades of gray.

So you can meet someone, like the, have sex with them, never see them again, and feel good about it the next day?
idk, for me sex is about emotions built behind them more than the act.

Anyhow I feeeel uncomfortable talking about this because me and 4 week girl had this same exact talk since she was all about the casual sex with lots of people and I.was.not.  She said the whole speech about how even though it's only 1 night there can still be feelings like Before Sunrise and maybe it's true but without having experienced that I can't really say on the matter; I just prefer the ideal of a deep great love behind the act of sleeping with someone.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 02:46:11 AM
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Anyhow I feeeel uncomfortable talking about this because me and 4 week girl had this same exact talk since she was all about the casual sex with lots of people and I.was.not.  She said the whole speech about how even though it's only 1 night there can still be feelings like Before Sunrise and maybe it's true but without having experienced that I can't really say on the matter; I just prefer the ideal of a deep great love behind the act of sleeping with someone.

what she said is exactly right, at least for me.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 02:50:22 AM
I had a tough time with the casual sex thing, too. I had once one-night stand back in the day, and it was really odd. I wanted to see the girl more, but she wasn't looking for a relationship, and it was a hard thing for me to accept. I learned from it, though, which is a good thing.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 13, 2009, 02:50:58 AM
ideals are for fascists.  Absolve yourself of them and join the world of men.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 02:53:37 AM
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Anyhow I feeeel uncomfortable talking about this because me and 4 week girl had this same exact talk since she was all about the casual sex with lots of people and I.was.not.  She said the whole speech about how even though it's only 1 night there can still be feelings like Before Sunrise and maybe it's true but without having experienced that I can't really say on the matter; I just prefer the ideal of a deep great love behind the act of sleeping with someone.

what she said is exactly right, at least for me.

Everything she said was probably right; she was a lot more intelligent, well written, and well-learned of the world than I am; despite being 10 years my [insert opposite of senior].  Which was both inspiring and made me seem somewhat distinguished mentally-challenged.  :-X
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 03:06:46 AM
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ideals are for fascists.  Absolve yourself of them and join the world of men.

 ::)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 13, 2009, 03:12:13 AM
well, while i wouldn't say ideals are THAT bad, they ARE a bit cumbersome and often rather useless when setting one's expectations for human relationships
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:13:43 AM
well, while i wouldn't say ideals are THAT bad, they ARE a bit cumbersome and often rather useless when setting one's expectation for human relationships

Also, if you haven't experienced certain things all you have is ideals to go by until reality hits you in the head and shows you otherwise.

I'm definitely lacking in life experience in certain areas. 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 03:16:24 AM
so is the pity party over yet
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:19:41 AM
I don't want your pity demi
I want your love :)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 13, 2009, 03:23:49 AM
Do you talk like this with girls?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:25:36 AM
Do you talk like this with girls?

Be more specific, I've used like a dozen different personalities of speaking with my posts in this thread.  In fact I'm sure if I re-read it a good amount would contradict other posts by me.

I already said I was crazy so I don't know what you are expectinggg
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 03:27:12 AM
I don't want your pity demi
I want your love :)

nope still not working
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 13, 2009, 03:27:37 AM
Do you talk like this with girls?

Be more specific, I've used like a dozen different personalities of speaking with my posts in this thread.  In fact I'm sure if I re-read it a good amount would contradict other posts by me.

I already said I was crazy so I don't know what you are expectinggg

In this confessional sort of manner that you have been keeping up.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:36:44 AM
Do you talk like this with girls?

Be more specific, I've used like a dozen different personalities of speaking with my posts in this thread.  In fact I'm sure if I re-read it a good amount would contradict other posts by me.

I already said I was crazy so I don't know what you are expectinggg

In this confessional sort of manner that you have been keeping up.

Not usually.  It depends on the subject.  I have a crazy view in my head that to get good advice I need the person evaluating me to get as much info as possible so they can give the best possible advice.  Mainly because I want advice that I can follow and it'll work!  Like how I tell the doctor a million things to get the best evaluation, though I don't think they really are paying attention.

I do it here because there are a handful of people with different experiences under their belt who can give different opinions.  Also I like to hear recursive's stories.  They make me feel better usually.  He's very supportive.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:41:44 AM
The best part of this thread though was getting Prole's writing of how to set up a date and not a "hang out" as it's tough for me to distinguish between the two.

Like if you said, "hey do you want to go take photos of sea turtles at the beach?" is that a date or a hang out?  I'm guessing "hey do you want to spraypaint graffiti and run from the cops" would be a hangout?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 03:43:16 AM
The best part of this thread though was getting Prole's writing of how to set up a date and not a "hang out" as it's tough for me to distinguish between the two.

Like if you said, "hey do you want to go take photos of sea turtles at the beach?" is that a date or a hang out?  I'm guessing "hey do you want to spraypaint graffiti and run from the cops" would be a hangout?

I think we should stick with "Hey do you want to get a cup of coffee sometime?" or "Hey do you want to go see a movie sometime?" for now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 03:45:02 AM
I'm actually curious to what extent the "friend zone" thing is culturally/temporally specific.  It seems to be fairly recent, or at least the meme is.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 03:46:19 AM
The whole "nice guys finish last" idea has been around forever, but I wouldn't be surprised if the Friend Zone came into dominance recently, what with it being socially acceptable for men to be more emotional and sensitive in the last 30 years.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 03:48:29 AM
The best part of this thread though was getting Prole's writing of how to set up a date and not a "hang out" as it's tough for me to distinguish between the two.

Like if you said, "hey do you want to go take photos of sea turtles at the beach?" is that a date or a hang out?  I'm guessing "hey do you want to spraypaint graffiti and run from the cops" would be a hangout?

I think we should stick with "Hey do you want to get a cup of coffee sometime?" or "Hey do you want to go see a movie sometime?" for now.

Well I was reading this article that said movies/coffee are now considered "boring" first dates and you need to do something more exciting to not bore the girl.  Which is fine because I've always been about doing more interesting things.  I like to be creative and I try to think up an activity the person may never have done before.

BUT I will admit that could be bad and scare off someone because it's way more commitment and uncomfortableness than something they are used to like coffee or a movie.

This girl I was talking to today told me her first date with her long time bf was going to a tattoo parlor and watching him get a Smashing Pumpkins tattoo on his back.  I thought that was pretty HARDCORE myself.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 13, 2009, 03:59:07 AM
Most of my good dates have included walking, since open spaces seem to relax girls and it gives you plenty of room to talk.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 04:02:14 AM
Whatever. I was into SP during the real heyday and much more hardcore than Diablos could ever claim to be. He can take the leftovers that Corgan is trying to pass off as the real thing now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 13, 2009, 04:07:11 AM
I keep my ZERO shirt in lieu of the day they have a 90s themed party.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 04:19:22 AM
I gave up my world is a vampire shirt when he made that EDITED BY BILLY CORGAN car commercial.  I think G.L.O.W. was actually the last straw for me.

I'll still play mayonaise on guitar sometimes though.  Nothing can take away Siamese Dream from being an amazing album to play or hear.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 04:25:46 AM
so when a girl friends you on facebook does that automatically put you in the friend zone?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 13, 2009, 04:31:31 AM
I gave up my world is a vampire shirt when he made that EDITED BY BILLY CORGAN car commercial.  I think G.L.O.W. was actually the last straw for me.

I'll still play mayonaise on guitar sometimes though.  Nothing can take away Siamese Dream from being an amazing album to play or hear.

Anything after 2001 was the last straw for me. I got into SP in 1990, saw my first show in 1993. Hell, even Machina was a little much for me with the black vinyl skirt thing Corgan wore during the tour.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 13, 2009, 09:56:11 AM
Bebpo, go to a random girl at your law school and say,"Hey, your fly is open." and walk off without saying a word.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Madrun Badrun on July 13, 2009, 10:05:03 AM
Bebpo, go to a random girl at your law school and say,"Hey, your fly is open." and walk off without saying a word.
:lol
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: tiesto on July 13, 2009, 04:39:35 PM
Speaking as a single twenty-something... meeting girls is almost impossible outside of bars and online. Online tends to work a BIT better for me than the bars but it's much less than ideal - meeting someone at a mutual friend's party or in a non-meatmarket setting like a coffeehouse or beach would be VASTLY preferred. I just wish I had the knowledge and experience I did now when I was still in college.

Try match instead of OKC, I haven't had much luck at all on OKC but been on a few dates with this Polish chick from match lately. Anybody here have any experience with speed dating? Are you looking for a Jewish girl in particular? If so, you should move out by me.

And online isn't too bad if you agree to meet them within a few emails and have absolutely NO expectations at all for a first date, just something simple, basic, and not drawn out - i.e. meet for coffee or lunch, walk in the park, etc. I dig Prole and Eel's idea for a singles cafe (since I hate picking up girls at bars and clubs).
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Diunx on July 13, 2009, 06:09:40 PM
I liked Malek's threads better.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 13, 2009, 06:21:14 PM
This thread is gud. Shuddaupp
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 13, 2009, 06:25:47 PM
(http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/fixed_width.png)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: OptimoPeach on July 13, 2009, 06:27:59 PM
:rofl Wow. That is alarmingly similar to some of the chatlogs recursive has posted
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 06:44:47 PM
ok, here are two recent OKC chat logs.  the first one was a girl who I cold IM'd on account of I was drunk and up late.  she never acknowledged my messages in any way, which was good because it gave me more room to talk without any annoying interruptions.  the second was a quite acceptably attractive girl who cold IM'd me.  my story about having to move was a flat-out lie.

#1
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(3:32:04 am)me:hmm, well I have seen all the Buffy episodes
(3:32:28 am)me:as for gender theory, I think about it and sometimes read about it but I'm not in a good position to talk about it
(3:32:43 am)me:which isn't just because I'm a man, btw
(3:35:34 am)me:how does blond hair distract from your complexion?
(3:35:42 am)me:i would think it would actually be the opposite
(3:37:24 am)me:i.e. having dark hair, by widening the overall range of color one sees looking at your face, would render smaller differences in color, e.g. between red spots left by acne and normal skin tone, less prominent
(3:41:53 am)me:i guess i've made an unsupported assumption that your natural hair color is dark thoug
(3:41:54 am)me:h
(3:42:00 am)me:it could be light brown etc.
(3:42:23 am)me:maybe you should dye it bright red
(3:42:50 am)me:under the theory i just outlined, that would certainly serve to overshadow any red spots from acne
(3:43:17 am)me:but is that a useful corollary of the theory, or a reductio ad absurdum of the theory
(3:43:20 am)me:hmm
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(9:00:44 pm)she:hello.
(9:02:15 pm)me:hi
(9:02:37 pm)she:i find your profile very interesting
(9:02:41 pm)she:i am in the midst of reading it
(9:02:50 pm)she:started college at 13?
(9:02:51 pm)me:that's cool to hear
(9:03:36 pm)me:right now I'm only here to procrastinate a bit on getting my stuff packed to move, so I may not have much time to talk
(9:03:55 pm)me:thanks, though
(9:04:06 pm)me:I'll read your profile in a bit
(9:04:09 pm)she:i am falling asleep
(9:04:11 pm)she:so its fine
(9:04:14 pm)she:where you moving?
(9:04:19 pm)she:(ok let's talk later0
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 13, 2009, 07:04:43 PM
you are a baller
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 13, 2009, 07:13:30 PM
That first conversation is amazing (in a good way). 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 13, 2009, 07:15:17 PM
Yawn.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 07:20:47 PM
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Yawn.

I seriously doubt you could do better.  It's harder than it looks.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 13, 2009, 07:28:21 PM
IM is a valuable use of time and talent  ::)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 13, 2009, 07:45:21 PM
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IM is a valuable use of time and talent  Roll Eyes

this is my decision: to live fast and die young
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 13, 2009, 08:11:24 PM
 :lol
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 13, 2009, 10:50:32 PM
I'm guessing "hey do you want to spraypaint graffiti and run from the cops" would be a hangout?

Are you kidding me man nothing melts panties like some good old fashioned danger.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 12:16:11 AM
Jesus, I leave on page 1 and we've progressed 4 more pages?

I seriously think you need to go to a scenester-ish bar. Something chill. No ridiculously loud dance music. (Not that it's bad, but you probably won't find what you're looking for at a typical bar/club.)

What about shows (as in, like, bands playing... "concerts" but smaller)? Back in my single days, I met hella people (girls/guys, friends/morethanfriends, etc) going to shows back in my younger, wilder days... Great times, decent music. Actually, it was shitty music with a random good band thrown in, but it comes with the territory (St Louis  :-\ ). More importantly, it was crazy social times I was not prepared for but rather enjoyed. And you always run into the same people all the time.

I dunno, never been to the West Coast. Don't know what in the hell there is to do there. Just don't go in with the intentions of finding a girl and proceeding with becoming friends with them. If you see a girl you're attracted to, fucking play on it.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 14, 2009, 12:17:53 AM
Jesus, I leave on page 1 and we've progressed 4 more pages?

I seriously think you need to go to a scenester-ish bar. Something chill. No ridiculously loud dance music. (Not that it's bad, but you probably won't find what you're looking for at a typical bar/club.)

What about shows (as in, like, bands playing... "concerts" but smaller)? Back in my single days, I met hella people (girls/guys, friends/morethanfriends, etc) going to shows back in my younger, wilder days... Great times, decent music. Actually, it was shitty music with a random good band thrown in, but it comes with the territory (St Louis  :-\ ). More importantly, it was crazy social times I was not prepared for but rather enjoyed. And you always run into the same people all the time.

I dunno, never been to the West Coast. Don't know what in the hell there is to do there. Just don't go in with the intentions of finding a girl and proceeding with becoming friends with them. If you see a girl you're attracted to, fucking play on it.

i told this nukka i'd be his wingman!
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 12:20:42 AM

i told this nukka i'd be his wingman!

This right here. This is what you need Bebpo. Seriously great idea.

There's a couple of women in the world that actually charge for their "wingwoman" services. $250 an hour.
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Saw it on Tyra.  :-[
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 14, 2009, 03:03:17 AM
I've got a good friend who is the world's greatest wing woman.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 14, 2009, 03:12:33 AM
I've got a good friend who is the world's greatest wing woman.

It wouldn't happen to be this woman would it?

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,295535,00.html
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 14, 2009, 03:14:11 AM
 :lol

Nope.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 03:42:28 AM
I decided on a social experiment.  Since I'm going to be playing DQIX every night anyhow for the next few weeks, I figure why not do it in public, instead of at home where there is a 0.0000% chance of meeting someone unless they fall through your roof.

So I dressed a little more decent, still my usual nerdish attire but at least I put on some jeans, some headphones, my robo-bracelet and threw on a smidgen of the Isse Miyaki cologne my friend gave me (who btw is probably the greatest man at dating in the entire universe and every girl who meets him falls in love within 3 hours; but he moved to nyc so we don't hang anymore) and went down to a nearby college area coffee shop.  Got some coffee and found a nice outdoor table with the good breeze and...played DQIX.  Nothing happened although I think some people did give me odd looks but whatever.  Regardless it just seemed like a step towards improving socializing skills by at least getting out in social public and not being afraid of large areas of people.

My plan is to go to a different coffee shop every night while I play through DQIX.  I'm thinking I should go to a bar and get a beer and play DQIX on the bar counter while drinking my beer just for the hell of it.

i told this nukka i'd be his wingman!

Maybe we can meet halfway in LA?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 03:46:29 AM
Jesus, I leave on page 1 and we've progressed 4 more pages?

I seriously think you need to go to a scenester-ish bar. Something chill. No ridiculously loud dance music. (Not that it's bad, but you probably won't find what you're looking for at a typical bar/club.)

What about shows (as in, like, bands playing... "concerts" but smaller)? Back in my single days, I met hella people (girls/guys, friends/morethanfriends, etc) going to shows back in my younger, wilder days... Great times, decent music. Actually, it was shitty music with a random good band thrown in, but it comes with the territory (St Louis  :-\ ). More importantly, it was crazy social times I was not prepared for but rather enjoyed. And you always run into the same people all the time.

I dunno, never been to the West Coast. Don't know what in the hell there is to do there. Just don't go in with the intentions of finding a girl and proceeding with becoming friends with them. If you see a girl you're attracted to, fucking play on it.

I think there are scenesterish bars a few cities down.  I was going through yelp reviews and it seemed there were a few.  I just need someone to go with.

For concerts, idkk.  I love going to shows and I go to shows whenever any band I even seminally like comes to town, but I'm always just up front dancing to the music and I've never had a conversation with a stranger at any show I've been in my whole life.  I guess I could go to shows of bands I don't know and stay by the bar but isn't it awkward when the person is like "oh, so you like this band?" and I'm like "uhhh, never heard of them before.  Just here for some music"
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 14, 2009, 03:50:37 AM
Right idea but I dunno if sitting there playing a DS will magically breed results
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 14, 2009, 03:51:12 AM
Especially at a bar
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 03:53:23 AM
Especially at a bar

It'd probably be a good conversation starter!
/assuming anyone actually came up to me to start a conversation.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 14, 2009, 03:54:54 AM
Here's a nice starter

"Nice toy. Hope you don't mind if I TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 06:06:53 AM
Here's a nice starter

"Nice toy. Hope you don't mind if I TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

There are few things in this world I would fisticuffs for.  My ds is one of them.   :maf
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: EmCeeGrammar on July 14, 2009, 08:21:10 AM
So you're expecting someone to approach you... by projecting you have your head up your ass. hmmm
I only skimmed the first page  and last page so I'm probably missing something here.  Based on what I read in books, you have to get in the habit of taking the initiative.  From this point expect a ton of rejection. But whats important is that you'll be learning from every encounter.

I should probably read the rest of the thread now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: EmCeeGrammar on July 14, 2009, 08:45:08 AM
Yeah, prole gave the best advice in this thread.  You keep saying I'm shy, I'm this, I'm that.  There's a part of everybody's brain which takes your internal dialouge and interprets it literaly.  It gets to the point where they can't distinguish themselves from their behavior.

A person can't be shy. You can only act or behave shyly.  You want a girlfriend.  So instead of going through your mind what disqualfies you from a relationship, you have to focus on the problem at hand and not yourself.  This means identifying beneficial behaviors and practicing them until youre comfortable.

 I'm making it sound easy, I myself am making slow progress in this regard.  But its probably the only notable progress I've made before I came across the cognitive psychiatric practices.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 14, 2009, 09:42:50 AM
iphone/DS playing in public is pretty norm

and chicks normally have one of their own to fiddle on

but walking around with ipod earbuds in and such seems counterproductive to meeting people
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 14, 2009, 10:00:33 AM
Come on, Bebpo. You can do better than this.

Get over the shy business. Think that you AREN'T shy. That's the only way to overcome the fear. To overcome that shyness you need to really let loose.

Go up to random girls and ask for their numbers. You learn a lot this way.

Especially in bars. If you go to a bar, chances are you will see an extremely attractive girl who's being hit on all night.

But why are those guys striking out so badly if she's say, single? Because she's heard it all before. Guys trying to be original, when they really aren't, complimenting her when EVERYONE knows that complimenting a woman essentially means I WANT TO FUCK YOU and women get that EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF EVERY DAY. Show some class and show that you're above those losers.

The best way to do it is to think it.

Tonight, leave your ds at home and go to your bar thinking YOU'RE THE BEST DAMN MAN IN THE WORLD and keep that attitude.

Through confidence the world shall be your pearl, Bebpo.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 14, 2009, 10:07:01 AM
I'd like to emphasize the importance of all this. This stuff helps build SELF ESTEEM. Looking at your posts I can tell you don't think too highly of yourself, which is something I knew already due to our own personal chats.

FUCK THAT.

You will never get a girlfriend if you lack the self esteem to show her you are a man. Take the initiate even if you don't want to.

Build up your pride and self esteem and THEN go for a girlfriend. Learn about women in the process.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: tiesto on July 14, 2009, 10:27:57 AM
Not sure how religious you are, but how about the synagogue, or Jewish singles events? A friend of mine goes to all the Jdate singles parties and usually ends up with at least a few #s from them...
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 14, 2009, 12:06:44 PM
what goes through bebpo's head

[youtube=560,345]e--VoVtPEB0[/youtube]
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 14, 2009, 02:06:43 PM
Especially at a bar

It'd probably be a good conversation starter!
/assuming anyone actually came up to me to start a conversation.

No, it will more than likely keep people away from you, especially at a bar.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 03:25:06 PM
books are pretty good convo starters tho
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 03:40:02 PM
I'm not sure if it'd be worse to start a new girl-age thread or use this one since it's not mine, but whatever.  So I was looking at bringing a flute player into my current music project, thought of a woman I'd seen playing and met a year or so back, and using my advanced google-fu found her myspace (as a musician she is allowed to still have myspace and I won't hold it against her) with only her first name to go on and sent her a message.  I did have a bit of a crush on her but I resolved to forget about that and view her solely as a potential music partner; I didn't expect her to remember me either so in my message I didn't mention we'd met before.

So since she seemed to have her own projects going I was expecting, at best, a tentative noncommital reply (if she replied at all) but I got a really enthusiastic message in response  :-\  in which she brought up having met me before, and sounded excited about the prospect of seeing me again.  Since she hasn't heard me play music I can't help imagining that it's a personal thing  :-\  The problem is, this puts me in a dilemma since I really like her music and I'm afraid that if I try and pursue a personal relationship (and it's possible I'm totally misreading her as being interested in one; she seems like the kind of person who tends to act enthusiastic about stuff in general) I could ruin our potential musical partnership, or even my musical relationships with other friends if I try to get them involved. 
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: tiesto on July 14, 2009, 05:14:09 PM
I think, you should just go for the relationship with the flute player... seems a lot of people are too afraid to make a move on a girl because, if it doesn't work out, then their friendship or other things are ruined. Why not, what do you have to lose? If it doesn't work out, it doesn't, and unless you do something real stupid, you won't really embarrass yourself or lose much pride at all.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 08:25:50 PM
I think, you should just go for the relationship with the flute player... seems a lot of people are too afraid to make a move on a girl because, if it doesn't work out, then their friendship or other things are ruined. Why not, what do you have to lose? If it doesn't work out, it doesn't, and unless you do something real stupid, you won't really embarrass yourself or lose much pride at all.

Because if he actually wanted her as a flute player, he would be out a flute player possibly?  I mean there are some legitimate reasons not to get personally involved in certain areas.

I would say to just play it by ear and if there seems to be a connection, act on it; otherwise if you really respect her as a flute player and want to do a musical project, leave it at that.  Though that's only if you could kill the feelings and if you can't than you might as well ask her out since you're screwed anyways.   
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 08:40:07 PM
Fuck that. If you & flute-girl are *meant* to be together (if just for one night  :-* ) you'll never know what could happen if you don't give it a shot. Plus, within a few months, the sexual tension will be so built up (at least on your end) that you'll be worthless around her.

Now, if you'd be risking your job/life/family/friends, I'd probably say otherwise. But flute player? There are other flute players in the world. Now's the time to go for it before you & the others in your project become somewhat dependent on her, musically speaking.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 14, 2009, 08:41:43 PM
and just think: if she's skilled at playing the flute, she's probably skilled at playing yo dick.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 08:48:34 PM
:drool  Skinflute :drool

I bet she performs beautifully...
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 09:01:32 PM
 ::)  i was hoping y'all'd resist the temptation to go there, but i of course knew my hope was totally unjustified

anyway, that's good advice that i should probably try to figure out sort of relationship i want to or can or can't have before i try to incorporate her into any existing projects.  if i ask her out and she says no, i hope we'll still be able to be music friends since i'm not really the type to be eaten up inside by reminders of what i can't have, as long as it's actually clear that i can't have it.  but probably best to get that sorted out up front, all the same.

on the other hand, there are a couple of serious problems with that.  first, i can't have a relationship until my apartment is furnished, and that won't happen for a few months for financial and medical reasons.  i understand why dragging this stuff out isn't necessarily good but i wish there was a way i could stall for time.  second, since we're already planning on spending hanging out together for other reasons, how would i go about um "asking her out" asking her out?  do i wink lewdly at her while we're making plans?   :-\
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 14, 2009, 09:04:54 PM
::)  i was hoping y'all'd resist the temptation to go there, but i of course knew my hope was totally unjustified

anyway, that's good advice that i should probably try to figure out sort of relationship i want to or can or can't have before i try to incorporate her into any existing projects.  if i ask her out and she says no, i hope we'll still be able to be music friends since i'm not really the type to be eaten up inside by reminders of what i can't have, as long as it's actually clear that i can't have it.  but probably best to get that sorted out up front, all the same.

on the other hand, there are a couple of serious problems with that.  first, i can't have a relationship until my apartment is furnished, and that won't happen for a few months for financial and medical reasons.  i understand why dragging this stuff out isn't necessarily good but i wish there was a way i could stall for time.  second, since we're already planning on spending hanging out together for other reasons, how would i go about um "asking her out" asking her out?  do i wink lewdly at her while we're making plans?   :-\

you need to loosen the fuck up
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 14, 2009, 09:08:28 PM
Easier said than done!

I think for some of us it's just our personality type to be overly anxious and uncomfortable in unnatural situations.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 09:11:31 PM
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Hey, at least nobody pulled the ol' flute up her pussy joke!  :tophat
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Yes, wink lewdly.

Don't let the apt hold you back man. If she's cool, she'll understand. Furniture's fucking expensive. She's probably just happy you live on your own. Can you play it off like you just moved therefore have no shit, or better yet, tell her you lost everything in a fire, including all your heirloom furniture your great granny entrusted to you on her deathbed?

As far as asking her out, just make sure she knows it's a one-on-one thing. Something fun, nothing overly romantic (or expensive for that matter, it's the first date!  :P ), kinda cute & casual.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 09:48:17 PM
Quote
Can you play it off like you just moved therefore have no shit,

Well that's basically the case, only it's been two and a half months now and all I bought were some cheap table legs at IKEA (because they were on sale and the table itself wasn't).

Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 09:50:42 PM
At least you have ikea.... A-hole.

Seriously, invite her over and when you walk in, scream and say you just got robbed.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 09:56:01 PM
I like the idea of robbers who go to the effort of stealing and moving all your furniture, but don't bother to steal your other, more easily transported stuff.   :smug
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 10:04:49 PM
Oh, you have other stuff? Wtf, do you have your cds and dvds and games and shit all over the floor or something? I just imagined this empty room with a pillow on the floor and a opened dunkaroo package.

Post pics of your place. I gotta see this shit to analyze your ability to get laid there.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 10:07:51 PM
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Oh, you have other stuff? Wtf, do you have your cds and dvds and games and shit all over the floor or something?

Close, I have them all in cardboard boxes (and a few suitcases) on the floor and in closets.  Like five huge boxes of books alone.  My pots and pans and stuff are in cabinets that did come with the apartment.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 10:09:04 PM
Mattress?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 10:09:53 PM
Yeah, I sleep on a mattress on the floor  -- not terribly romantic :lol

I could probably buy a bed and a couch in the next couple weeks if it came to that.  Or I could ask her to come to Scotland with me :lol
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 10:24:34 PM
If you got a mattress and some cheap as candles, you got baby-makin' time.  :-*

Seriously. A cool girl will not care. A cool girl would be willing to help make it more home-y.

Actually, having no couch is a great idea. When I first started dating my husband, him & his friends were living together. In his room, he only had a bed, so when we'd watch movies & hang out, we were on a bed in a bedroom. Sex was inevitable. As soon as we moved and got a couch in a separate living room with bigger TV for movie-time, sex actually dwindled, you know, down to twice a day.  :teehee
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 14, 2009, 10:28:28 PM
Maybe I could invite her to come furniture-shopping with me.  Do girls like that?  (because all girls are the same lulz)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 14, 2009, 10:37:38 PM
OMG, seriously. Great idea. "Hey I need to go to Ikea, want to come?"

I've had several guys pull the ol' "Hey I'm doing this anyway, wanna join?" and it works. Both parties know it's casual, no pressure. And chicks dig shopping. Just make sure it's, "Hey, if you come with me to Ikea, I'll totally take you to lunch, your pick....  :-*/ ;)" There's no emoticon for lewd winking, so combine those two.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 15, 2009, 03:50:18 PM
I've been kinda addicted to personality testing lately, this is my chart from mypersonaldna.com

(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/bebpo/chartt.jpg)

Now I think the fact that I score a TWO in masculinity and NINETY-FOUR in femininity helps explain why girls see me as a friend and not a romantic interest.  I really should just join the rest of evilbore in the man on man action; I think I'm on the wrong side here  :'(


So, did we ever find out what a robo-bracelet is?

It's just a bracelet I made out of left over robot parts when I built my robot.  Mainly yarn and stuff.  If you had to fit it into a genre, it'd be hipster or scenster or something.  I dunno; I don't follow the different groups and what separates them.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 15, 2009, 04:15:06 PM
personality tests  :-\
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 15, 2009, 04:21:04 PM
personality tests  :-\

Yeah. I don't buy into all the internet tests. Probably because I went to graduate school and learned how to administer and interpret the real ones.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 15, 2009, 04:29:30 PM
Wait, what sort of robot is this?  are you interested in real robotics?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 15, 2009, 04:33:36 PM
Wait, what sort of robot is this?  are you interested in real robotics?

I'm guessing plastic Gundam model parts. Not a knock on Bebpo, since I build them, too.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Reb on July 15, 2009, 07:51:42 PM
Personality test always confirm your self image, even if it's distorted.
Since, surprise, you are the one filling them out.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 15, 2009, 08:04:43 PM
Wait, what sort of robot is this?  are you interested in real robotics?

Cardboard + Yarn + other thingss

I'd be down to build a real robot though.  Need some books on engineering first.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 15, 2009, 08:12:59 PM
Cardboard + Yarn + other thingss

I'd be down to build a real robot though.  Need some books on engineering first.
Stick to humans.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Propagandhim on July 15, 2009, 08:18:11 PM
I can imagine one meathead thinking about the "masculinity" questions in reference to himself.  Fuck these tests.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Flannel Boy on July 15, 2009, 08:43:41 PM
I've been kinda addicted to personality testing lately, this is my chart from mypersonaldna.com

image snipped



the chart of a shut-in:
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v219/dirk_diggler_41/who.jpg)


Cardboard + Yarn + other thingss

(http://soshite.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/ironhide_facepalm.jpg)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: muckhole on July 15, 2009, 08:45:59 PM
Malek!

edit: He's gone already again. :'(
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Flannel Boy on July 15, 2009, 08:51:26 PM
Malek!

edit: He's gone already again. :'(
The park sucks; I'm going to the forest.

By the way, I don't recall getting any helpful advice in my numerous threads, only ICP videos!
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Akala on July 15, 2009, 11:13:49 PM
<a href="http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=qooDDWxCoZNnHgN-OI-DCDAA-da12">
My personalDNA Report</a>


lol didn't feel like cropping the chart. not sure how being lazy makes me a 'born leader', but my chart rocks. makes me feel strong.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Flannel Boy on July 15, 2009, 11:25:13 PM
<a href=http://anonymouse.org/cgi-bin/anon-www.cgi/http://www.evilbore.com/forum/"http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=qooDDWxCoZNnHgN-OI-DCDAA-da12">
My personalDNA Report</a>


lol didn't feel like cropping the chart. not sure how being lazy makes me a 'born leader', but my chart rocks. makes me feel strong.

Quote
Masculinity    98
Femininity 4

You're the anti-Bebpo; I can safely assume you don't wear "robo-bracelets."
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 15, 2009, 11:33:29 PM
Malek!

edit: He's gone already again. :'(
The park sucks; I'm going to the forest.

By the way, I don't recall getting any helpful advice in my numerous threads, only ICP videos!

It's cuz you seem implicitly aware that "helpful advice" doesn't actually ever help anyone when it comes to major psychological re-orientation.

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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Akala on July 16, 2009, 12:06:52 AM
You're the anti-Bebpo; I can safely assume you don't wear "robo-bracelets."

If I did, they'd have saw blades. Or at least chains or something. Maybe a pressure gauge.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 16, 2009, 12:55:48 AM
son of a..

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=TIEkQBEoYeeMeTY-EE-CDAAC-c0d4
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 01:00:59 AM
I tried to take that quiz and gave up on page two in utter revulsion.  I guess my personalitydna is "quitter"
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Akala on July 16, 2009, 01:01:08 AM
son of a..

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=TIEkQBEoYeeMeTY-EE-CDAAC-c0d4


 :lol

*edit*

finish it chipopo! this test gives us insight into our fellow wo/men. it showed us the softer side of blackmage! he is a dreamy generous idealist! what will your results reveal about you?


Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 16, 2009, 01:27:32 AM
(http://usnm8q.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p2P0I6RCpRes8_3DXzFNUOWl5dJVfRnZhrQ1umCvEUbyGx3n8AP1hKPz7zbuf_BeXUnfOQccPgISPSQ_maJNMI3SL32GoDnKJ/blah.jpg)

awesome, i am even less feminine than i am masculine.  total sexlessness for the win

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or maybe i carry the essence of some heretofore undiscovered and incredibly sexy third sex   :cookiem
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 16, 2009, 01:30:36 AM
where the hell is it getting the 82% attention to style thing, though?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 16, 2009, 01:31:04 AM
We need to distribute some testosterone pills around here...
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 01:33:23 AM
fine I'm taking it.  I just don't understand some of these questions though urghhhh.  

"Are people honest in matters of money?"  

...how about instead of a quadrant grid they give me a choice between:

- I make sweeping generalizations!
- how the fuck should I know?

Do they want me to do research and calibrate my grid according to a sociological survey?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 16, 2009, 01:34:47 AM
> - Some people are and some aren't.

ya think?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Kara on July 16, 2009, 01:36:17 AM
(http://i28.tinypic.com/1pfgyc.jpg)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 16, 2009, 01:41:42 AM
Actually, I guess sexless + stylish + open + self-critical + anti-authoritarian + aleatoric + functional = modernist! 

:bow modernism :bow2 
:bow me :bow2
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 16, 2009, 01:42:29 AM
I am a <a href="http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=rpWyfMCxTscGqRh-HO-CEADA-8afd">benevolent creator</a>.


I'm 98% feminine and 100% empathetic. Pfft. More like 100% pathetic. What a pussy.  :-\
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 16, 2009, 01:43:05 AM
Can I see a picture of this robo-bracelet? I am most intrigued.

http://www.babeland.com/sexinfo/howto/use-a-cock-ring
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Mr. Gundam on July 16, 2009, 02:03:32 AM
Can I see a picture of this robo-bracelet? I am most intrigued.

http://www.babeland.com/sexinfo/howto/use-a-cock-ring

:rock BABELAND :rock
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 02:04:17 AM
http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=lqcPDHlCafWnxZf-PI-ACAAC-980a&u=89f7ee076afe

Free-Wheeling Director

(http://www.jms.aps.edu/JMS/Key/Images/kubrick1.jpg)

 8)
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 03:51:33 AM
don't worry Jinfash you'll be in my dreams no matter how infrequently they come to me according to some bogus reductive arch-type generator found on the internet.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 04:02:57 AM
my nihilism prevents me from saying yes.  But lets just say the only Gods I'd even consider dreaming about are the ones that go dicky-dunking.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Barry Egan on July 16, 2009, 04:16:53 AM
I'd probably manipulate time in such a way that that one day was tantamount to infinity, and then I'd turn the entire planet earth in to a vagina and crush it with a penis that exceeded human cognition forever.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 16, 2009, 05:05:42 AM
generous creator

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=TmFqHacVHiDIhaf-HE-AACAA-08e2&u=4b9d9acc5444

Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 18, 2009, 07:59:21 AM
So after getting some sense smacked into me by duckroll I'm taking a vacation from the internet for possibly the rest of my summer.  I think I've been overdoing my socialization as a way to fill a hole and while that's the right thing for some people; it's the wrong way for me to mend that area of my internal garden.  A lot of my friends have been worried about me and I've been worried about myself.  I've been self-reflecting too much and without coming up with perfect answers it just leaves me anxious and uncomfortable.

I'm still optimistic because for some reason I CAN'T TURN THAT OFF in me and so I think everything will be awesome eventually and I still love life so much and everday am seeing it's beauty more and more still.

But I'm off all social networking sites, the internet all together, and real world bars hopping/clubbing/social scene-ing for a while and that includes this site obviously.  So goodbye for a while.  I'll be back and hopefully more stable and happy and not eating up as much of your time in semi-serious dialogues like this thread.

I <3 all you guys.  Even the mean ones who just give me shit all the time.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Junpei the Tracer! on July 18, 2009, 12:26:16 PM
Good luck.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Van Cruncheon on July 18, 2009, 12:33:27 PM
http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=qtpeHrpKwBZdGhW-OM-AADBD-f8eb&u=77068ac325c3

advocating leader or whatever, same shit i get in every management profile test

BOOOORING



Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 18, 2009, 02:45:24 PM
:lol bebpo
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Akala on July 18, 2009, 02:54:57 PM
Take it easy Bebpo.

I know more and more people who are 'leaving the internet.' Obviously not yahoo/news/email, but forums and any other kind of social networking. It makes me wonder about the nature of the 'useless' internet. I pretty much equate useless internet time to smoking...both are addicting, and both have their stigmas.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 18, 2009, 03:54:20 PM
I can't kick the habit, even though it's seriously damaging me and has been for fourteen years now.  I'm trying to at least limit myself to one RSS feed/forum roundup per day.  Trying, and failing miserably.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: BlackMage on July 18, 2009, 08:26:36 PM
We could all learn from Bebpo... I think it's time to shut down Evilbore for good.

ok demi.. do it.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Reb on July 18, 2009, 08:28:59 PM
Yeah, just pull the plug.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 18, 2009, 08:29:54 PM
I am starting the 'We are going to the Park Exodus' thread
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 18, 2009, 08:46:17 PM
I'm not sure why you'd want to stop socialising in real life though?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Himu on July 18, 2009, 09:04:27 PM
Taking breaks from the internet always heals the soul. Good luck!
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: bork on July 19, 2009, 03:38:01 AM
All right, Bebpo.  Take care.

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See you next week.
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 21, 2009, 02:42:26 AM
Sup
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 21, 2009, 03:06:06 AM
At least you lasted longer than me.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 21, 2009, 03:23:45 AM
I fixed myself a lot faster than expected.  :-[

Also I've been getting some good poetry done thanks to all this, so I will pimp it:
http://bebpo2.livejournal.com/

Yay.  Now time to talk about some vidgames in the gaming side yo!

^_^
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Reb on July 21, 2009, 04:24:07 AM
Yeah, you logged off for 2 days, I bet your whole life is turned around now.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 21, 2009, 04:34:41 AM
Have you taken two days and just think things through? Two days is plenty.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Reb on July 21, 2009, 04:47:10 AM
Just wait.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: recursivelyenumerable on July 21, 2009, 05:44:50 AM
no word from L.  :gloomy
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: etiolate on July 21, 2009, 05:52:18 AM
I try to keep at least three girls as interests when I'm looking to date.  Keeps me from worrying too much about one.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: tiesto on July 21, 2009, 09:53:39 AM
I try to keep at least three girls as interests when I'm looking to date.  Keeps me from worrying too much about one.

Yeah, this is a good idea... I keep about 6-7 myself :P
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: demi on July 21, 2009, 11:55:20 AM
I fixed myself a lot faster than expected.  :-[

Also I've been getting some good poetry done thanks to all this, so I will pimp it:
http://bebpo2.livejournal.com/

Yay.  Now time to talk about some vidgames in the gaming side yo!

^_^

A LiveJournal? Way to break boundaries
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Fresh Prince on July 21, 2009, 06:21:43 PM
Just wait.
I never said he was going to do anything about it though.
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Diunx on July 21, 2009, 07:00:38 PM
Whats with people leaving forums? do they hook off their router or just log out and lurk?
Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: Bebpo on July 21, 2009, 10:30:52 PM
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: lennedsay on July 21, 2009, 10:35:25 PM
 :( I'm sorry man. You can drink at your house and I'll drink at my house and Bore will be our hang-out bar.

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Nice gay bar we got here, huh?  :-*
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Title: Re: bebpo being crazy, talky, in denial and maybe at the end a better person
Post by: G The Resurrected on July 22, 2009, 01:11:22 AM
And now there is only one!

See you tomorrow Garrett