Author Topic: I'm going gay. (Read 17816 times)

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #180 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:42:10 PM »

I did. This was two years ago though. Worse day ever, though i was keeping a diary at the time and reading it you can see the decent into madness, which is rather cool.

TVC15 · « **Reply #181 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:44:13 PM »

It's not really contemplating suicide when you're only 16. Every 16 year old homosexual wishes they were dead. It's the way things work.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #182 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:52:05 PM »

No thats not it. At the time I was thinking about suicide everyday but the one day its kind of hard to explain but the whole day felt like a dream; like nothing I would do would really matter.

TVC15 · « **Reply #183 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:53:55 PM »

So wait, you didn't even actually do anything? EVERYONE contemplates suicide, period! Especially when they are an idiot, hormone-fuelled teenager.

CajoleJuice · « **Reply #184 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:55:14 PM »

You are not special, Arvie!

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #185 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:57:03 PM »

Quote from: CajoleJuice on February 09, 2008, 10:55:14 PM

You are not special, Arvie!

Whats this about!

CajoleJuice · « **Reply #186 on:** February 09, 2008, 10:58:14 PM »

I dunno, just felt like saying something. But yeah, you're far from the only person to contemplate suicide as a teenager.

Ichirou · « **Reply #187 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:01:05 PM »

What the fuck, you didn't even attempt suicide? You just THOUGHT about it?

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #188 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:04:32 PM »

Thats not it though. I thought about it a lot but this day was different. I was going to do it, then my mom came home so I didn't have a chance, then I talked to Rachel about and that feeling never returned.

Being suicidal isn't thinking about killing yourself, that happens often, its the feeling that your not in control of your self and that what happens doesn't matter.

Ichirou · « **Reply #189 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:10:28 PM »

Ever thought of hanging yourself using rope made made from tied-together cravats?

demi · « **Reply #190 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:17:36 PM »

contemplating suicide = WILD HOMO

CurseoftheGods · « **Reply #191 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:29:31 PM »

Quote from: Ichi on February 09, 2008, 11:10:28 PM

Ever thought of hanging yourself using rope made made from tied-together cravats?

TVC15 · « **Reply #192 on:** February 09, 2008, 11:44:58 PM »

I thought you was hardcore, Arvie. Now I'm just disappointed.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #193 on:** February 10, 2008, 12:18:36 AM »

Sorry to disappoint.

Ichirou · « **Reply #194 on:** February 10, 2008, 12:26:19 AM »

PM me sometime if you want to talk about this seriously. I have been through a similar situation and I can advise you as only an older, more experienced gentleman can.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #195 on:** February 10, 2008, 12:31:25 AM »

Quote from: Ichi on February 10, 2008, 12:26:19 AM

PM me sometime if you want to talk about this seriously. I have been through a similar situation and I can advise you as only an older, more experienced gentleman can.

The suicide thing? that was years ago and I'm fine. The girl thing, is unfortunate, but I think its over. Though if you've had a similar experience pm me about it. I'd love to hear about it. Either way thanks.

Ichirou · « **Reply #196 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:01:11 AM »

The girl thing. I can't really help you regarding suicide. I will PM you later with "my story."

TVC15 · « **Reply #197 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:07:02 AM »

I'd say PM me if you wanted to talk seriously, but I have attempted suicide, so I am basically on a different level of cool than you. You are like the kind of person that only started liking My Chemical Romance after they were huge.

Flannel Boy · « **Reply #198 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:10:16 AM »

You failed at death while Father Mike has only failed at life.

CajoleJuice · « **Reply #199 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:12:43 AM »

TVC, what would you say is the coolest way to attempt suicide?

TVC15 · « **Reply #200 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:13:42 AM »

Quote from: CajoleJuice on February 10, 2008, 01:12:43 AM

TVC, what would you say is the coolest way to attempt suicide?

Well, Heath Ledger appears to be "cool" with the young people these days, so I say prescription drug complications is the way to off yourself in 2008.

demi · « **Reply #201 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:18:09 AM »

Have a bear sit on your face and suffocate you

TVC15 · « **Reply #202 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:23:23 AM »

Quote from: demi on February 10, 2008, 01:18:09 AM

Have a bear sit on your face and suffocate you

"What did he die of, doctor?"
"It looks like. . .a chocolate overdose"

demi · « **Reply #203 on:** February 10, 2008, 01:24:56 AM »

just sit right on my face

recursivelyenumerable · « **Reply #204 on:** February 10, 2008, 02:07:11 AM »

I contemplated suicide all day today. It was pretty wild, I definitely recommend contemplating suicide to everyone.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #205 on:** February 10, 2008, 02:12:05 AM »

Quote from: recursivelyenumerable on February 10, 2008, 02:07:11 AM

I contemplated suicide all day today. It was pretty wild, I definitely recommend contemplating suicide to everyone.

So does Nietzsche.

Nothing feels better that the thought of escape.

TVC15 · « **Reply #206 on:** February 10, 2008, 02:24:46 AM »

Quote from: Father_Mike on February 10, 2008, 02:12:05 AM

Nothing feels better that the thought of escape.

Drugs feel better.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #207 on:** February 10, 2008, 02:25:50 AM »

no drugs for me, other than scotch.

recursivelyenumerable · « **Reply #208 on:** February 10, 2008, 03:17:36 AM »

Drugs : 8.5/10

Howard Alan Treesong · « **Reply #209 on:** February 10, 2008, 03:24:01 AM »

drugs are good for me

demi · « **Reply #210 on:** February 10, 2008, 03:33:41 AM »

i would snort a line if someone sat on my face

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #211 on:** February 10, 2008, 06:15:14 PM »

Its over for now. Ichi pm me the story.

Also I would like to say its nice that i can talk here and that Mups is wonderful.

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Author Topic: I'm going gay. (Read 17816 times)