Here he is talking about his meth and morphine problems and how they led to his drinking problem. Lots of really great druggie logic about how the combo of meth and morphine just makes him work! Yeah, buddy, they’ve clearly been working great.
Also, lots of really packed disturbing imagery as he vlogs it out. Every frame a masterpiece
“I’m not going to kill myself with drugs” just sounds so much more profound when it’s being said as an adult pair of diapered legs crawl into an enormous crib.