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[Drainage]

Is the poster one of those people who are like...allergic to the sun

If someone identifies as Nosferatu why do you think it's any of your business to question their identity?

There is only one safe place for desperate Nosferatu, and it’s not era

[Potato]

Wow @benji, nice work.

On first impression, this person does seem full of shit. However, I will say that some of my scepticism is removed considering some of the information they have posted.

I think this is an actual mentally unhealthy person and most of their posts are delusions.

[Snoopycat_]

The fact that he landed a girlfriend at all is a fucking miracle. Though that may have something to do with him reeling in a naive 16yr old.

So, Amirox's lover was 9 and nobody ever called her naive

[Potato]

At the risk of sounding completely racist, being an Indigenous Australian in a remote area means they would definitely be receiving enough social security to live and support a non-working partner.

[nachobro]

The fact that he landed a girlfriend at all is a fucking miracle. Though that may have something to do with him reeling in a naive 16yr old.

get a teenager to rely entirely on you and your family for survival for six years and wonder why they resent you and want to get away brehs

[benjipwns]

Amirox

Who? I only know a Christopher John Goldberg, not anyone by this name.

[Joe Molotov]

They live in Australia.

They seem to have made a thread five days ago that's now deleted: https://www.resetera.com/threads/i-have-bpd-and-i-am-about-to-go-through-a-breakup-anyone-dealt-with-this-before.155911/

Still in the Google Cache though:

Okay so things haven't been great for a while, then I really fucked up because I was wanting validation and to feel like I was still desirable (talking to a girl on tinder). She found out, and long story short she doesn't know if she wants to stay with me. We are doing couples therapy next week but the wait is killing me, I feel so sick and just distressed, I have no one in my life except her, no friends, family, nothing, only her and I love her so much. If she leaves me I don't know how I can continue living. We have been together and living together for 6 years, I don't know how I'd adjust from that...... Plus I am disabled/mentally ill and can't leave my house, so who would ever want to date someone like me, I'll be alone forever. but even besides that I just don't want to lose my girlfriend.

How do I deal with this? I don't want to kill myself but it seems like the only way out. It makes it hard too, because she keeps saying she doesn't know if she can stay with me, but in the mean time she's still giving me kisses, cuddles and saying how much she loves me. I am just so confused and terrified. I can't be alone. no one will ever want to be with me. Someone help. I am home alone right now and I am scared of what I'll do.

She doesn't have anywhere to go, she can't afford to move out, she just started a new job in a new city, I help her a lot with money, she has no car. So I am hoping this makes her want to stay. I am just so fucking afraid. I want to die. I have made a lot of progress on my eating disorder but never sought treatment for my BPD and now it's all blown up in my face. I have made an appointment to start DBT for next week the day before the couples counselling.

Please be kind even if you think I am pathetic or an asshole, I am scared for myself and my relationship and I feel terrible for being doing an asshole thing.

EDIT: and yes, besides starting treatment for my BPD next week, and the couples counselling, I also saw my psych two days ago and spoke to her about it, so I am seeking professional help, I just want to know if anyone here has been through similar.

Thank you, this means a lot, and you are right, that I am so willing to change, I have spent hours today trying to get the first appointment possible for helping my BPD. I need and want to change. But unfortunately you are right that I don't believe that it can get better. I am a fuck up, I cut my wrists so many times the last few days and I haven't done that in a while.

Back in October: https://www.resetera.com/threads/anyone-here-have-borderline-personality-disorder-and-gone-through-a-breakup.146850/

I'm so scared, about a week and a half ago my girlfriend told me she thinks shes gay, and im 100% supportive of her, I dont want her to repress her sexuality, that's not fair and it's not her fault. But, I am absolutely terrified, she wants to stay with me because she loves me and says that her emotions are stronger than her sexual desire, but she has said we can't have sex again, she doesn't like having sex with men. So... I reluctantly agreed. But I am not an idiot, I know she will break up with me, I don't know how I would live without her, it's been 6 years, I've been with her since i was 20 years old, I was only diagnosed with BPD last year but I can see how it has been affecting me forever, I don't know how I can continue to go on living when she leaves?

I am on disability pension due to my BPD, OCD, PTSD and can't leave my house due to Agoraphobia and Panic Disorder, I will never be able to find someone to be with when she leaves, I am so afraid, she's my best friend and I don't want to lose her and I don't want to be alone forever.... please help me guys, im so scared.

To top it off, I am starting to realise that the thoughts I've suppressed my whole life about being trans may actually be real and I am looking into a psych that specialises in that area, but I don't want to tell me girlfriend about that, I am suffering huge dysphoria right now, and not just about gender but about life, I am so scared about being alone, I don't know how I'd continue to live, I am just feeling so trapped and terrified right now. I don't have family, my mum is an alt-right weirdo, my sisters have their own things, my dad abused me, I have no one except my girlfriend

I'm in Australia, I am very paranoid and hate those lines because I don't trust that they wont send emergency services and have me hospitalised, I'm not suicidal or anything so I don't want to go through that hassle.

Back in June: https://www.resetera.com/threads/i-need-help-with-my-mother-shes-fallen-in-to-the-alt-right-crowd-and-as-my-carer-things-are-getting-really-hard.125008/

Hi guys, so long story short, I am disabled and require my mother to pretty much get all my food and organise all my doctors appointments and whatever else. but the last 3 or so years she's gone insane, I can't have a 10 minute conversation with her without her telling me about "big pharma" or Hilary running pedophile rings (we arent even american so I dont even know why shes so obsessed with hilary, but its relentless) she thinks that the reason kids in Africa look starving is because Bill Gates is giving them "vaccines" to kill them for population control. I rang her yesterday and asked her if she could get me medicine from the pharmacy and she started telling me how many "chemtrails" are in the air right now poisoning us. Even simple things like dogs being desexed to her is a conspiracy by the government because for some reason she thinks they dont want us to have dogs.

I don't know what to do, relying on someone that is making my life hell is really really hard, its gotten so bad that I legit have felt like killing myself to escape her, being disabled means my life is already pretty crappy but all day the only person I have on this planet to look after me and care for me is obsessed with far right conspiracies and nazi style views on race. She is obsessed and no matter how many times I tell her I don't care and that it's all bullshit she keeps trying to "Brain Force Plus" me. it's not fair for her to do this to me when I have severe mental problems and physical problems.

What can I do? if I don't have her I will have no one but honestly, at this point it feels like mental abuse and that she's purposefully trying to make me upset or angry. I have been contemplating suicide and I know you guys may think that's an overreaction to this, but just picture being trapped 24/7 with a nazi/alt-right person who wont shut up about it and being completely defenseless.

Is there anything you guys can suggest? I'm at my wits end.

Sorry if this is a dumb thread, I don't know where to go for help.

My disabilities are weird, I am mentally disabled due to a brain trauma I had when crashed my motorbike as a child so I find it extremely hard to concentrate on stuff and I start panicking and can become so bad I can start having minor convulsions. Physically I can walk probably about 30 metres before I need to sit for around half an hour due to that same accident. My spine was completely messed up in the accident.

I am unsure whats available where I am, I'm very remote in an Aboriginal community so services are very very limited. But there has to be something and I will definitely start googling and try to get some info

I did a while ago but everything I found was at least 2 hours away from me because the government doesnt fund aboriginal majority areas very well. and yeah I receive my social security money directly into my bank account, but she has full control over my social security account because shes marked as my carer, so she can ring and cancel it whenever she wants which scares me because she is vindictive enough to maybe do it, I need to get that right taken away from her but I dont know what to do.

But... wait:

I did have a girlfriend at one point but..... yeah, didnt work out. She couldn't handle all the stress of my mother combined with my disabilities, my mother would always say horrible things about her and it ran her off.

I'm pretty sure I read all those here when they were posted, probably by you.

[Tripon]

https://twitter.com/ReeraTakes/status/1201605901880381441

The dude was a PM player too. 

[benjipwns]

I'm pretty sure I read all those here when they were posted, probably by you.

i said no bully, mods help

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he's posted the same exact story in almost the same format like 20 times

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[skullstorm]

She probably put peanut butter in her crack, would put nothing past the queen of the thots.

This wasn't even the first time 

https://twitter.com/SHAUNNN__/status/1201028498036592640

not even the tenth time 

https://streamable.com/22vdf

Okay wow 

Where is the :dahell smiley when you need it 

[Great Rumbler]

She probably put peanut butter in her crack, would put nothing past the queen of the thots.

This wasn't even the first time 

https://twitter.com/SHAUNNN__/status/1201028498036592640

not even the tenth time 

https://streamable.com/22vdf

 

[nudemacusers]

hobbes trying his hardest to generate some outrage but just exposed himself as never having worked for even a decently large company

https://www.resetera.com/threads/ea-and-other-studios-apparently-have-policies-that-require-developers-to-gather-permission-before-producing-any-creative-works-outside-of-work.156355/

That’s nothing, look at mr Phoenix Wright “not in my EU!” getting butt blasted all over the thread

[benjipwns]

Can we at least agree that this is an US specific problem?
All of the people that live in the EU have stated to have never heard of something so extreme.

Because there seems to be a disconnection in understanding here.

Never worked outside the EU, and I had such clauses in my contracts, yes. It is definitely not an US-only thing.

i am always baffled how Era on the one hand positions itself as this gathering place for gaming insiders, yet frequently half the posters are baffled when hearing about something that is absolute standard in the industry (whether the rule is bad or not doesn’t change fact that a ton of people on this forum who love to tell devs what to do are rather clueless about the industry).

Sure. The standard is in the EU that if you work for a company like in my case Disney, I'm not allowed to write a book about a girl that has a rare disease. That's what is in your made up contract? Sure, I believe you, I really do. Talk about posting in bad faith.

you wanted to write this and disney told you that you couldn’t?

No they did not, because there's no such clause.

Weird that I worked for Disney for years, shipping a multiplatform title with them, AND had that clause in my contract

Really, really weird

Just strange

[Switters]

hobbes trying his hardest to generate some outrage but just exposed himself as never having worked for even a decently large company

https://www.resetera.com/threads/ea-and-other-studios-apparently-have-policies-that-require-developers-to-gather-permission-before-producing-any-creative-works-outside-of-work.156355/

This is hilarious because I had to sign the same sort of thing when I was a manager at BLOCKBUSTER VIDEO because it came out that Quentin wrote Reservoir Dogs while working at a video store.

It was 1997.

Hobbes is an empty vacuous jello mold of stupidity and wasted effort. A lot like all those scripts I was working on while working at BLOCKBUSTER VIDEO.

[benjipwns]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/my-girlfriend-broke-off-a-6-year-long-relationship-i-am-very-mentally-ill-and-not-sure-how-i-can-handle-it.156608/post-27004780

Can people please stop misgendering Khaled, she is trans/non-binary

So much this! Do better Era.

[nudemacusers]

How would anyone know that?

[nudemacusers]

Also you’ll be happy to know that the iPhone does not capitalize mr but does capitalize Phoenix Wright. This is the world progressive misandrists want!!!!

[nudemacusers]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/tiktok-has-been-secretly-hiding-videos-created-by-disabled-fat-and-lgbtq-users.156655/

This is awful.










Those are the funniest videos.

[remy]

How would anyone know that?

Obviously from their female presenting name DJ Khaled

If half that shit is true the last thing someone with borderline needs is to be cheerled into insanity by resetera members.

[nachobro]

unemployed
mentally ill
can't leave the house
trans

[benjipwns]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/tiktok-has-been-secretly-hiding-videos-created-by-disabled-fat-and-lgbtq-users.156655/

The world traded its ethics and independence for cheap mass produced garbage

We've given an oppressive government with oppressive corporate interests unprecedented control on a global stage

We're fucked

I've been telling people to stop using it. Nobody listens.

CW: Productive Discussion™ Inside

woooow. Fuck TikTok. and Fuck China for this bullshit.

Fuck TikTok

tiktok is trash. Fuck tiktok, fuck china

Fuck Tik Tok

pieces of shit

ShitTok.

Fuck TikTok.

#BringBackVine

Butbut.. gays!!! BAD!!! Fuck China.

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[Tripon]

unemployed
mentally ill
can't leave the house
trans

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If you believe everything from that poster, do they believe that the fucker is a groomer as well? I mean, holy shit.

[Momo]

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https://www.resetera.com/threads/steam-april-2018-aaa-big-hole.33202/post-7104102

no one ever feels safe or welcome but they never leave

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https://www.resetera.com/threads/were-you-identified-as-gifted-and-talented-in-school-or-went-to-a-magnet-program.41546/post-7786878

3 week ban for saying god knows what to this dude in PM lmao

[Momo]

She probably put peanut butter in her crack, would put nothing past the queen of the thots.

This wasn't even the first time 

https://twitter.com/SHAUNNN__/status/1201028498036592640

not even the tenth time 

https://streamable.com/22vdf

Okay wow 

Where is the :dahell smiley when you need it 

Ya thotzilla is a scourge lmao, my streamer friends always complain about her 

[team filler]

https://twitter.com/suzannahweiss/status/1201642800418156544

[Cauliflower Of Love]

How would anyone know that?

Its in her profile.

[thisismyusername]

https://twitter.com/suzannahweiss/status/1201642800418156544

You're missing the best part:

https://twitter.com/suzannahweiss/status/1201664594722222082

[Joe Molotov]

“I’ve been having thoughts of a sexual nature about you that I’d like to share if that’s okay.”

“Sir, this is an Arby’s.”

[thisismyusername]

“I’ve been having thoughts of a sexual nature about you that I’d like to share if that’s okay.”

“Sir, this is an Arby’s.”

"But I can still talk about wanting to do you on a large Greek Gyro, right?"


https://twitter.com/Tox_Of_Oz/status/1201695030630481921

[benjipwns]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/my-girlfriend-broke-off-a-6-year-long-relationship-i-am-very-mentally-ill-and-not-sure-how-i-can-handle-it.156608/post-27006529

Australia. Why is this such a big deal to you? It has nothing to do with the thread, troll outside mental health threads. Take your puritanical american shit elsewhere. Literally no one found it weird. Either from her family, mine, friends or people she worked with. No one cared because it's not strange where I'm from.

Cool well since in accused of being in an inappropriate relationship when I wasn't. May as well leave the trolls for now and go see my psych (who also didn't find the age gap weird)

I don't think you know what Romeo and Juliet laws are. Age of consent is 16. It's only under that, that Romeo and Juliet laws even apply. If you're over 16 you can sleep with anyone above 16 as long as they aren't a police or teacher. Not only that. But I'm not from South Australia. It even literally says in your link that South Australia is the exception and not the rule. But you used that link because it fit your narrative.

Try better next time troll.

Imagine comjng to a mental health to troll and spread misinformation and puritanical shit that is completely off topic and irrelevant and also false. That's some next level cuntery.

You are trolling, I am not from South Australia or Tasmania so everything you've linked doesn't apply to me.

I mean just read the wikipedia article, you are wrong and you're trying to troll. You are choosing two states out of many to prove a point and I don't live in either of those.

In NSW the limited age of consent (meaning no teachers or cops) is 16, she was legal.

[benjipwns]

You mention partying in your past. Don't go back to that or you'll end up needing another support thread in a few months, but for a drinking problem.

[BIONIC]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/my-girlfriend-broke-off-a-6-year-long-relationship-i-am-very-mentally-ill-and-not-sure-how-i-can-handle-it.156608/post-27006529

Australia. Why is this such a big deal to you? It has nothing to do with the thread, troll outside mental health threads. Take your puritanical american shit elsewhere. Literally no one found it weird. Either from her family, mine, friends or people she worked with. No one cared because it's not strange where I'm from.

Cool well since in accused of being in an inappropriate relationship when I wasn't. May as well leave the trolls for now and go see my psych (who also didn't find the age gap weird)

I don't think you know what Romeo and Juliet laws are. Age of consent is 16. It's only under that, that Romeo and Juliet laws even apply. If you're over 16 you can sleep with anyone above 16 as long as they aren't a police or teacher. Not only that. But I'm not from South Australia. It even literally says in your link that South Australia is the exception and not the rule. But you used that link because it fit your narrative.

Try better next time troll.

Imagine comjng to a mental health to troll and spread misinformation and puritanical shit that is completely off topic and irrelevant and also false. That's some next level cuntery.

You are trolling, I am not from South Australia or Tasmania so everything you've linked doesn't apply to me.

I mean just read the wikipedia article, you are wrong and you're trying to troll. You are choosing two states out of many to prove a point and I don't live in either of those.

In NSW the limited age of consent (meaning no teachers or cops) is 16, she was legal.

[benjipwns]

I am on disability pension, I make $950 a fortnight

[Propagandhim]

"make"

[Momo]

I am on disability pension, I make $950 a fortnight

I’ve been having thoughts of a sexual nature about you that I’d like to share if that’s okay

[Transhuman]

For reference sake, i'm Australian and spend about $800 per month, which includes rent, electric, internet, mobile internet, food.

[Jenkem]

Is the poster one of those people who are like...allergic to the sun

If someone identifies as Nosferatu why do you think it's any of your business to question their identity?

MALKAVIAN RIGHTS ARE KINDRED RIGHTS

[Raist]

For reference sake, i'm Australian and spend about $800 per month, which includes rent, electric, internet, mobile internet, food.

Do you live in the bush or something.

[Transhuman]

Townsville

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so basically, yes

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[BIONIC]

Is the poster one of those people who are like...allergic to the sun

If someone identifies as Nosferatu why do you think it's any of your business to question their identity?

MALKAVIAN RIGHTS ARE KINDRED RIGHTS

Skinfolk ain’t kinfolk

[benjipwns]

replied again to the same post: https://www.resetera.com/threads/my-girlfriend-broke-off-a-6-year-long-relationship-i-am-very-mentally-ill-and-not-sure-how-i-can-handle-it.156608/post-27007334

Before quoting that, did you read it yourself? you've made a fool of yourself and basically told me I was a sexual predator in a thread where I am having a mental health crisis, when I literally broke no laws and linked you proof of that.

[Jenkem]

Is the poster one of those people who are like...allergic to the sun

If someone identifies as Nosferatu why do you think it's any of your business to question their identity?

MALKAVIAN RIGHTS ARE KINDRED RIGHTS

Skinfolk ain’t kinfolk

[Transhuman]

I don't even feel like commenting on this Djkhaled situation because I feel like it's only gonna get worse.

[BIONIC]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/i-wonder-if-everything-that-is-associated-with-the-word-trump-are-going-to-be-banned.156676/

Like "Trump card", etc. once he's out of the oval office. Not just here in this country, but around the world too.

Bringing up that word will only remind everyone about that douchebag. His name has been tarnished beyond repair.

[Momo]

(Image removed from quote.)

To think I've found an MGTOW forum just days before it's closed, a Christmas miracle 

[BIONIC]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/star-citizen-has-now-raised-over-250-million-dollars.156550/page-8#post-27006897

I'm so glad to see yet another Star Citizen thread. Where users can call the game a scam, even though it's demonstrably false. Without a warning from the mods.

I'm so glad to see yet another Star Citizen thread. Where posters calling other users who play the game, cultists. Without a warning from the mods.

I'm so glad to see yet another Star Citizen thread. that allow the same few users who come into every Star Citizen thread, and make the same demonstrably false statements, without a warning the mods.

I'm so glad to see yet another Star Citizen thread. With a hilarious lack of any kind of moderation.

Not Scam Citizen

I’m surprised the pussy ass bitch didn’t find a way to blame it on white feminism

[HaughtyFrank]

https://twitter.com/suzannahweiss/status/1201642800418156544

https://twitter.com/BudrykZack/status/1201328677990141952

[VomKriege]

https://twitter.com/suzannahweiss/status/1201642800418156544

https://twitter.com/BudrykZack/status/1201328677990141952

Hello thank you for reaching me when on need of support but I'm busy / hurting / already supporting someone at the moment, do you have anyone else you can contact ?

[benjipwns]

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[NekoFever]

Star Citizen players are leaving Era in droves.

[Raist]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/nintendo-consoles-have-sold-more-than-750m-but-still-it-doesnt-get-the-respect-it-deserves-why.156695/


 

[Pissy F Benny]

Star Citizen players are leaving Era in droves.

Starsexuals are subject to constant bigotry and the mods fester this unsafe environment 

[VomKriege]

Star Citizen players are leaving Era in droves.

Starsexuals are subject to constant bigotry and the mods fester this unsafe environment 

The asexuals of the videogame world, there's never any release.

[BisMarckie]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/nintendo-consoles-have-sold-more-than-750m-but-still-it-doesnt-get-the-respect-it-deserves-why.156695/


 

No response threads

https://www.resetera.com/threads/playstation-is-best-selling-home-video-game-console-brand-ever-with-over-450-million-units-sold-across-the-original-playstation-ps2-ps3-and-ps4.156688/

Why is VGChartz.com banned on resetera when there is no affiliation  or continuity to NeoGAF the old place?

[BisMarckie]

And here I thought it was the other way 'round. I kid I kid.. the problem the "left" has is that its an umbrella term so broad it's members can tell each other apart with such ease because it covers everything from a simple planned economy, to stateless societies and single state dictatorships. Communism, socialism, anarchism, social democracy, democratic socialism, eco socialism... Take your pick. I'd love to see "the left" spoken of only in the contex of planned economic policies but that would be too hard wouldnt it. Seems today, being leftist means you are pro choice, not religious, PC pro rights and bonus points if you cal yourself non bnary. All those wolnerful buzzwords that sell clicks.

User Banned (Duration Pending): Transphobic Trolling

More like national socialism OT, amirite?

[Jenkem]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/i-wonder-if-everything-that-is-associated-with-the-word-trump-are-going-to-be-banned.156676/

Like "Trump card", etc. once he's out of the oval office. Not just here in this country, but around the world too.

Bringing up that word will only remind everyone about that douchebag. His name has been tarnished beyond repair.

I think the best policy going forward is to only communicate through quotations from Disney Marvel films.

[BisMarckie]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/warren-asked-at-a-town-hall-was-there-ever-a-time-where-somebody-you-looked-up-to-didnt-accept-you-heres-her-answer.156563/

People don't say Bernie's the only good candidate because they're sexist

Uh huh....

it‘s 2016 all over again

My grandmother passed away early last year. 2016 was the last presidential election she was able to vote in, and she cast her vote for Clinton. Sometimes I think about how close she came to seeing a woman president in her lifetime, and how that was ripped away from her by such a complete fucking jackass as Trump. It's almost as depressing to me as any of the other consequences we've suffered under his presidency.

That‘s like when people said that it was such a tragedy that Ryan Davis died just before the next gen consoles launched.

[Potato]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/warren-asked-at-a-town-hall-was-there-ever-a-time-where-somebody-you-looked-up-to-didnt-accept-you-heres-her-answer.156563/

People don't say Bernie's the only good candidate because they're sexist

Uh huh....

it‘s 2016 all over again

My grandmother passed away early last year. 2016 was the last presidential election she was able to vote in, and she cast her vote for Clinton. Sometimes I think about how close she came to seeing a woman president in her lifetime, and how that was ripped away from her by such a complete fucking jackass as Trump. It's almost as depressing to me as any of the other consequences we've suffered under his presidency.

That‘s like when people said that it was such a tragedy that Ryan Davis died just before the next gen consoles launched.

I mean, it wasn't "ripped away from her" by Trump. It was done by the general population of the US who fucking either voted for that scumbag or who decided that Hilary Clinton was ever a decent candidate for president.

[SmokyDave]

My grandmas both died in the last couple of years. Both lived long enough to see Thatcher and May elected, and were ruled by a Queen. I don't think it made a huge difference to either of them, to be honest. I don't think it made much of an impact on sexism in the country at all, really. Geri Haliwell wearing a twat-brushing union flag dress probably had a bigger effect.

[headwalk]

our female monarchs have generally been on point considering what a general litany of fuck ups the blokes have been but our women prime ministers have been shocking, though they have plenty of company there too.