So after getting some sense smacked into me by duckroll I'm taking a vacation from the internet for possibly the rest of my summer. I think I've been overdoing my socialization as a way to fill a hole and while that's the right thing for some people; it's the wrong way for me to mend that area of my internal garden. A lot of my friends have been worried about me and I've been worried about myself. I've been self-reflecting too much and without coming up with perfect answers it just leaves me anxious and uncomfortable.
I'm still optimistic because for some reason I CAN'T TURN THAT OFF in me and so I think everything will be awesome eventually and I still love life so much and everday am seeing it's beauty more and more still.
But I'm off all social networking sites, the internet all together, and real world bars hopping/clubbing/social scene-ing for a while and that includes this site obviously. So goodbye for a while. I'll be back and hopefully more stable and happy and not eating up as much of your time in semi-serious dialogues like this thread.
I <3 all you guys. Even the mean ones who just give me shit all the time.