Also I walked through the place with my brother whose remodeled two houses and kind of got some ideas before I do my walk through with my interior designer.
The place is salvageable, but the scope of it is pretty overwhelming. I'm probably going to need to change all the flooring, move walls, paint all the walls, create a new small exterior room and join it in, put in new windows that let in more light, maybe add skylights, change windows to french doors, etc..
I can probably afford the renovation, but I've had like zero free time for the past 4 months and this stuff will take all of it for like the next 6 months. Not too mention good luck living and working from home there with major construction constantly going on.
Even the backyard is full of gnat swarms so you can't even just put out a chair and relax with a beer. Probably because all the dead bamboo since the previous owner didn't do a great job with maintaining the place, especially on the exterior.
Just feels tiring. I'm tempted to just give up and rent a place for myself and work on this project from afar and if it turns out nice, great I move in, if not, fuck it I sell it and try to break as even as possible and try the housing purchase market again when my lease expires. I wasn't planning on buying anything that wasn't pretty turn-key for exactly this reason, don't have time for this shit and need to move soon. Every time I walk in this new house it's just depressing, not because it was a horrible mistake (though I think it was a mistake just because it needs a lot of work and I don't have time for that), but just because the place needs way too much work and every time I walk in I find a couple of new things wrong with it.
Like I got it at a very good price, but it's pretty clear it's because the owner (who was not the person living in it, that was their son) was like ok, I need to get rid of my son's weird place as quickly as I can in a bargain sale.
Maybe all home sales are like this where it goes from "this looks great and fairly turn key" on initial impressions, but the more and more you visit the more and more it seems like a trainwreck and so much you need to fix and it's just overwhelming and sadness.