So I feel like I have a realyshitty boss.
Now I mostly don't like to talk to my boss when we are on the road and maybe that will make sense after I'm done explaining. Now, my boss decided to start the conversation off asking if I had breakfast. I replied no. He then asks why and well I replied "well we don't really do breakfast at home". It's a pretty simple reason I mean my mother was a single parent and she you know had to get up for work the same time we had to get up for school. So you have people at the same time getting dressed and leaving for school/work and this is your system for most of your life. It's not to say we did'nt have breakfast ever. If she could, she'd make eggs and whatnot. If there was say cereal or poptarts I'd make that if I had the time. But you know, we just did'nt have time for it and well I just do it. I also like to sleep in as much as possible. I explain this or well try to explain it. And the dude just goes off into tangents that make no sense to me. He tries to pinpoint that as a reason why I'm skinny, that I starve myself. He tries to say that my mother doesn't feed me enough. He's completely serious with these thoughts. It's dumb as far as I can tell, I'm skinny well.....I don't know why, but it sure is'nt because of these dumb reasons. I eat more than enough and never starve myself, what kind of dumb logic is this? He then tries to spin in this into me being a mama's boy, that the reason I don't eat breakfast is that I can't make it for myself, I need my mother. Which then for some reasons transitions into my current situation of not completing school, because I need someone to hand me out these things that being 22 and not knowing exactly what you want to do is extremely wrong. And ends with a comment about how my mother will cry and get me to stay if I ever move out, which is completely incorrect. I won't lie, I do possible wait for handouts sometimes, but this is pretty unimportant to someone who isn't my family or something.
Now maybe that doesn't sound so bad, but these happen everyday. I'm constantly accused of being gay because I don't feel the need to make comment about every woman that crosses our path. Then I get comments about being womanly or gay when we are sitting at a table and I guess I'm holding my hands differently, when I'm standing up and just holding my hands a certain way, or hell when I'm pushing a grocery cart with my hands more outer than inner. For all this seemingly random stuff that I can't possibly see the problem with, I get called out on it because it's not manly. That apparently living with my mom and sister has made me a girl. There's a subtle communication that my dad failed me or some nonesne. Which is probably made not unsubtle when the dude(when the conversation can call for it) drops one of his phrases that "anyone can make a child, but it takes a man to raise a child". it got a little annoying when he dropped it around the time my dad died. I think recently I as fixing my hat and I guess he thought I was fixing my hair and he said "stop doing that, I know you picked up some stuff that your mom and sister should have hit out of you, but you're a dude".
I don't know. It's just really annoying stuff and I don't know if I'm the crazy one here. I mean I can't remember every little conversation, but responses from him come out for every little detail. Pretty much everything I say will be turned against me with some nonsense that I don't quite understand.
