Author Topic: I feel this forum is going in direction I do not care for. (Read 10690 times)

Junpei the Tracer! · « **on:** April 17, 2015, 04:44:56 PM »

I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.

There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.

Madrun Badrun · « **Reply #1 on:** April 17, 2015, 04:47:34 PM »

I feel like you have made similar threads in the past. I would also point you to my method of self jerking off to sate you. I really wish Demi would let us like our own posts because sometimes I feel like you guys really don't understand just how much of my posts I actually approve of.

Phoenix Dark · « **Reply #2 on:** April 17, 2015, 04:50:40 PM »

Are you saying you want to be jerked off?

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #3 on:** April 17, 2015, 04:52:11 PM »

I liked that post as your proxy, FM

Rman · « **Reply #4 on:** April 17, 2015, 04:57:55 PM »

It's a small forum.

It's par for the course in tighter communities like this.

Brehvolution · « **Reply #5 on:** April 17, 2015, 04:58:24 PM »

It could be worse.

Reb · « **Reply #6 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:00:07 PM »

Every time somebody posts a poll with like 20 members on it, my heart always beats in anticipation.

I'm never on it.

lennedsay · « **Reply #7 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:00:30 PM »

So you don't want to post a lot but when you do post, you want to be jerked off? And because you don't post and aren't jerked off, you want things to change? Noted.

Atramental · « **Reply #8 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:00:50 PM »

You get out what you put in.

king of the internet · « **Reply #9 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:01:53 PM »

There's always more people wanting to be jerked off than people willing to jerk someone off. That's just life. Try harder or accept your place.

Phoenix Dark · « **Reply #10 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:02:02 PM »

Quote from: Atramental on April 17, 2015, 05:00:50 PM

You get out what you put in.

Is this what they call versatility?

i see you atra

demi · « **Reply #11 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:02:09 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 04:44:56 PM

I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.

There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.

What is this even referencing?

StealthFan · « **Reply #12 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:03:21 PM »

Tasty · « **Reply #13 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:03:53 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 04:44:56 PM

I feel like it's becoming too insular, too much of in crowd sort of place. And by extension I feel left out because I don't post very often and due I don't feel like I'm jerked off a lot(ie given praise,attention) while posters that post a lot like mac,esch(see the front page),etc get jerked off plenty and I feel left out.

There's no real point to this thread, this thought just entered my head and I felt the need to post it. Have a good day.

Is getting jerked off on the internet that important to you??

I'd much rather get jerked off IRL (in a Y shower

)

Reb · « **Reply #14 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:04:53 PM »

For some quick e-dap, just take shots at people.

Shaka Khan · « **Reply #15 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:08:42 PM »

Quote from: TheInfelicitousDandy on April 17, 2015, 04:47:34 PM

I really wish Demi would let us like our own posts because sometimes I feel like you guys really don't understand just how much of my posts I actually approve of.

This could also feel better if you sit on your mouse for few minutes before liking your own post.

lennedsay · « **Reply #16 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:09:13 PM »

Maybe you should look internally to find out why you are bothered that no one jerks you off, on an internet forum no less. Especially when you don't come around much and definitely don't jerk anyone else off.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #17 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:10:21 PM »

Lets have a toast to the jerk offs

Human Snorenado · « **Reply #18 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:11:10 PM »

Maybe you should quit your periodic fucking whining. You're like a lame groundhog that pops up, crys, sees its shadow and disappears again for however long.

Shaka Khan · « **Reply #19 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:13:15 PM »

Scalp-burning, vulgar Junpei post in 3...2...

Reb · « **Reply #20 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:13:45 PM »

Quote from: lennedsay on April 17, 2015, 05:09:13 PM

Maybe you should look internally to find out why you are bothered that no one jerks you off, on an internet forum no less. Especially when you don't come around much and definitely don't jerk anyone else off.

No, there is nothing wrong with him, it's us.
Everybody he knows gets jerked off without having to do things like you are suggesting.

lennedsay · « **Reply #21 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:15:16 PM »

Quote from: Reb on April 17, 2015, 05:13:45 PM

Quote from: lennedsay on April 17, 2015, 05:09:13 PM
Maybe you should look internally to find out why you are bothered that no one jerks you off, on an internet forum no less. Especially when you don't come around much and definitely don't jerk anyone else off.

No, there is nothing wrong with him, it's us.
Everybody he knows gets jerked off without having to do things like you are suggesting.

I didn't realize Junpei and Rahx were the same person! I feel so stupid! Alright, get over here for your nipple tweaking and shaft jerking!

Narolf · « **Reply #22 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:16:53 PM »

So long this forum remains an anti-hugbox, I am happy.

CatsCatsCats · « **Reply #23 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:17:49 PM »

I'm pretty pro hugging box tho

nachobro · « **Reply #24 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:19:05 PM »

Quote from: Creepy Stalker on April 17, 2015, 05:16:53 PM

So long this forum remains an anti-hugbox, I am happy.

shaddup taco

Junpei the Tracer! · « **Reply #25 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:23:19 PM »

Please don't attack me, I'm nice. I'm just shy.

On another and mostly unrelated note, I truly don't care for Himuro and I'm glad she left or took a break. Himuro lately has been obnoxious, shit tier poster and why any of you liked her was beyond me. Shit, I hate Himu soooo much I'm honestly tempted to misgendered her,that how much I dislike her(and this is coming from a fellow trans person). Straight up shit bin poster.

Narolf · « **Reply #26 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:24:48 PM »

I thought Supermanisdead was Himuro under a new name, lol...

Human Snorenado · « **Reply #27 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:26:17 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:23:19 PM

Please don't attack me, I'm nice. I'm just shy.

On another and mostly unrelated note, I truly don't care for Himuro and I'm glad she left or took a break. Himuro lately has been obnoxious, shit tier poster and why any of you liked her was beyond me. Shit, I hate Himu soooo much I'm honestly tempted to misgendered her,that how much I dislike her(and this is coming from a fellow trans person). Straight up TheBlackStallion is hysterical poster.

I would trade you for Himuro in a heartbeat.

StealthFan · « **Reply #28 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:27:48 PM »

Your opinion on Himu

Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.

Tasty · « **Reply #29 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:28:48 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:23:19 PM

Please don't attack me, I'm nice. I'm just shy.

On another and mostly unrelated note, I truly don't care for Himuro and I'm glad she left or took a break. Himuro lately has been obnoxious, shit tier poster and why any of you liked her was beyond me. Shit, I hate Himu soooo much I'm honestly tempted to misgendered her,that how much I dislike her(and this is coming from a fellow trans person). Straight up TheBlackStallion is hysterical poster.

Now you've crossed the line.

demi · « **Reply #30 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:33:27 PM »

Now we know why this thread was made...

Junpei the Tracer! · « **Reply #31 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:33:49 PM »

And another thing: I like Rumbler and Joe but when they both like my posts in the anime thread it kinda feels like they're tag teaming me but doesn't really count because they're brothers and for some reason, I see it as having one symbiotic person and not 2 separate posters.

So it's like it doesn't count ya know?

Junpei the Tracer! · « **Reply #32 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:36:57 PM »

Quote from: StealthFan on April 17, 2015, 05:27:48 PM

Your opinion on Himu

Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.

I don't have you on ignore. Too be honest when I don't care for a poster, I wish bad things upon them which is Glen/Green Shinobi tier messed up but that's probably because I'm trans and trans people are generally fucked up.

StealthFan · « **Reply #33 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:37:18 PM »

demi · « **Reply #34 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:37:47 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:33:49 PM

I like Rumbler and Joe but when they both like my posts in the anime thread it kinda feels like they're tag teaming me

Courage · « **Reply #35 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:38:15 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:36:57 PM

Quote from: StealthFan on April 17, 2015, 05:27:48 PM
Your opinion on Himu

Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.

I don't have you on ignore. Too be honest when I don't care for a poster, I wish bad things upon them which is Glen/Green Shinobi tier messed up but that's probably because I'm trans and trans people are generally fucked up.

I hope you're getting help.

Huff · « **Reply #36 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:39:02 PM »

I think this forum needs more hot naked women

Tasty · « **Reply #37 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:41:57 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:36:57 PM

Quote from: StealthFan on April 17, 2015, 05:27:48 PM
Your opinion on Himu

Make a thread and talk shit about a valuable poster. I know you got me on ignore too Junpei. So sensitive.

I don't have you on ignore. Too be honest when I don't care for a poster, I wish bad things upon them which is Glen/Green Shinobi tier messed up but that's probably because I'm trans and trans people are generally fucked up.

Self-hating trans, no wonder you hate Himu.

Tasty · « **Reply #38 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:42:14 PM »

Quote from: Huff on April 17, 2015, 05:39:02 PM

I think this forum needs more hot naked women

Ewwwwww, no thx plz.

demi · « **Reply #39 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:43:32 PM »

Quote from: Huff on April 17, 2015, 05:39:02 PM

I think this forum needs more hot naked women

We already have lennedsay. BBW quota is at max.

Joe Molotov · « **Reply #40 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:45:49 PM »

Now demi is PMing me incestous homoerotic fanfic thanks to this thread.

Junpei the Tracer! · « **Reply #41 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:50:43 PM »

How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself? That's delusion of the highest order. I cope with by thinking about as little as possible and sweet hormones but when I think about my situation with the least amount of levity, I simply cannot think of anything aside from shitbin.

But honestly, I think my mood therefore this thread was a result of my poor diet this week. I've been feeling a tad lethargic which is counter to my general mood of late especially since things IRL have been going rather well for me(slowly but surely).

Phoenix Dark · « **Reply #42 on:** April 17, 2015, 05:55:49 PM »

do you like me, junpei

spoiler (click to show/hide)

I still have those PMs

[close]

I'm a Puppy! · « **Reply #43 on:** April 17, 2015, 06:01:34 PM »

Quote from: Junpei the Tracer! on April 17, 2015, 05:50:43 PM

How can you be trans and literally not hate yourself? That's delusion of the highest order. I cope with by thinking about as little as possible and sweet hormones but when I think about my situation with the least amount of levity, I simply cannot think of anything aside from TheBlackStallion is hysterical.

But honestly, I think my mood therefore this thread was a result of my poor diet this week. I've been feeling a tad lethargic which is counter to my general mood of late especially since things IRL have been going rather well for me(slowly but surely).

Could be worse, you could be a black republican

Tasty · « **Reply #44 on:** April 17, 2015, 06:01:44 PM »

Quote from: Joe Molotov on April 17, 2015, 05:45:49 PM

Now demi is PMing me incestous homoerotic fanfic thanks to this thread.

Can I get in on this mantrain?

doctavius bonbon · « **Reply #45 on:** April 17, 2015, 06:32:13 PM »

the PM game on this forum

brob · « **Reply #46 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:02:52 PM »

Joe and Rumbler are brothers?

Wasn't prepared for this level of excitement on a friday night

Barry Egan · « **Reply #47 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:04:17 PM »

This thread is reminding me of when Momo and Magoose left on the same day. That was so great.

Great Rumbler · « **Reply #48 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:05:02 PM »

This is a stealth-plead thread for the return of Anime Sunday, isn't it?

lennedsay · « **Reply #49 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:11:45 PM »

Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?

benjipwns · « **Reply #50 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:12:31 PM »

Quote from: lennedsay on April 17, 2015, 07:11:45 PM

Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?

Come my lady
Come come my lady
You're my butterfly
Sugar, baby

edit: read it as crazy town

Human Snorenado · « **Reply #51 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:12:42 PM »

Quote from: lennedsay on April 17, 2015, 07:11:45 PM

Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?

More Patsy Cline's "Crazy" but yes

lennedsay · « **Reply #52 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:15:33 PM »

Quote from: benjipwns on April 17, 2015, 07:12:31 PM

Quote from: lennedsay on April 17, 2015, 07:11:45 PM
Does anybody else hear Crazy Train right now? Just me?
Come my lady
Come come my lady
You're my butterfly
Sugar, baby

edit: read it as crazy town

Also applicable.

Junpei the Tracer! · « **Reply #53 on:** April 17, 2015, 07:52:36 PM »

This might be a long post and some will lol don't care but:

I don't post a lot,this thread may seem whiny but it's just I realized I wanted to talk to someone about my day and I didn't have anyone to talk to(IRL). And yes it may be pathetic, but having some forum acknowledge is something, better than nothing. It's me and my mom, and after certain things happened, it seems she has kinda checked out in all facets. I can't talk to her(I never really felt like I could), I can't get what I need from her, which honestly is to feel like she cares. I know she does but it's hard to explain but I'm not getting anything from her. I get very envious sometimes from some of you, you guys have friends and small or big families and I don't have any of that. It's just me and thoughts most of the day with perfunctory conversation with my mother.

It's not about having friends or family, for me it's just having someone to feel like they legitimately give a shit(IRL) and I don't know how to truly cultivate that in life. And if I were to ever get it, I'd be so needy I'd probably drive them away. Just be grateful if you have friends or family you can truly talk to, you're very lucky. It's not about having a GF(I most certainly did not appreciate the RahXephon comparison). Friendships take such a long time to build and this point in my life(I'm 24) it will be difficult to do so and I haven't had a friend in real life since I was 17. And I don't expect to be cared for or think I deserve love or anything, I'm just so lonely IRL and usually cope with it by not thinking about it. But making this thread brought up all these feelings/thoughts. I feel like being trans did a real humdinger on my self worth, like who would truly want to be around me if they knew.

There's a big honest part of me that doesn't want to be around other trans people because they remind of what a failure I am. And I've told all of this stuff to shrinks before, I don't think they've given me any good advice on it. To think of myself with self worth is to lie to myself and I've been thinking this way for sooooo long, I honestly don't know how to think any other way. In the end, this is my only outlet and many of you may think lol so pathetic but think of how blessed you are that you have someone or someones to talk to in your life who truly care. This is kinda it for me, that or paying someone to listen to my problems(which is difficult nowadays because I have awful insurance and it isn't financial feasible). It's strange I don't like to post about myself because it brings attention to myself/attention whoring but the only way someone will notice is to post about yourself but I feel I shouldn't because why would anyone care/no would care and I would take it as a rejection of self.

Now I'm still trucking and still making slow and progressive acts in my life. I honestly feel if I tried I could get a GF but then the whole being deviant trans person comes in to play and I get very discouraged. But I'm not gonna give up and I'm gonna try and try and try some more. I just wanted someone to talk about my day(a small nagging tiny little moment) and realized I didn't have anyone.

tl;dr: I'm very lonely but I'm still trucking

Phoenix Dark · « **Reply #54 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:18:49 PM »

Obviously we crack jokes and make fun of people but overall this is a pretty chill, friendly community. We'd love to talk to you more Junpei, and lend an open ear. We got your back.

StealthFan · « **Reply #55 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:23:43 PM »

Phoenix Dark · « **Reply #56 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:26:23 PM »

We heard you were looking for friends so here we are.

StealthFan · « **Reply #57 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:28:02 PM »

Quote from: Phoenix Dark on April 17, 2015, 08:26:23 PM

We heard you were looking for friends so here we are.

I get this reference.

Mr. Nobody · « **Reply #58 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:32:45 PM »

Who knew the populous of a spin-off website originally dedicated to making fun of the owner of the spun-off website would be so emotionally fragile?

StealthFan · « **Reply #59 on:** April 17, 2015, 08:41:05 PM »

Quote from: Mr. Nobody on April 17, 2015, 08:32:45 PM

Who knew the populous of a spin-off website originally dedicated to making fun of the owner of the spun-off website would be so emotionally fragile?

How's the BCT treating you breh?

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Author Topic: I feel this forum is going in direction I do not care for. (Read 10690 times)