Carepost time:
Chronovore. We've had our brief discussions about plastic surgery. How much or little we like or dislike it. We've also discussed
Rae Lil Black.
My man, I had no idea that she spent quarantine changing herself. And not just a little, but a lot. To the point where I was confused if I was looking at Rae at all for a moment.
Now eventually when the dust settles you recognize that it is her (looking at the image I posted. You know what, no. Actually I can't.), but it's a really big change.
Boobs. Much larger, but also blatantly looking fake. That kind of surprised me cause I see so many immaculate breast implants on Japanese porn stars, that it almost makes me think she either went really cheap, or that she wanted the "bimbo effect". Personally, while I think the size is nice, they don't look that great when uncovered.
Face. This is why I got confused when I saw Rae 2.0. Like holy shit, this isn't a person making some light adjustments or enhancements. This is a BIG change. It seems much more smooth in general. More sexed up than before. I have to say this did slightly break my heart, cause I think her face was really interesting and now it's... shockingly different.
Now. First of all. More power to anyone who wishes to have plastic surgery. If I don't like the new look that's too bad for me, but I don't dare feel like it's my place to tell what someone should do with their body (unless it's actually dangerous). Do I think Rae 1.0 is super sexy and I really wish she didn't do any of these procedures? Yes. I think she looked incredible. Amazing. But whatever she decided to alter herself and so be it.
What concerns me is that it isn't coming from a place of "I want to enhance this or alter that". I mean literally yes anytime a person does any plastic surgery to themselves it's because they wish to change something, but what I mean is that for Rae it seems to be coming from actual body dismorphia disorder. And that scares the shit out of me because I worry she will never be happy with her appearance no matter what she does. I hope by some chance that maybe all these procedures did the trick, but I worry that the issue is very much beyond the physical.
I watched a video of her explaining that she saw herself as ugly. She hated how she looked. To the point where she was thinking about ending herself. That's what I mean when I'm concerned. But the worst about her explaining this is that her parents would call her ugly. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!?
I don't give a shit if your daughter looks like a Victoria Secret model or like some completely average woman who people don't do a double take on. You just don't do that. Especially women. We don't have to beat around the bush how society works. That's just a fucked up thing to do to any person but especially women.
So in the video she bawls out how she hated herself and how she looked and that now she's happy that she looks pretty (again the perception thing. Girl you were desired by people all over the world who not only thought you looked stunning, but wanted to watch you fuck. I'd say on a scale of attractive or not attractive, that puts you on the attractive side. Again, body dismorphia concerns from me). She's very much aware of her alterations and says she hopes people deal with it and accept her with these changes. And with that part I agree. Of course we can find her sexy or not, but in a literal sense she doesn't owe you or anybody else jack shit. If you don't wish to support her or aren't interested anymore, fine. But that's pretty much it.
tl;dr I'm concerned about Rae Lil Black and I really hope her mental state of mind can be helped.
Pre pandemic and post pandemic shot. I'm warning you, it's a big difference:
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Still interested, but I'll always miss what she used to look like
