Well, that was fun while it lasted. The girl that I've been seeing for the past two months finally broke up with me tonight.
A little background on what happened. We met on OKC and hit it off amazingly well. Before we knew it, we were seeing each other several times per week. This was just fine because she lived like 10 minutes away from me.
But then about a month later, she moved into a new place that provided a whole host of problems. It was way further than where she was originally (and in the complete opposite direction), the parking was absolutely atrocious, and worst of all, she was living in a fucking loft. What's wrong with a loft? Nothing. At least normally. But she was sharing a loft with a fricken roommate. This would be bad enough, but said roommate also happened to work from home, thus guaranteeing there would be very little privacy to be had between us ever again.
It was a pretty shitty situation, but we tried to make the most of it by just hanging out in her car in her garage or some abandoned street. Yes, it wasn't the most ideal situation, but it was something. But the past two weeks she started acting a bit different. She became more noticeably quiet and wasn't interested in fooling around in the car anymore. I had a feeling that this was gonna lead up to something and today she came right out and said it.
She insisted that it had nothing to do with anything that I did, but that our situation at the moment just would not work out. She was also stressed with work and was worried about whether her roommate would come through with the rent, and bills, and all this other stuff that was constantly on her mind.
I didn't want this to happen, but I understood where she was coming from. It was a pain for me especially cause I had to keep driving to her place and leave early in the morning, which wasn't a very fun trek. In certain ways it was probably a good thing that this happened, and while I was preparing myself for the eventual day, I was still pretty depressed.
On the plus side, we did end on good terms. We held each other one last time for a long while before we kissed goodbye for the last time. It's a real shame, she was the best girlfriend I had in years. It's most likely gonna be a good while until I find someone like her again.
