Why?
Basically, I dont have fun when I drink. I love the relaxed feeling of having say 4-6 beers over a period of time, but more often than not I'll drink a whole lot more and get too drunk and not have a good time. Ive tried moderation but its REALLY hard. I come from a family of big drinkers (I'm of anglo saxon descent, go figure) so genetically Im predisposed to problem drinking also.
I feel like Im a bad friend and no fun to be around when Im drunk. I always apologise to my pals after a night drinking, because Im scared I was a douche.
As a result I suffer from really bad anxiety/depression (Im medicated, even) and Im sure alcohol is playing a large factor in that, often becuase I am anxious about what I may have done when I was drunk but cant remember.
Also Ive been bad with money lately, and alcohol is expensive. It'll be good for my pocket, and my health in general (physically and mentally).