Maybe this is a mistake as I'm posting in a forum full of grouchy old men, but anyone else feel like drugs are neither worth it nor really any good?
I'm not including marijuana, tobacco and alcohol in here, as they both have been accepted more or less. What I'm talking about is stuff like speed, cocaine, ecstasy, that stuff.
I recently caught up with a friend of mine who is this very reclusive person that never partied, never had sex, never really did anything resembling a habit or what we all go through in our teens and early twenties. She sorta surprised me in talking about how she does a lot of ecstasy and speed now, loves drinking and going out. Now, the drinking and going out I was like "about damn time you got over your issues" but when the whole lyrica and speed talk came about my immediate thought was "why would you do that? That's stupid, their effects are garbage anyway" but I played along because I was not looking to lecture someone I haven't talked to in three years. But man, if this was five years ago I would have been like "hell yeah!".
I used to be a heavy drug user, not too long ago either. Ecstasy, lyrica, vicodin, oxy, ambien, adderral, speed and all that were never really strangers to me. But now? I love drinking. Don't really care about weed all that much anymore, but I wouldn't turn down a joint or two, if offered and I said fuck it. LSD and shrooms is a small might as I've turned it down for the past three years. But literally everything else, even the less harmful stuff, is not anything I really want to touch.
I think back and I know that I never really liked pills or med made psychedelics save for LSD, and how as you get older you usually start dropping drugs like that. Maturity and all that. What I'm realizing is that it was actually really dumb that I sought for it, I get that I was in Saudi and boohoo crybaby depressed but it really was never worth it. I'm dealing with way bigger troubles right now than I ever did before while stuck in Saudi, yet I feel absolutely no need or want for any of it. I'd welcome a bottle or a joint at the comfort of my home but meh. Not really itching for them, either. I'll get alcohol once I finally move out of here down the line. I realized that once I was 21 and of legal drinking age, I dropped all the other shit without thinking about it.
tl;dr
I don't really get drug culture anymore and couldn't give less of a fuck about it.So what do you guys think? Were you heavy drug users or were you too lame to hang with the cool kids?
